Part 4:-
she was speechless what she should reply "ya ALLAH, plz help me, what should i tell her" she thought "batao na mama, where is my papa?" sidra asked again. sidra was very much intrested to knw about her father but a voice came from back after which she forgot everything "hello" sidra turned and ran towards him shouting "mady" he carry her in his arms "hi my sweet little sady, what's going on" he asked "why should i tell u? i'm not talking to you, where were you from last 1 week" she asked angrily folding her hands "oh i'm sorry princess, i was not in city, otherwise i would come to meet you twice a day and u knw that" he said and she nodded "i knw, but you can call me na?" a new question from her,"ohkay i'm sorry" he said taking out some chocolates from his pocket, her eyes become wide "ohkay i will accept your appology but first give me these chocolates" she said greedily "all your's sweetheart" he said giving all to her, she was to happy she ran towards zoya "look mama, mady bought too many chocolates for me" zoya smiled and placed her hand on her chin "happy right, but first complete your homework then eat it ohkay" zoya said and she nodded and went to continue her work, sidra left and now the smile on zoya's face was disappeared again, he noticed this and came towards her, he sat on the couch after her "what happen zoe?" he asked "nothing mohsin" she replied
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mohsin azeem, zoya childhood friend, who always helped her, he is a silent lover of zoya but never admitted and zoya knws about it but she never discussed it with him.
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"you knw that you can't hide anything from me, tell me" he says waiting for her answere, "sidra is again asking about asad" she said giving a way to her tears "now how much i will tell alie? and how long i will hide about him? one day she will knw the truth and hate me for not telling her? i'll be alone mohsin what will i do tht day? do u have answere of my questions?" she added. he sighed"u r not hiding anything zoe the thing is just that her father don't wnt u and sidra in his life so u r jst not intresting in telling her about him, u r not telling alie the day sidra will become senseable and will understand the difference b/w right and wrong u will tell her everything and she will appreciate u for ths but now she is just a six year old child and the last thing u will never be alone, i m always there for you, supporting you and taking care of u and sidra, never feel alone or u will start hating urself. so here are the answere of ur question, now cheerup and smile i can't she u crying and u knw that i want that chirpy zoya from who's little smile my world lights up" he replied wiping her tears. she smiled "u knw wht after api,jiju,sidra and phoppi u r tht only person whom i'm very closed" she said "i knw that" he said in a cool way "ohkay nw lets go" he added "where?" she asked "lets go at some park with sidra" he said and after sometime they left for the park they enjoyed the whole day and the nxt day zoya worked alot bcz she wants to run away from tht awkward feelings which always made her way but still she got time, free time when she started thinking of it
"6 years, long time i spend without you asad and now it's my habbit, i can spend my whole life without you just holding sidra's hand. i knw she is ur daughter too but u don't deserve her that fairy, u throw us out of ur life i knw u r very much happy with tht sofia but u will be punished by ALLAH, after what u did u have to be punished...the worst think i feel about myself is i always curse u but why? why i can't hate u bcz what all u did with me in result i should just hate u more than anyone but i can't my heart is filled with pain given by only u but still i don't hate u, somewhere i feel myself that i still love you, i m ashamed tht why i love you but i can't encourage myself for hating u i knw it's a bitter truth but it's the only truth"
she thought standing near the window of her room with warm eyes. zeenat saw all this from far and felt sad for zoya
zeenat's room
"anwar we should do something for zoya to make her forgot asad" she said sitting on her bed after anwar, he was also completely involved in the topic so he replied which shows how much he cares for zoya and her heart "we had did everything from which she can move forward in life but making her forgot asad is a diffcult no impossible thing bcz she is far away from him but still she loves him may be more than sidra, don't we knw that from always, she can't forgot him" "but she need someone"she asked "what do u mean, she has everyone, she has sidra she is living with her , she works for her and her daughter, we both love her alot and will be always there for her, she has a honest friend like mohsin, we all love her, whom she need, her life is complete zeenat" he said "but what about a love of husband" she asked raising her eyebrows from which anwar start looking at his lap "she need someone anwar, she need, my zoya is all alone and i can't see her like this she is not that zoya anymore, my old zoya always enjoys each and every moment of her life but this girl has jst took her life as an unwanted responsiblity, her eyes always shouts "i don't want this life" and if sidra was not in her life she died long before, don't u agree" she said having tears in her eyes "yes i agree, our zoya has changed but we are helpless what can we do?" he said taking out his glasses to wipe his tears which poured out from his eyes hearing zeenat's words, "i knw what to do and i will definitely do it i jst need a some occasion and have to tlk to some one, i can bring someone in her life" she said a wide smile apear on her face "are you mad how can u bring someone else in her life, she is still asad's wife. is in't she?" he asked "but there is always a option "devource" we can take it, and he will easily give it to us"she said giving her explanation and left without waiting for his reply
in afternoon, india
asad's cabin
he was standing near his window, that day he was not intrested in doing any kind of work he was losted in his thought, no one was alowed to enter in his room as he has instructed his PA
"zoya why u left me what was the reason, why u told everyone that sofia and i...u spoiled everything i just want to hate u after what u did but i can't i still just want to love you, love you alot, want to hug you so tight forgotting everything in the world i just want to lost in ur eyes but it can't happen bcz u never came back and i don't knw tht y u left so how can i call u back, i don't knw how i spend these six years without u and still i have to spend my whole life without jst with the help of ur memories, sofia is nowhere in my life, she is such a greedy women" he was losted but a knock on door brought him back "i told na i don't wnt to meet anyone" he shouted without turning but the voice from back made him turn "bhaijaan" he turned and wispered "ayaan" he just hug him so tight, tears poured down his cheeks and were noticed by ayaan as they were felt on his shoulder
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Edited by asyaarshilover - 11 years ago
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