metz pov
abhyendra , for whom i lived n for whom i even died is not wid me . just coz of that stupid little human girl . i can't see my love romancing wid any other girl . yesterday when i just said that i love him n i left everything for him , he just didn't reply . my anger was rising n i think the main reason is just that stupid human girl pia who has controlled him in her love.
abhyendra used to say that he never loved me , he loved maithili once but m not her . but abyendra , my love , aren't u the only reason who changed me?
i was a kind princess who fell in love wid u . i left my everything just for u n u , u just left me coz of a human ? u don't know how i feel abhyendra. that pia is really lucky , she has everyone in her life but me,
i lost my family years ago n then my friend siddharth also but i didn't say anything but u , i can't see u wid anyone one !! at least u r having ur family wid u , i know they r not ur real parents but they still love u .
n what about me hun ? if i wanna cry also so no one is there to offer his shoulder !! sumtimes i feel that i just cum to u n tightly hug u n cry , cry coz of the pain hidden in my dead heart , cry coz of the pain of losing u,
losing everyone i loved . but how can i hun ? u r only listening to me coz of the spells , nnot coz u love me . i want my abhyendra back . the one whom i loved , the one whom i took my life n the one who is currently trapped in love wid that human love !! her love is pure n so is mine but the difference is that m ur past n she is present . but u r my past , present n future . i wish i had u n i could tell u how much i love n cry my feelings but how can i ? u r busy wid that pia. but this time i will get u back by hook or by crook !! i won't get sentimental this time. the way everyone takes me, strong n evil , i will be in the way only . i won't let anyone know about my true feelings . n thats my promise abhayendra !!
so guys it was just a try to write the feeling of metz . i know no one is evil while his or her birth but time n situations make them . i didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings n if i did so then m sorry . hope u like it n if yes then please hit the like button n comment also 😳 all kinds of comments r accepted😳