E-Muqaddar Kya Hain Mere Liye Bas Tanhaiya
Kya Nahi Kistmat Mein Mere Koi Khushiya Yaha
Maine Lakho Raate Guzaari Khushi Kee Chaah Mein
Kyu Nahi Hain Jholi Mein Meri Khilti Hui Si Roshniya
Sard Aaho Ki Tapish Se Tmaam Shab Pighalti Rahi
Chand Dooba .Savera Foota Baj Saki Na Koi Shehnaiya
E - Muqaddar Kya Hai Mere Liye Bas Tanhaiya...
zoya was hurt from the core, she knows she was on mistake...she was the only one who tried to catch tanveer and imran red handed but she was trapped and saving herself from those goons she sat like a bride in that community wedding, she did'nt realized what happened she just remember 1 thing najma and her life and look what she got in result for caring of najma's life, her life is spoiled...she is living in sidduiqui mansion from last 2 months, she understood everyone used her, no one cares for her they just care for nikhat and her future, where is she in these two families no where...asad did'nt met her since last 2 months neither dilshaad and najma...everyone agrees on ayaan's idea for saving nikhat's life but they forgot her...
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it was the day of nikhat's wedding with farhan, nikah was going to happen in khan mansion on nikhat's demand...everyone were ready to go at khan mansion at sidduiqui house accept zoya.. ayaan tried hard to take her with them but he failed, she don't want to go...she was having no strenght to face them...he send her at that house just for nikhat and what about her??? no one cares for her...humaira was very much happy tht day bcz after the nikah zoya will leave ayaan forever and thn humaira and ayaan can unite...she shared it with nuzhat and zoya heared there conversation, she had thought what she have to do after this nikah but still she was not sure and after hearing humaira and nuzhat's convo she decided to do what she thought
she was in the guest room where she was living from past two months packing her bag when she saw that musical box on the side table, leaving her work she took that box in her hand and opened it "i m sorry abu i m going without searching you...i have to leave this city, i have to leave everyone here so i have to leave you...i know u don't miss me how much i miss you, u don't want me how much i want to be with you...i had learned my lesson that those peoples whom i want to be with me my destiny never bring them to me, those whom i trust always leave me alone like Mr.Khan did...everyone had broke my heart and now i hate them and i don't want to count you in them so it's better that i stop hoping that i'll get you...u r far from me but i respect you" tears drops from her eyes
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the whole khan mansion was decorated beautifully, asad was happy that nikhat will marry in his house so he can attend it but the main reason of his happiness was he will get his zoya back, he was on cloud nine from last few days he went in her room took her picture in his hand he said "after this nikah you you will come back to me, forever, i know u must be angry on me because i used u for nikhat's happiness, but what can i do if i did'nt took this step that day then i always felt guilty and i know u also don't want to see me like that...u r married to ayaan but he will divorce u he promised me...i hope u will forgive me and come here" dilshaad called him and he went out...everyone had arrived but not zoya whom he was waiting for...when farhan came with his family nikah happened
asad was sitting on the couch after everyone left, dilshaad came to him and placed her hand on asad's shoulder "asad" "ami she did'nt came that means she did'nt forgive me, now what?" "she will forgive u beta and will come back too, we will not let her live at tht house anymore..." "but her nikah with ayaan?" "this nikah was not valid, and we all know that we were silent just for nikhat and u don't worry beta we will go there to bring her back" "will she come back?" "ya she will" he smiled and they left for SM
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asad and dilshaad came to SM...ayaan saw them first, he stood up from couch whispering his name "asad bhaijan" with which everyone came to know about there presence, they moved in, "we are here to take zoya with us" dilshaad said "but zo..." rashid tried to explain but dilshaad interrupted him "there is no need of any but, we all know why zoya was living here since last two months and now there is no need to let her stay here, nikhat is married to farhan and how much haseena bi try she can't separate them" she added "dilshaad beta just listen what rashid wants to say" badi bi says "why ami? why would i listen, i did'nt came here to listen anything i m here to take zoya back, i want her to be free from this unwanted relation...i..." she spoke up again but was stopped when ayaan shouted "how will u take her when she is not here" asad eyes widened due to the last sentence he moved to ayaan "what do u mean ayaan? she is not here? so where is she?" "i don't know bhaijan, when we left for nikah she was here but before we came back she left leaving this letter and divorce pappers behind" he said giving those pappers to asad, he took them and red the letter first, he red it "what happen asad, what is written in it? why r u not saying something? give me i will read it" dilshaad said worriedly and took that letter from asad, she red it loudly
"i'm going...far from this house, this city and u all... and this time not for coming back...leaving behind my love, the hope that i'll get my abu and everything which i got from this city, my soul is hurt my heart had broken, u all used me for nikhat's future, nikhat's happiness and what about me? what about my happiness my future, none of u thought about it. ayaan i had signed on the divorce papper and i want u to sign on it too bcz i want this relation to get finish, it's the only way from which i m connected to u all and i don't want to continue it as it will be the insult of my trust which i did on u, on phoppi, on dost, on..on Mr.Khan, u all had change the meaning of love and trust for me, i don't believe in all these feelings anymore...please make me free from this relation it's my wish..my last wish
zoya"
tears drop from dilshaad eyes and all others who cared for her but yes it's true they used her and that's why she left "asad just go to airport and search her...she can't go anywhere except newyork" she said without wasting time...asad found this usefull and ran towards the main door when ayaan shouted from back "wait bhaijan i m coming with u" ayaan yelled with which he stopped and looked at him and after that they both left
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she stepped out when taxi stopped at bus stop, she take her lauguage,after paying to the driver she moved to the ticket counter and asked for a ticket "i want a ticket" she said which made the other person confused "where u want to go?" asked the guy "which bus will leave now and where?" "now, yeah a bus will leave for lucknow after 15 mins" "ohkay so give me it's ticket" the other guy gave her tickets of lucknow, she take the tickets and sat in the bus and after 15 minutes she left, leaving behing her past, her love, her memories but one thing was still in her heart the pain she got from her loved ones...time passed and the distance increased and with that passed time she decided not to look back
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six months had passed since she left, he is now not zoya's asad anymore, he was now that old asad akdu and emotionally challanged but one thing was added in his condition the guilt, guilt of breaking her heart, guilt of using her, guilt of losing her...he had left all the hopes of getting her back, he have to spend rest of him life only with the help of her memories...he was'nt the only one who was guilty or we say who were guilty, list is very long which includes all her love one her phoppi, her rabart, her dost, her tamatar and nikhat the most...everyone became selfish and she suffered due to them..
in lucknow:-
she woke up at 7:00 am and after taking bath she came out as she have to prepare breakfast for both of them...she was busy in kitchen when rufaida bi joined her in kitchen, they had there breakfast and then proceed towards there work...when zoya came lucknow leaving bhopal she don't knw where she should go, she sat on a footpath, whole day was passed but she was still there when rufaida bi came to her and took zoya to her house, she was watching zoya since morning sitting on the footpath she was worried so she took her at her house...rufaida bi lived alone at her house and her husband died due to heart attack two years before and now she cook food and then deliver it at offices and centres for running her house...she provide food and shelter to zoya, zoya was very much thankful of her, zoya help her in her work...her life was perfect now, there was no one to use her, to broke her heart, to broke her trust and to love her...she is satisfied with her life...it was a time when she ask her life of what it did to her and why but now she had understand the plans of life or she had stopped herself for asking more questions to life bcz she know she will never get her answere