FF:DESTINED TO LOVE(chapter 15 part 1 n 2 page 89) - Page 5

Dear diary,
Today is the day ma parents died,the day when everything inside me died as well.sometimes it hurts so much to remember i hav no one.but thats what i wanted.i control ma tears all the other times,but this day affects me so much n makes me wanna cry. i know ma tears wont bring them back to me.at least i can pray 4 their souls to rest in peace...
Mamma n pappa,u might be watching me but plz dnt be sad 4 me.i m ur brave girl na,i can handle myself.i wil never do anything reckless.i'll never end ma life like a coward,i'll fight n wil deal wid any kind of situations.I will never ever let u down.thats ma promise.
Today i hav decided to make ma defense or arrogance even more stronger.The way i hated that guy ,if this continues i would again get trapped in the cage of emotions.i dont want to get weak.its better 4 me to stay away frm him as much as possible.if m determined then nobody can break through ma determination,ma ultimate defense.

Hey sweetheart,
m feeling so drowsy today.whole night i've been thinking of a plan to revenge 4 ma insult n now m really sleepy.sometimes i myself think that ma life is such a waste.
As i hav been hanging out wid girls all these yrs...u know na m popular among them...well i know a lot about them bt dis girl c is different,very different than any other girl...n m clueless abt her.Ah ! its so frustrating...so i need to find out about her.i never thought i would be so desperate to take revenge wid A GIRL n desperate 2 find out abt her.
Swthrt wat do i do 2day?do u think its a gud idea to follow her...?or hack information about her frm clg administration?i can easily hack information frm clg but following her is going to be a tough job but i'll nt get defeated by a girl so easily.she'll not be able to slip away through my DETERMINATION...
Oh m late again...tina's gonna kill me now i 4got i had promised to take her for coffee. hanging out too much with girls also cost a lot of effort.anyways sld leave now swthrt...,..dnt get angry n ya wish me luck...

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Thanks to sivaranjani i could come up with the title DETERMINATION.

he followed her silentiy.once or twice she looked back but he managed to hide right away.she was walking alone.she was in her own world own thoughts.abhay saw her enter into a temple.
''oh man...a temple...,i dnt know whats going on her mind.anyways i must follow her.come on dude,u r going to enter a temple 4 the first time''

he saw her infront of the temple,hands joined n eyes closed.he watched her closely to find tears rolling down her cheeks...

for his answers he took out the paper that kabir gave him n opened it.what he read nearly shocked him to death.he couldnt believe his eyes...