Chapter 32 - Sunshine Among Clouds
Hugging herself, Piya clinged on the pillar in the strange place. The inhuman air felt like a poison. Mist was surrounding, hanging low, as if keeping an eye on her to make sure she behave. Trees seemed to hum a magic of their own, swaying wherever the eyes would go as if this was their personal realm and Piya did not belong there.
In a way, she did not belong either.
The soft breeze, however, had a certain rhythm striking the chords of heart and placating the mind.
"At first, Abhay didn't like this place either," said Haseena from somewhere behind Piya.
Piya looked over her shoulders from the the pillar of the strange platform. Haseena had her trademark smile intact.
"It's creepy," Piya said, her head dropped in shame for uttering those words against a place that could be close to Haseena.
"It is." Haseena admitted. "But even if the home is haunted, it is home in the end."
Piya raised her head letting her brown eyes meet with the dark ones. Being a person who never got a home, she knew the feeling of yearning for one. Her home was the place her father left and her mother died, so many painful memories, yet her heart craved to leave everything and live in that crumbing house that was once her home.
Turning her head, Piya gave another glance to lurking mist forming the sky of the strange place. A smile came on her face despite the fear in her heart. She might not be welcomed in this strangeness but it was the home to Abhay.
Rustling of clothes came from behind and Piya whirled with a thumping heart. Gasping, she took a step backward, her feet stepped out of the platform, losing her balance. Her heart leapt as she grasped for the pillar to stop herself from falling.
Hands, as cold as Abhay's, held her from shoulder and Piya raised her head expectantly even when the softness of hand told that it was not Abhay. Her eyes dropped on finding Haseena and she stood up straight.
"You're safe, trust me," Haseena whispered.
The vampires stood at distance from her and there was no Abhay to protect her. A fear was gripping her whole body in a viselike grip.
Not wanting her distrust to be read by Haseena, Piya nodded without meeting eyes.
Haseena looked away but Piya kept on holding her hand as she stood shielding her from the group of vampires. Piya counted them twelve but she couldn't be sure due to the darkness and fear.
"Am sure you must be aware of the consequence of snooping, since am going to report this behaviour to Abhay," Haseena said.
There was a malice and coldness in otherwise warm voice of Haseena. It sounded strange and wrong to Piya.
"That is, if Abhay comes back alive." said one of the vampire from the front, though Piya was not sure which one, due to their hoods.
"And am betting on his death." He added.
Piya tightened her grip on Haseena hand and her eyes widened in fear. What were they saying? Abhay should be fine. He must be fine.
"And I'll make sure to kill you with my own hands, so you can enjoy your win in the hell," said Haseena, her voice rising with temper.
Piya felt a shudder ran down her spine.
"Calm down, Araina. The victory is of Rey," said a little boy coming in front of Vampires. His pale skin against the light brown hair told he was not human either.
Araina? Rey?
Piya furrowed her brows. Nothing made sense. The words were human but they still sounded strange and otherworldly, their meaning out of Piya reach.
"Abhay never lose."
The pride in Haseena words told Piya that it was a good news at least. She gave out a breath not wanting to know anything else. Abhay was fine.
The little boy nodded, "Indeed, and this time Rey pulled such a stunt you'll be even more proud of him."
"You got message?" Haseena asked.
Piya leaned on pillar with a sigh. Only half of the words reaching her brain, other half were wasted as unintelligible.
The little boy nodded again and gestured to the vampires, "I came to drop these scums at their place, others are in mansion and Rey call for you."
"We are part of the reason for your victory, show some respect kid." A vampire scorned.
Another question. Piya was sure vampires were enemy but being a reason of victory changed so much. Why was it so confusing?
"A traitor doesn't deserve respect and you're our slave." The boy retorted.
Traitor? Slave?
It did make a little sense but Piya was not sure of anything anymore. She decided to rest off the questions for now.
"I must leave now. You know your orders," Haseena said.
The boy dropped his head in respect, "Never distrust, Araina."
It sounded more like a goodbye to Piya then anything else.
The boy stood straight and his gaze bore in Piya face. Despite his small height, childish voice and innocent face, his gaze was cold and pointy, like those of inhuman. She shifted on her feet and avoided looking at the boy.
The wind sifted through her hair as the silence reigned everywhere and cloaked her in an oppressive grip. The smooth and dark floor of platform was mocking her for the thoughts that she ever held.
"Abhay is waiting for us, Piya," Haseena said gaining her attention.
Raising her eyes, Piya found vampires gone and so the little boy. The emptiness of place wept with her heart and left a hollow churning to be filled by the presence that was closest to her.
As they walked out of the platform and amid the trees, Haseena grip around her hand was tender but Piya desired for only one touch that was missing at that moment.
Sizzling out of the otherworld in the forest changed nothing for Piya. It was like walking out of one forest to another, except that this one was familiar. The trees extending to sky with their pointy leaves were pleasing to watch after the huge trees with even larger leaves.
Winding past the crooked pathway, Piya found herself in front of Raichand mansion. Powers, Piya decided. She had no logic behind her conclusion but there was no logic behind the truth of tonight either. Abhay's mother use powers to bring us here.
Biting her lower lip, she resisted the urge to look at Haseena. Keeping her eyes down, Piya followed Haseena inside the mansion and stopped in the hall where people seemed to be talking.
The sudden hush after the whisperings, made Piya raise her head. Hall was filled in darkness and only source of light was for fire, illuminating the pale faces that looked ghastly. Dozens of eyes were directed to her but her eyes sought for only person who stood in the center with a bloodied face and pain on his face. Is he hurt? She couldn't know because of the black clothing covering every inch of his body.
"This, we'll like to hear in detail, Rey." There was contempt in the voice and Piya was fairly sure the bland man had pointed towards her before uttering those cold words to Abhay.
Piya furrowed her brow. What was with Rey? Were they calling Abhay as Rey? Why?
The shadows formed by the fire were scary. The darkness was suffocating and the stilled air felt forced.
The unknown people dispersed and the emptiness crept in the dark hall. The fire crackled and the light spread on the ground where people stood some time back. That's when she noticed the wreckage around her but she couldn't point out what was broken and what was not. Only splinters and glasses slept on the floor in silence.
"You must rest now. The night was heavy as it was," Chand said.
Piya turned to Chand, under the bright shadow of light his face was colder than usual. She realized Haseena was standing with Abhay now, her breath hitched. He was hurt.
Piya wanted to object. She wanted to stand with Abhay. Look at him. And question him. But the weariness on his face was too clear, even with the shadow on his face, that she dared not.
Once again, for Abhay, Piya nodded in defeat and walked past Abhay to a solace that was more restless than not.
Night was heavy. Chand was right about that, at least. As Piya sat on the bed her eyes wander to the closed window. Drapes hung in side as still as the forest waiting for her outside the glass window. A shiver ran down her spine and she pulled her knees to her chest, placing her hands around them and resting her head over them.
What really happened tonight? There were so many questions Piya wanted to ask but there was only one answer she wanted to know. Was Abhay fine?
Eyes heavy with a weight of world, she kept on staring. Her body was aching, pain radiated in every limb and the pillow beside her was summoning with full strength. But she kept on sitting. As if waiting. She didn't know for what.
The time ticked away in hour and the sun seemed to awake from its slumber and its rays started to spread on the cloudy sky. The silence was broken by the creak of door. Piya turned her head to fine the source. She sat up straight on finding Abhay. He walked -- limped towards her. Concern came on her face much quicker than any other thought.
"I thought you must be waiting for answers." His voice was slow as he sat on the corner of bed right beside her, without daring to face her.
"You are hurt." Her eyes wander around his body and face. The blood and dirt were gone and there was no evident sign of injury.
"I'm healed." A light smile came on his face and Piya wondered what was he really talking about.
Silence grew slowly and steadily. The swirling questions too many to start and the depressing answers too deep to relax.
"Who were they?" Piya asked finally. Her voice a mere whisper and her gaze dropped on the bed, early sunlight sketching the shapeless objects.
"The reality that you read in fantasy."
Piya breath hitched. It was a confirmation of her thoughts. Vampires and werewolves. The nightmares of young brains.
"And," Piya paused, biting her lower lip. "Who are you?"
"The ancient one."
Frowning, she let her gaze stop at him. "I don't understand."
Corners of his lip raised and he shook his head. "Neither do I."
Piya pursued her lips, staring the calmness on his face as sunlight played on his face. He seemed different. She didn't know how, but there was something that had changed. He turned his head and held her gaze.
"We are in between humans and undead," Abhay paused. "Better than vampires, emotionless than humans. More powerful than every other power and hence, enemy of every creature out there. You can say we are humans of the dark world. We are Neforé."
Neforé. She was sure she never heard that word before. Not in any book, novel or movie.
They sat quiet for a moment. Piya took a moment to let the information sank in her system.
"The privileged supernatural," Piya remarked only to catch herself.
Supernatural will consider themselves natural, won't they?
The birds chirped outside. She sneaked a glance of Abhay to see his reaction on her remark. But there was none.
"Something like that," Abhay nodded. "By winning over the death, we get limited access over every other power that is out of human reach. But everything comes with price and so we have lost half of our right from normal things."
It was a lot of information for Piya. Not the information itself but the weight it carried. Dropping her eyes, she laced her fingers in her lap. There were supernatural out there, roaming among them. Abhay being one of them was the most numbing truth.
Her heart took a flip as his cold hands danced over her wrist and held her hand tenderly. Everything fell quiet. The breeze stopped existing and the sunlight brightened. Her gaze found his and realized it to be settled on her wrist clouded with pain.
She turned to look at what was interesting him so much and causing pain too. There were dark scars embedded in her wrist, contrasting to her creamy skin.
Her heart was going wild as his hand moved around the marks and she took another glance of him trying to understand his thoughts. As his fingers brushed over the marks, they disappeared, leaving smooth skin and stunning Piya.
She tried to find the answers on his face but his gaze still lingered on her hand and she searched for the source of his attraction again.
His hand slid over her wrist to her fingers and touched the back of her hand. His touch was tantalising but she kept on hiding her emotions and continued her journey to understand him. Sunlight shimmer over the ghastly blisters caused by fire that Piya had no memory of attaining.
"Am sorry, Piya, am sorry I can't heal this one," Abhay said, his voice thick with regret as his hands held her in a most caring way.
Healer. He was a healer. Piya watched Abhay, the man she saw so many times but was actually seeing now. The real him. Has he done it before? To her? For her?
"Why not?" She asked in trance, gazing the loving face, sparkling under the warm sun, that was hidden behind the coldness from so long.
"We may control the nature but we can't undone their wrath." Abhay gave out a sigh, still gazing her injuries with regret.
That made sense. The limited powers. Piya nodded thinking over it. There were so much of Abhay that she had no idea about and yet she felt so close to him. Like home.
Piya shook her head trying to get rid of that dangerous thought. It did not seem possible and none of them were ready for its complication.
In order to distract her, Piya went through the night incident again.
"Controlling nature, but how much? I mean you were even controling the wind and fog, weren't you?" Piya asked eager to know more about Abhay, to unravel more of his mystery and to get more close to his reality.
"We can control almost every part of nature but master a few. Everyone of us got their own strengths. Mine is wind and fog."
A smile quirked her lips. Wind and fog. Coldness. Just like him.
But something else flashed in her mind and caught her attention.
Was it possible? Should she ask?
Piya hesitated.
It was a strong belief more than it was a possibility. But...
"Abhay," Piya bit her lower lip. "I felt the wind and fog whenever I was in distress, before we finally met. By any chance, you... I mean..."
He snapped his head away, hiding away every emotion of his unmasked face from her. His hands too released her, but the warmth of his cold hands remained sweetly on her skin.
"I don't think I understand what you're saying."
A denial more like a mask but Piya could feel the sting in her heart. She wanted him to be the reason despite the oddness of situation. It was a desire and a wish. Yet, she felt he was lying and yearned for the day he would accept. It was like those times when she knew he was wearing mask but she had waited for him to expose himself.
Abhay stood up abruptly and walked out of the room, taking away the light with him despite the brightness of the sun in the room. Her heart ached for unknown reasons and she buried her face in her hands.
It was a time when she should be thinking of distancing herself from Abhay, when she should be considering to separate from Abhay and when she should be planning to never meet again, yet here she was painfully upset on being away from him. The night was a bright warning even if she did not think about other things. But then why was her heart not willing? Was he--
A hand held her fingers. She raised her head, letting the hair fall over her cheeks, and her eyes locked with icy grey eyes. The most beautiful eyes, she ever saw.
She tried to search for some unknown answers in his eyes. But the freezing depth was not allowing her to reach him.
Silently, he held her hands and focused his gaze on the injury while she watched the concern that was not even on his face yet she could see it.
At that moment she knew what she wanted.
"Abhay," Piya started softly. "I lied to you."
He paused, gave her a brief glance and without saying anything, started to apply medicine again.
"I need you not because you're the only person who knows so much about me but because I feel safe with you. Because world feels better place to live and because my heart yearns for you."
Maybe it was because Abhay was not looking at her that Piya did find the courage to speak she never knew she felt.
"Your presence is enough to bring the peace. The world doesn't matter and the cruelties are always forgotten. Arnab Dobriyal and Kabir are least of my worries, even if the silence is the only conversation we can have."
This time Abhay did raise his head and let his eyes locked with her. The peace of room was strange and the pouring sun was not hiding anything but every feeling visible did not seem enough.
"I love someone else," Abhay blurted.
Her lips quirked. "Maithli, I know."
The surprise on his face was quick. But she continued without giving him chance.
"But I never said anything about love, Abhay."
Her eyes held the pool of feelings too deep to comprehend as she continued. "We both have our share of scars to last the lifetime, and love being the most scary enemy. So isn't it better to give us a chance rather than finding a brand new journey?"
There was a strange emotion in his eyes. "Do you know what you're asking, Piya?"
"Let's say am accepting the comfort than seeking it in another hopeless place."
Abhay took a moment to speak. "I can't seem to recognise you."
Piya took a minute to understand what he meant. She let her head tilt back and a melodious laughter echoed in the bright room.
"At least, something of me is turning to be new," Piya said ruefully.
He regarded her for a moment. "You don't deserve me."
"Neither do you," Piya shot back. "But then none of us. Someone always deserved better than the other but in the search of the deserving person, we lost so much that it doesn't matter in the end."
His piercing eyes seemed to go deeper in her soul but she held herself from averting the gaze.
"What had really happened with you, Piya?" Abhay asked with concern.
Piya dropped her gaze. Her past flashed in her eyes. The betrayals, the rejection, the behaviours, the harshness and all the other things people threw in her directions in her journey from childhood to teenage and from orphanage to hostel.
"Just little things that happened so many time, crossing the last bit of boundary leaving me with no good memory." Piya voice was dropped to inaudible whisper.
How much Piya tried to be strong but the crushing weight dropped her head as she was no more had the strength to held herself. Tears stung her eyes but she blinked them away and gazed the injuries tended by Abhay, trying to remind herself the better side of her life.
The birds chirped and the wind whispered. She felt his hands cupping her cheeks and a sensation spread around her body that she could not knock off. Raising her eyes, she looked at Abhay with hope as he tucked off the stray lock from her face.
"You're not alone," his voice was a mere whisper but his eyes were screaming in volume. "Not anymore."
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