sorry for late guyzz,i was too tired yesterday and so busy🥱.i have almost finished the nxt chapp also.hope i can post that also soon.chapter 53
again that ice cold intoxicating feeling,again that burn!!numbing all her sences,her bloodpools as well as that burning sensation through her nerves,her spines.piya felt like she was burning as well as freezing at the same time.abhay's strong hands encircled her limp feature so tightly as well as carefully locking her in that position.piya almost felt herself like a rag doll in his strong arms,like if he wanted he cld easilly break her feable feature with just a little more pressure.but why did his touch,his broad chest felt so comfortable?!why did she feel like that's the place where she belonged,in his arms!!what was happening to her?!she should be affraid but her hurt seemed jumping in unknown pleasure!!her mind was warning her all the time to run away from abhay but she cldn't!!!cause her stupid little heart which was in cloud nine was resisting her to moove a single fiber of her feature.one was pooling her away from him and another partshe was pooling her madly towards him!!!that old war of mind and hurt and in btween that rift she was just bleeding allover inside!!"piya!.."she heared abhay's concerned whisper.not again that deep soul penitrating voice!!it was the last thing to break her wall and she broke crying all her heart out in his chest clencing his vest over his dead hurt.abhay frozed at piya's response.her all emotional turmoils,every scratch on her heat got clearer to him at last!!what kind of girl she was?!she was containing that much pain inside her and still she didn't let anyone know about that!!!!not even him!!although being a vampire,his powers were also uneable to measure the deep core of her heart's feeling!!!!on the other hand neither piya cld look to his face nor she cld stop her violent warm tears which were spreading allover his cold stone chest melting that caenturies old dead frozen heart.his hand tightened arround her shaking feature while his so intense eyes were all fixed on her burried face."piya pls!!don't do that!!plz rona bandh karo!!i c'nt c u like this!!"his voice was so crefull and intense.."leave me!!.."piya said in a low husky voice without looking towards his face.abhay smilled a little.how cld he forgot that how tough she was!!she might be broken allover but she wldn't show her weakness till her remaining last ounce of strength!!his one hand gently careesed on her back and reached to her top"what kind of girl are u piya!!?if u r hurt that much...if u feel for me that way then why didn't u tell me bfr!" he said that placing a soft kiss on the top of her head.piya flinched away in his touch and jerked up started to struggle in his hand to free herself.but abhay tightened his grip more and it became impossible for piya to get free all by own."just let me go!!"piya said with that sharp voice avoiding his gaze."no way piya,not today!!first u have to listen to me piya!!!..."abhay said with an urging voice but piya's head was boiled up in anger."now what?!is there anything left to tell or may be u didn't get enough of ur revenge?!!"she said sharply."just stop it piya!!i am not doing anything for purpose!!how can i make u believe that how much i was sorry for those harsh words!!piya plz believe me once!!plz.."his voice was a bit loud but still urgent!!"how can i believe u abhay?!how..?u urself had removed each and every ounce of my trust on that day!!.." she said loudly,still struggling to free herself.abhay sat on the bed also forcing her to seat alongside."piya i know really well that how much i hurt u and i deserve this!!but now i knew really well that u still feel for me and u know what hurts me most that u r hurting urself along with me!!"he urgent voice caught a mad tone."who told u that?!i don't feel anything for u!!"piya snapped out."don't lie to me piya!!i saw everything and also felt what u had done just a moment ago!!"he said with a smirk then.even in that angry mode,piya flushed."so piya,can u explain if u are disgusted towards me that much then why did u came inside my room and adoring my handsome face while i am in sleep!!"he said broading her smirk.she frozed immeadiatelly in his hand.god,he was all awake?!he saw his each and every activity!!'stupid piya!!what have u done?!'she almost screamed in her mind.her gaze was all shifted to the wall away from his smirking face.he leaned closer to her while suddenly his oceanic eyes agaib became seroius.piya suddenly got shocked and her throat became dry finding him closing the distant between them. her baby brown eyes wided and got locked in his oceanic orbs.she cldn't even slide back as she was still locked in his arms."hey,what are u doing?!"she asked gulping."what do u think?!hn..atlast i don't disturb peoples in sleep!!i do everything face to face!!"a smug appeared on his face as he leaned more closer.what!!was he serious?!ow no!!why did she came inside his room? piya cursed her ill fate.as his face was at minimum distant piya sqweezed her eyes shut uneable to look into that intense eyes.abhay smilled looking at her face.her long closed eyelashes,the deep scarlet marks on her both chicks,her uneven breath which was containing her sweet heavenly scent and her loudly throbing heart whose every bit was revealing her true feelings!!god!!didn't she ever observed how much beautiful she was?!didn't she saw that what kind of magnetic attracktion she hold for every1,for him?!!!"piya!!!.."abhay's voice was very low and husky.piya gasped heavilly,still closing her eyes."piya ur...well...i just want..to say..that.ur nose is all red!!"his voice became so mischevious at the last sentence!!"what!!!!.."piya said loudly and snapped out her eyes finding him near her face with a so much mischevious look.she flinched back from him covering her nose.that time abhay took back his hand.he knew that she was not gonna leave now."oh no!!!..."piya rubbed her red nose all embarrasedly.no way!!this idiot blsck crow saw her red nose face.he got another way to tease her!!piya thought irritatedly while abhay was adoring her all red cute face with a silent smille."god!!u don't leave any chance to irritate me!!"piya said in an angry voice.suddenly he shifted along the bed and came near to her."piya!!"he said slowly.she was suddenly startled by his serious voice so close.he cupped her face and moved sidewas to meet her eyes with him.his ocean blue eyes were so warm and urging."piya i don't really know how to convince a girl!!i am not much experienced about that msatter!!but trust me,i was telling the truth!!i am not playing with ur emotions and will never do that!!u don't know piya what are u to me and i don't want to loose u anyhow!!!"his voice was too intense and urgent.the feeling she saw in his eyes was so much true and pure!!piya's all doubted started to clear up at last.but she had to short out so many things!!she removed her gaze to her feet and asked in low voice,"why does my forgiveness matters to u?!i am just an ordinary girl who ran behind u just like those bimbos.i am nothing spacial!!so why does my forgiveness matters to u so much?!"she asked quitw confusingly.he smilled and again shifted one inch closer and said,"yes,it matters so much to me cause u r not an ordinary girl to me anymore!!u r the one for whom i care most!!"he said all intently.piya's heart throbbed loudly. may be it was the word which she badly wanted to hear from him that he cared for her also."i don't understand u sometimes!!just before some days u r behaving like i am the worst being in ur life...but now u are behaving like..."piya cldn't say further as her chicks flushed again.abhay let out a painfull smille which startled her."i am like this piya!!i am always like this!!u don't know but i'm same kind of an animal!!when an animal hates someone he doesn't cared about anyone and anything untill it finish it off it's enemy..."his voice suddenly stopped.piya was startled by his words and cldn't afford to look back.she was all startled looking at his all painfull torned face.suddenly he looked back starightly towards her and the intensity in his oceanic blue eyes burned into her baby brown orbs."and when an animal loves someone it doesn't care about even itself,untill it got destroyed itself in that love.ek janwar tabtak pyar karta raheta hain jabtak woh apne pyar mein fanna na ho jaye..."he said those words in a single breath without shifting his gaze for once.piya was all dumbstuck and hypnotized by his words.she gasped as she understood the deep meaning of that words.was he really trying to say that..!!??"piya!!.."he started again interrupting her thoughts."u remember someday u wanted to know abput my pain!!u asked me to share everything with u!!.do u still want to know that?"he said with a questioning eyes to her."what do u want to tell?!"piya seemed confused."cause i wanted tell u everything!!!my pain,my agony.will u listen piya?!cause if i won't tell u i will surely became mad!!and then u can also understand why i wanted u to keep away from me!!"he said desperately.piya was dazed at his sudden mode change.his crazzyli urging eyes looked so painfull.his truth!what was it actually?was it that much awfull that she cldn't bear?!that's why he was so hesitant to say anything at first,so affraid to let her get close to him?!or something else,beyond her imagination??!!sometimes she felt like she knew him very well and sometimes it seemed like she didn't know anything about him!!like she was looking through a dence fog,sometimes it got cleared up and show everything and after somemoment it covered each and everything permenently!!
---------------------so how was it guyss😕.?i wrote it while i was very busy and also hile i was feeling very sleepy at last part!😆don't know kya kya likh dia!!hope u can bear this sleep writting🤣.plz reply😊
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