chapter 38
piya felt like she was drowned inside a black whole and there was no one to save her.she was drowing inside deeper and more deeper,suddenly in that darkness she saw two pairs of oceanic blue eyes.piya jerked up and slowly came to her sence.painfull moans came out of her mouth in half concious state."piya,piya!!!what happeneed to u?"she heared some1's worrried voice and opened her eyes slowly.at first it was all dark and slowly she regained her eeyesight.she saw abhay's face so close to her.she was startled at first but in a sec,every incident flashed in her mind.immeadiately she sensed that she was craddling on abhay's arm.again anger caught her eyes."put me down!!!..how dare u..."she jerked up in his hand and screamed."piya,listen plzz,be quite..."he tried to say while holding her tighter so that she didn't fell down due to her desperate struggles in his hand."i said put me down..."she screamed again."piya u are so weak!!it will be difficult for u to walk on ur own feet!!"he tried to make her understand."i am enough capable to walk on my own feet!!!i don't need any kind of help...spacially from u!!!!"she was struggling desperately but it seemed quite impoosible for her to get out of his stone grasp.but abhay looked she wld deffinately create a mess if she contd to act like this.so carefully she put her down.piya stood up with shaking legs,but when she was about to walk,she stumbled again to fell on his wide chest.he tried to support her but she shoved his hand with disgust."piya plzz,shant ho jao...just be quite for a while..."he said to calm her down."get lost from my side abhay.i can't tolerate u anymore!!u just need excuses to touch ne r8?!u r the expart in this work...!!"she said with a clean mockery in her angry voice.he frozed."what are u trying to say?!"he asked."don't try to pretend innocent!!u know well what i'm gonna said.what do u think that i don't know ur intentions?!what did u think hn?!u'll save me and i'll run into ur arms..."her voice loudened more."ye tum kya kahe rahi ho piya?!what are u saying?!"he asked still frozed."yes,mr abhay raichand i'm right this time.aren't i?!but know one thing abhay!!i am not that type of girl who repeat their mistakes again and again!!so i'm not gonna fall for ur charms anymore!!"she said with a sharp tone.abhay was looking towards her with bewildered eyes.piya looked at him with so much disgust and turned away to walk foroward.at that moment abhay's inner demon came out again.how cld she think that?!piya was suddenly startled to hear the animalic growl in her behind and at the next moment she felt his hand grabbing her hand with too much roughness and pulled her back.with a jerk she bumped on his chest and his hand locked her in his stone tightest grasp encircling her waste.as soon as piya felt his rough touch she sensed the danger.when she looked in his eyes he gasped with a panic sound.she never seen his eyes so much redgefull and fierce,they were so much red,just like the blood.she never saw his face so much hard,full of anger and that much savage and animalic.not even when those wolves attacked them!!she again got another glimps of his secret dangerous nature,but it seemed those eyes had took away her each and every sence and she was jusst like the feable dear standing in front of lion caught up by his gaze."what did say piya?!what did u think of me??!!!"his screames almost came out like several animalic growl which shaked her from head to toe.he was so mad!!"do u really think i came hear to save u on purpse?!!!u thought i want to take advantage of ur weak state??!!how can u piya?!!just answer me?!!!"he growled again demanding an answer.but piya was all frozed.she didn't even had the crg to ans.but her silence made her restless.madness of anger spreaded in each and every fiber of his face and piya was just all frozed."so u really think i'm that much down charecter?!!"he asked while the red went more deeper in his eyes."no i just thought..."piya at last started to say but taken a back by his words,"what piya??!!!!...what u just thought?"he asked with another demanding voice.piya at last got back her hold and she looked away breaking their eye contact.his eyes were making her feel so powerless."nothing!!i just want to go back!!!"she said looking to the ground.this ignorence at last put the burning mathstick on the gun powder.with another growl he jerked and pinned her to the wall so roughly.piya winced in pain but abhay didn't even care.he grabbed her both arms so tightly that might break her bones.piya looked to his animalic face with all shaking and fearfull eyes."now,it's enough piya!!bahut ho gaya..."he screamed loudest ever!"for the past so many hours i was juat trying to tell u sorry but u r not even listening to me!!i know i misbhaved with u but c'nt i have a little chance to ask forgiveness???!!!"his angry mad voice rissing more and more with time,"just tell me one thing piya?!i know i was being a rude arrogant jerk but had i ever tried to do such kind of things which cld offened ur dignity?!!piya had i ever touched u intentionally?!!i know i cldn't controle my temper back at then and i was not on myself!!!but had i ever tried to do something like that boy who was dancing with u on the party and that swayam and nirav who was all set to just rape u!!!...just tell me,am i also included in their catagory?!!!..."he asked.his angry screams had suddenly became urgent.but piya was still silent.how cld she answer him back.she cld clearly understood that she shouldn't tell that further!!his hands was grabbing more and more tightly over her arms and she didn't how she was tolerating that unfathomable pain silently.perhaps she really lost her all sensces!!"u know piya u were r8!!i am the one who saved u all the time!!!.."he said roughly,but it rather caaused to ran a chill run down her spine.so he was the person!!but why was he telling all those things at a moment."but u know why didn't i told u?!cause i knew that u wld never match me with ur imaginary savior.u doesn't take a second to believe on those jerks like swayam and the boy at party?!then why cldn't u trust on me piya?!am i worse than them to u?!!"he asked with almost agonizized voice,still not missing his furi!!piya didn't had the guts to answer.she looked to the other direction to distract herself.she cldn't look straight into those red blood like orbs shkin her all over.abhay leaned closer with a hard unreadable expression."if u think of me like this then why should i even care for u?!why should i struggle to keep u away from my wild animal side?!why shouldn't i do exactly what those boys want to do?!!"his voice was a whishper but dangerously alarming.god!!what's he gonna do?!no!!how cld she get away?!god why did shee made him that much mad?!!his hand tightened more on her arms.piya closed her eyes in fear she felt his approaching cold breath.she was just sqweezing herself more and more in his stone grasp closing her lids tightly.he came so close to her.just a little and their skin wwld touch each other.she felt his cold breath over her face which dried out her throat.she felt that it was the end.she herself lead her fate to that moment and she didn't even know what was he exactly trying to do.tears roll down her eyes and ran down her chicks and from the edge of her chickbones,a drop fell on his stone back palm grabbing her hands so tightly.with the sence of that teardrop on his palm suddenly he frozed and looked to her face all shaking in fear!!what was he going to do?!!he jerked up and backed himself quickly.piya felt his hsands loosing over her arms.she opened her eyes and saw him standing in front of her with that everlasting pain in his eyes.his eyes had allready started to change and at a sec his blazing red orbs got back his familliar oceanic blue gaze.both looked at each other with a bewildered eyes all silent!!"i am sorry!!..."abhay mumbled with the sadest voice ever and suddenly he hugged her.piya frozed on his chest.she cldn't even react."i am sorry piya!!i am so sorry!!!..."his torned shattered yet velvet like voice floated in her ear."i didn't wanted to do that!!really i sware..!!trust me i cldn nevr imagine to harm u anyhow..."his voice was so urging.it startled her again and confused her also.what kind of man he was actually.sometimes he seemed the most ruthless creature ever and sometimes he seemed so powerless,so vulnerable!!how cld it be?!"i am sorry piya!!sometimesi cldn't controle the animal inside me!!woh janwar bahut khatarnaak hain piya,usse andar hi rahne do piya!!pls don't snatch it out,otherwise i'll lost everything!!.."it was his most painfull voice she ever hard.she was hell confused.what side of his was actually truth?!that rude, arrogant,savage side or this side,so vulnerable?!how cld two different ch cld exist in same person?!but she was sure about one thing.she had to be on her hold everytime.she cldn't let her flow with his sadistic voice or attracktive feature.she wldn't let herself feel for him again cause she knew when they wld out of the forrest he wld again go bacck to his usual super arrogant mode and contd to abuse her again!!but not everytime!!piya mehta wldn't let it happen again.abhay was just hugging her and standing there silently."leave me..."she said slowly.abhay didn't offened her that time and let her go.she looked to him with an unreadable expression.but there was stll a chink of hardness!!she wldn't forgive her so easilly.without ssaying a word piya started to walk forroward.abhay followed her through the shades of dark forrest.they all were silent and didn't even looked to each other.their journey continued.
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