salam ..yes yes i know that i am super duper late but what to do, life is getting tough..and with the studies it was getting quite difficult to manage meah stories...khair, leave it, i was saying that i had completed the last two parts of this SS... u can scroll down for it..but before that i wanna say sorry coz u guyz were'nt happy with zoya forgiving najma so soon but trust i wrote it because i had planned a lot more in last two parts..plz scroll down and let me warn these two parts are very longPart 7
It was late in night, zoya didn't felt like sleeping so went in the garden, too much had happened in just a day that she needed time to digest it...whatever happen happened now it's time to face what's coming next...it will be the toughest time for zoya, she had get every phase of life in a same path...and she is sure upcoming days will bring a change in her life, how? don't knw...and what it would be? No idea but her heart has some different reasons to state this which it may justify later may be when the time would be perfect
She was lost, lost between the debate she was having with her inner self when she heard HIM calling HER
'zoya' clearing his throat he called her name standing behind her and unknown to herself zoya closed her eyes as she felt same strange but still very familiar feeling...may be heart was winning but what's the need to let it be the way it is going...she needed some answers before which she can't let her heart win over her stubbornness...she opened her eyes with a jerk as soon as she took a decision to do it again..to face him with all the confidence she held inside her..so she stood up and turned to him 'yes..u called me??' she asked and he just nodded 'anything important?' she again questioned him and he nodded again 'sorry Mr.Khan, i have to go...tomorrow will be a busy day...' she tried to excuse herself and as she started to go from there he held her hand softly but still with a firmness in his hold, for a moment she wanted to jerk away his hand but then another thought passed which always make her weak so she just calmed herself and looked at him
'leave my hand...' she said 'stay back plz..for sometime..promise if u won't feel good i will take my leave' he said with a lot emotions that she can't stop herself from agreeing 'okay...' was all she said...turning she sat where she was sitting few minutes back but he just came and stood beside her...she kept looking at the floor to save herself from his sharp gaze but then again she wanted to ask the reason behind this continuous stare, she looked at him and 'if u want to say something then blurt it out instead of looking at me as if u r ready to eat me up...' she said with irritation but her firmness left her side at the end making him giggle as he witnessed the little softness there...
Sighing he sat on the grass in front of her, she looked at him while he was hesitating to speak a word...'look Mr.Khan i don't want to waste my precious time witnessing ur silent treatment if there is nothing then le...' she was going to say more when he finally said which he has inside his heart 'will u give one more chance to me?' he asked, zoya looked at him trying to register his words and then her eyes turned warm but she hide it quickly but only after giving asad a chance to see her... He too felt pain inside him
'Mr.khan please don't ask those questions to me which i can't answer... Please move on in ur life...i will not come back to u...' said zoya even when her heart was speaking something else...something she knew but don't wanna accept it so easily.. He took her hand in his quickly and started not giving her a chance to take it back 'zoya please don't say like this...from past two years i m living in guilt..i just lived for a reason...to find u and to ask forgiveness from u, but now if u will leave without forgiving me and giving me a chance to correct what went wrong, i will die..i will die zoya..please don't do this, i know i was wrong that time but again i was stuck between relations.. nikhat..her condition was getting worse that i wasn't able to control myself from choosing her...i knw i did wrong, i should had supported u...but plz forgive me..just one chance ..plz zoya..i just want one more chance, tomorrow will be a difficult day for u and i...i want to be with u to hold u, to support u..plz zoya..' zoya just listened him silently she wanted to take her hand back but for a moment it felt wrong, does she still want to go back to him? It's the only question by her heart which she didn't answered ever.. she closed her eyes hard to stop her tears from falling and he just sat there with her hand in his and his eyes on the grass..
They sat there silently..zoya was in turmoil, she is again getting confuse between her heart and stubbornness 'as...asad please don't make it difficult for me, two years back when i needed u, u weren't there and today when i want to be alone, u want to be with me, i just can't let it happen because when i wanted no one let it happen...tomorrow ami will fight for her life, my destiny will take a different step...i don't know what will i do and you want to be with me?..why u didn't thought about it when i needed u, when i wanted u the most?? U knw if u had even came to me for only one time i would had waited for u and had tolerated everything but u didn't consider it important then why now.?? asad i had gone through so much which i didn't even deserved, and the worst part was that u were the reason behind all this..u made me suffer..why asad why u forgot me..why i turned stranger for u that time..? Can u answer me?' she asked, her eyes brimming with tears he too was crying
He just stared her for a moment before saying what he wanted 'zoya i knw i did wrong, i made u suffer and i knw u didn't deserve this but do u think about me, from what turmoil i was going through, zoya those two months were like hell to me, i thought i was losing everything, i can't suggest what to do, how to do..seeing nikhat in that condition when she was begging everyone to let her die i turned weak, weak in front the love for my sister and then what u and ayaan did was also wrong, why u guyz did that, when u both came and confront me ur mistake my heart broke in million of pieces but i hide all my emotions to tell u that i am strong and i will support u to face this situation ' he said finally what was inside him, from what he went through that time along with her, to tell her that she wasn't alone in facing everything, he looked at her and the look she was giving him was something which make him scared, he thought that she may not get everything he want her so he added 'yes i knw tht whatever happened was a misunderstanding and two most important persons in my life will never hurt me intentionally but again it was not the only thing, i can't let nikhat die..i have to sacrifise, i thought that u will understand me, that u will compromise the way i did and it was just for few days then we will be together, i thought that Allah is taking our test and we have to face it..'
'if it was the thing then u should had tell me, kehna chahie tha that u r hurt, batana chahie tha k apko safai chahie, ana chahie tha mere pass or kehna chahie tha k zoya i need ur support...then why?? Why u didn't came Mr.Khan..i would had supported u with all my might in each nd every decision u will take..iske liye ap hi responsible hain that u let me stay with misunderstandings, that u didn't clear in correct time...only u' she said drinking up her tears 'and i didn't did anything intentionally i did it for u and ur sister only, for najma, to save her life, to not let her hurt...i need to know what is between imran and t...' she stopped as she realized what she was going to blurt... 'we know about imran zoya, he told us himself' his answer made zoya shocked 'sometime later after u left tanveer shown up from no where and blurted out everything to imran that what she did to u that day..he thought that he is responsible for all the mess so he confessed everything to najma, najma had given him very hard time zoya but then she too can't stop herself from forgiving him as she loved him and that's why we felt more guilty ..zoya why u didn't told us about what r u think ,mai..tum.hum milkar uska mukabla karta..' said asad, she looked at him with a lot of emotions
'Mr.khan i will just ask one thing that what's the need to discuss it as the time had already passed and i...i guess that it's waste to talk and cry on what had past..and plz forget me,because i think..i mean i knw that i and u can never become we..just remembering those memories make me shiver then how would i live with u who caused those memories' she spoke each and every word with a lot of difficulty, she placed her other hand on his and released her hand from his hold..wiping her tears she stood up and left leaving him alone...
'Ya Allah, ya to mjhe maut dede ya mjhe mere zoya lota de...' prayed asad when he saw her getting disappear from his sight..
Next morning
Zoya was going through so much, she didn't talked to anyone after waking up and busied herself in paking rufaida's stuff which she may need after her surgery while rufaida was just noticing each and every move of her and finally when she found perfect she spoke 'zoya' she called out for her 'ji ami..' she replied while putting her cloth in bag..'come here' 'ami i have to do a lot of work...' 'zoya now' 'ohkay..' she came and sat beside rufaida 'now tell me..' 'what?' 'what is bothering u zoya..now plz don't lie to me.' 'ami seriously there is nothing' 'zoya beta won't u share ur feelings with me..?' 'ami i..i m just tense for ur surgery ' she lied..yes she was tense but what was bothering her was a complete different story which she can't repeat once again, she don't wanna hide it from her ami but she too don't wanna repeat so best was to ignore
'don't worry whatever will happen,it would be Allah's decision..if He wants then i will live but he wants me to die then no doctor and no surgery can stop it from happening ' 'ami plz, don't...i won't be able to live without u...ami plz promise me that u will stay by my side always, i don't have anyone now..my heart will break again..ami please promise me...' 'zoya never say that u can't live, if Allah snatch ur reason to live, He give u one..He test his people's and see who can face all those situation but still there fate on Him can't be lessened..zoya trust Him, He will do whatever is good for us..and i promise if He wants me to live then i will always be there by ur side, but if Allah had decided something else then i need a promise from u...zoya..' justified rufaida and zoya tried to understand everything she spoke but rufaida left her confuse asking about 'promise...kaisa vaada?' 'zoya i want u to promise me that after me u won't go back to ur shell again zoya..it took me too much time to bring u back to life,i know that whatever had happened will never let u move on completely, but atleast try beta, don't let ur past harm ur future beta..give ur present a chance to make ur beautiful future '
Zoya tried to understand her meaning behind it 'u mean to say that i...i should forg...forgive asad?' she asked scared 'no beta..it's ur decision but i won't u to think about it..for ur future, zoya life is very short, u never get what u want always..i had lived a life of loneliness..my husband he was not with me because i wanted to him to do work and become successful, he spent most of his time in U.S.A, we never got time to plan a family, this distance created rifts between us and then when we managed everything from a new way he didn't lived long..he left me and what i got at the end..just hardwork to survive..it was me who went wrong, my stubbornness made him which he never was..and i don't want u to go through the same...zoya just let go of past beta, try to think about future..give HIM a chance to rectify his mistake so that u won't feel bad later rest is ur choice...' zoya turned emotional as she realized that rufaida understood what she had in her heart, she wanted to think about her words but right now the most important think was she and her surgery
Zoya and rufaida along with asad and dilshaad went to hospital till 9 a.m...they discussed about every important thing necessary for the surgery...it was decided that surgery at 4 p.m.. So that rufaida can response on there medication they will inject her before surgery... It was time to inject rufaida to make her unconscious but before this she wanted to talk to zoya zoya these 4 hours will decide everything, my fate and may be ur fate..i just want u to move the way Allah wants..beta sometimes we should think more than our stubbornness otherwise that time isn't far when we will lose it... and after which she went unconscious
Just after 4 p.m surgery started and as the time was passing zoya was getting more and more restless, her condition was so bad, she felt like crying but she didn't hoping that they will save her, and finally the time came when that red light turned off and doctor came out..the trio stood up to attend him, to ask him the results and what they heard was not less than storm for them...rufaida died...while surgery the poison spread in all over her body making the situation worst and she can't fight anymore so she gave up...gave up on her life..'we are sorry' said the senior doctor and left from there..zoya stood rooted on her spot, dilshaad came to her to console her shedding few tears on her own, zoya didn't respond on anything she said, she just stood still without any emotion like a lifeless body...
Asad and dilshaad waited for her to at least move from her place or to shed tears but she didn't which tense them, finally asad took the charge and came to her and forcibly made her sit on the nearer bench he then tried to talk to her 'zoya don't behave like this, don't u heard the doctor rufaida bi is no more, she left u, cry zoya, ur ami died...zoya why the hell u r behaving in this way, don't u realize that she will never come to u again...' he said each and every word loud enough so that she can understand but she didn't responded, he shook her hard and she just sat there...
She would had sat there for always if ward boys would'nt had took rufaida's body from there in front of her..her eyes widened seeing her ami lying lifelessly on the stretcher, she stood up abruptly and tried to ran after her when asad stop her holding her hands 'leave me...please leave me' she pleaded trying to release her from his grip 'asad please leave me..they are taking my ami away..please leave i beg u please ' 'zoya your ami is no more, they are just doing their duty please control yourself..' said dilshaad 'no phopi..how can u say like that please stop them from taking her..and asad u promised me that u will not let anything happen to her then how can it happen..today u once again broke your promise..' said zoya holding onto his collar, he placed his hands on her back rubbing it trying to make her calm 'please don't separate me from my ami..please asad save her please ' she pleaded, he closed his eyes as his tears made it way outside as he said 'i..i am sorry zoya..she is gone' he said, she looked at him in disbelieve 'no..no' she shook her head ami..ami' she whisper before embracing unconsciousnesss...
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Ayaan's residency
10 p.m
Humaira didn't talked to anyone after her conversation with razia, it was only nuzhat who didn't let her skip her meal whole day and was there to feed her along with her medicines.. Nuzhat knocked 'baji i need to talk to u' humaira looked up and nodded 'baji wo ayaan bhaijan wan...' started Nuzhat but was stopped when humaira raised her hand...
Humaira heart beat skipped hearing his name, he still effects her a lot even his name can do it's magic, she will get weak so stopped her from saying anything else 'i don't wanna listen anything about him Nuzhat ' she said 'but i want to tell u something' said ayaan entering inside, consoling her inner self she looked at him with hatred and ignoring him she looked at nuzhat 'i m going in abu's room when he leave na then call me..' she walked past him but stopped when he broke the news 'bhaijan called...zoya...zoya's ami is no more..' humaira stopped and turned to look at him..'what...what did u just said?' 'u heard me right humaira, rufaida bi is no more..she left her ' humaira eyes welled up with tears as she placed her hand on her lips for not letting her sobs escape as she whisper 'baji...' she turned to leave, she wants to be with her..
Ayaan and Nuzhat looked at eachother as they saw her going outside, glancing at his watch he ran after him 'humaira..humaira stop where r u going? It's 11:30 p.m.'. he said reaching to her holding her hand which she jerked away in a second 'don't touch me and i am going to zoya ba..zoya' she said 'humaira look don't go alone, it's too late come i will drop u ' 'i don't need your help' 'i m not helping u humaira i too was going there ' 'i don't care i won't go with u' 'baji plz don't be stubborn, it's so late and probably not safe for u to go alone..' pleaded nuzhat 'humaira ur hatred and ur anger is something else but ur safety is completely a different thing, if u r stubborn then so m i.. I won't let u go alone..rest is on u, u need to meet zoya come with me otherwise just go back to ur room' said ayaan with firmness ..Humaira closed her eyes 'i should think about baji only..' she thought 'fine' replied her to ayaan and in the very next minute they were in his car leaving
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Humaira didn't knew how to react, whatever her ami told her was something she is not able to digest..they killed zoya's mother and zoya was none otherthan her sister only..this was something she never imagined 'ami..u and..and abu killed her mother, u both are killer ..u made zoya orphan by killing her ami and snatching her father from her..i can't beli...believe it..my abu..whom i call the best father did this..chee..shame on u both..i am ashamed that i m your daughter..' cried humaira and this cruel reality 'humaira plz forgive us..your abu he never wanted to do that but i forced him into this, i m sorry beta don't hate us, don't hate ur abu' 'hate?? I don't want to keep in any relation with u both...u both are criminals..i was crying since years on ayaan's betrayal but u both, my parents did worst than that...i will go and ask abu that how can hi do this to zoya, wasn't she her daughter '
'nahe humaira please don't do this.. pleaded razia 'why won't i??' 'humaira your abu is already very broken that he didn't found his daughter ever and if u try to confront him about it, he may not have the power to tolerate it..please ' reasoned razia 'fine i won't..but let me warn u to be away from me, u had lost ur daughter and if u still wants me to keep quite and don't do anything which will hurt u both than never try to talk to me...'
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'we reached ' said ayaan bringing her out of her thoughts , she looked at him for a moment before unlocking the door...
Ayaan just stared at her retreating figure until she disappeared from there, 'humaira u still loves me, i know i had did a grave mistake and i am the soul reason that live of four of us spoiled badly but i loved u a lot too, now i have to win your love back at any cost...i can't live without u and i will do all possible things to correct my mistake ' he said and wiped the few tears which fall from his eyes..
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Humaira went inside and found a numb zoya, she wasn't reacting on anything, humaira didn't knew what to do, she felt so helpless that moment that isn't able to do anything to bring her to peace.. That whole night humaira and najma stayed with zoya and took care of her..
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finally the time came, half an hour was left in Azaan e zauhar and the men had to take rufaida to Masjid before Azaan..asad asked dilshaad to take zoya inside her room and see her last time after which they will take her..
Humaira and najma took zoya in her room where rufaida's dead body was lying , few ladies were also there whom dilshaad called to give rufaida bath for the last time, humaira made zoya stand on the right side of rufaida's.. And when zoya saw what she never wanted to in her worst nightmare even, she fell on her knees, a pool of tears started falling from her eyes, she remembered all her past moments with rufaida, she remembered how rufaida consoled her and brought her back to life, how she understands her and the pain she feels, how she confronted her yesterday and tried to make her understand what she should do, how she wants zoya to be happy, how she depends on her and how much she loves her... 'ami please wake up..please' she pleaded 'you are doing wrong you are leaving me, your daughter, you remember that just yesterday you promised that you will always be there by my side..' she raised her hand to touch her when dilshaad stopped her 'zoya you can't touch her beta...please ' 'please phopi once' she asked drinking her tears 'nahi beta..i m sorry..it's something i would never allow u' she reasoned and zoya took her hand back.. She wiped her tears and looked at her 'so you had finally decide what u wanted from always, u wanted to go to uncle and today your wish is fulfil, how lucky you are ami..'
'but always remember that your zoya loves u a lot too and i will always be there praying for ur peace..i know you went away from this world but please don't go away from my memories please..i..' she stopped as she saw dilshaad covering her face as few men entered inside ami 'it's time' said asad and zoya looked up wide eyed , helplessly she placed her head on the bed where she was lying 'i will miss u ami..' she was whispering between her sobs, her sobs made everyone shiver, it proved that how much she loved rufaida ,Soon all the men left for Masjid but zoya sat in that room until she fell asleep in that same position
Edited by asyaarshilover - 11 years ago
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