She was long gone. . . .

Wish I could stop her. But. . . She was long gone.

I was seeing Mr. Dhurander grab Zoya's hand and drag her out of the home. She was crying. Her eyes were moist, she was hurt, she wanted to stay. She wanted to stay here for Ammi, for Najma and I know she never said me but she wanted to stay for me. I wanted her to stay too. I couldn't see that sick officer hurting her so I went away from there into my room. These stupid tears were irking in my eyes. Why do they have to come when I wanted to control them so much.

I could hear Ammi's sobs and Najma's cries from the hall. In such a short time everyone had fallen in deep love with her. I closed my eyes in pain.

Her thoughts brushed my mind. Her cute smile, her silky soft hairs, her pearl white teeth, her cute dimples, her laugh, her stupid antics, and more of all her silly shayaris.

The lump in my throat wasn't letting me breath neither was I able to gulp it down. My eyes were hurting more and more because of the tears.

The pain made me so weak that I wasn't able to move. My body some how felt numb and all heated up. Something rolled down my cheeks. My fingers involuntarily moved towards my face. It felt wet. I was shocked to see tears. It was the first time I've cried in my life. My hands were shaking with fear and my lips were trembling. My face was forming some sort of creases and soon I realised that I was crying badly too.

She left me. I made her leave me. I've hurt her so much. She cried, got humiliated all because of me. The door of my room flew open and mom, Najma, Tanveer entered in. Mom was holding the laptop. She showed me the video footage of Zoya and Ayan. She really did went there for me. She was concerned for me. All she wanted was for me to watch my brother's engagement and what did I give her in return?

Humiliation, scoldings and screams, torture, I said her all those things which she didn't deserve.

"Please usse roklo Asad". Ammi said me. Her words felt like life saviour for me. Without thinking twice I quickly got up and ran towards airport.

While driving all sorts of negative thoughts were rushing in my mind but I brushed them away. She cannot leave me, I will stop her, I will not let her leave me. My driving speed increased and was continuous until I reached the airport. I couldn't stop the urge to break in because I was not having passport or tickets.

The body guards tried to stop me but I kept running, my legs were not going to give up until I will find her, until I see her face once. After searching the whole airport for what seemed like eternity I suddenly found her. There was a rush of relief in my veins and heart to see her back again. God knows when was I so happy last time.

"Zoyaaa. . . . . " I screamed her name.

She saw me. Her face held a great emotion of heartbreak. I signalled her to stop but she nodded her head. Her face was stained with tears, and some were still rolling down her cheek. I so much wanted to wipe her tears away, wanted to hold her in my arms forever, wanted to give her whole world's happiness. She nodded her head as refusing and was stepping backwards. She was walking towards the gate. She was walking towards the terminal of departure.

Wha. . . . What? She. . . She wanted to. . . She wanted to go! She wanted to leave me? ? ? Bt why? I moved forwards towards her to stop her but before I could do that some of the bodyguards held me tightly. Zoya moved one step forward to stop those bodyguards it's when that stupid Dhurandar grabbed Zoya's arm and dragged her mercilessly towards the gate. If only God spared me for one murder I would kill that idiot Dhurandar without even thinking. The way he was dragging her was hurting her hand, it was clearly visible from her expression that she was hurt.

She slowly turned around and removed Dhurandar's hand and started walking towards the gate again. Without looking back even once she walked and stood up at the gate. It felt like time has stopped. She was not moving but just stood there. I knew it. I knew she would come back to me, I knew she would stop and stay back if I said her. A faint smile appeared on my face because of the hope that she would come back. But she crossed the gate.

A moment ago it felt like time has stopped but now it felt like time is moving too fast. It felt like time has slipped from my hands and I've lost everything.

She left me. She left me forever. She's gone. She has crossed the gate and now I would never see her again.

The next moment she left it felt like everything was gone. She was gone. And she took away everything with her. Her presence was gone, I couldn't see her beautiful eyes and smile forever, she has taken away happiness with her. Everything was gone.

She didn't wanted to stay. And yes why would she even stay? After all what have I ever given her? Pain, humiliation, hurt, heartbreak. Every time she did something good for me and my family I always gave her hurt in return.

She saved Ammi's life and what did I give her in return? A slap which She didn't deserve.

She saved my life from peanuts allergy and what did I give her in return? Accused her which she didn't deserve.

She helped me in seeing Ayan's engagement and what did I give her in return? Abusive words which she didn't deserve.

I've always abused and accused her for all the things she never did. I even said her bad words for her parents. How much hurt she was after listening to all this. I was such a jerk. How could I do this to her. She came here to search her father and all I did was said her that its nice she didn't had parents! She didn't deserved this. She didn't deserved all this pain from me.

She left me forever and now all that was left behind was her essence and presence in my heart. I would always remember her. I can never forget her. I wish if I had one more chance I would have said her to stop, I would have said her to stay, I would have said her to stay with me forever, in my arms, in my heart, I would have said her how much I love her, how much I would love to be with her, I would have done anything to make her stay with me forever but she didn't wanted to. She didn't wanted to stay. She wanted to go. And why not will she leave? After all what have I ever given her except pain.

She has taken away all the love with her, her smile was gone with her, her liveliness, her pranks, her chirpy face, everything was gone.

My Zoya was gone.

All I wish is she would have stayed.

Wish I could stop her. But. . .

She was long gone.

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