*sigh*..is it not always a very peculiar and unfathomable contradiction of "right" and "wrong" when it comes to abhay ? 😍
abhay is the most unpredictable character i have come across...he makes angad khanna take a hike when it comes to emotional vulnerability and being an intriguing but scary dark shade of intimidating horror..*sigh*...he is our aag..such a peculiar form of aag that makes us adore it and even feel for it 😆..when it comes to saving his mother...the fire is at its fiery best...all of his flames knew where ,when and what to burn to grayish black ashes... our fire has the power to ignite as much as raw molten lava...destroying literally everything in its path ...completely preventing to be our usual heart breaking emotionally tangled, turmoil ed , earth shaking lovelorn grey monster with an ironically dead heart beating beyond the comprehension of nature and the cretor of every figment of existence .He becomes exactly whatexactly what destiny and fate secretly discussed and conspired him to be when the situation demands it -- a nocturnal diabolical beast with a black heart laying dead for centuries forgotten its function through the faint linen of time ...he is a monster of survival ..of a promise and of an anticipating decision.He knows the contradiction of his distinct dual shades of what makes him an enigma beyond words...and this just shows that this shattered Byronic enigma will become weather beaten till fate itself fades away..but it'll never be able to take abhay raichand out of abhay raichand even if it thinks of doing it physically...this mystery of an immortal will always remain an immovable.. indestructible implausible bound of morbid and sickeningly fascinating heath. He will never stop to succeed in bringing out the maternal instinct out of women...the mother complex out of women which wants to rush to him and assure him that fate is going to give him what he deserves when the time is right...he never made a mistake enough to repent upon it to such an extent where even death did not want to release him...why we feel for him so much is because he has been burning through the walls of solitude for 2 centuries and not a single form of complaint has ever been sensed from him...he had been probably only exisiting for the sub conscious belief of the promise of light...that light being maithli...maithli's memories were the only reason why he bared to even subsist between the sheilded walls of darkness for 200 years...but that hope took a slight turn when piya entered his exsistence...because by piya's arrival ...loneliness wasn't the only sort of emotion he lived through and could trust himself upon...another unwanted but a dormant emotion errupted which stayed within maithli's memories...love---the very emotion which made and destroyed him ironically too...he did get swayed by piya's power of proximity in her love...but the promise and goal of giving piya a happy life..that streak of selflessness never faded away despite of the numerous reasons of him becoming anything but selfless...he knew he was giving the most cherished moments of his death life and piya's life by living in that sweet & sugary fairyland for some time...abhay and piya's relationship is beyond comprehension but what is even more complicated than that is our hidden angel :abhay raichand...no matter how many voice overs...situations and actions of abhay we analyse ..some part of us knows that we will never be able to completely understand the whole and thoroughly dimensional character of abhay and that ironically has an appeal of its own...our inhuman hidden angel broods..suffers...burns...hides a lost lovelorn lad who died with his love 200 years ago by an external nocturnal , intimidating shade of horror clinging to the walls of darkness as a persona..a mask..he'll keep burning ..keep going without any complaint..no matter how many turmoils of emotions will attack him..make him endlessly suffer ..he'll never complain and yet never break..and that is what makes us wish that someone runs to him and heals him 🥺.
abhay is unbelivably heart wrenching...especially when the cold and cruel maithli enters abhay after 2oo years of black nostalgia...only to do what? encapture him inside ice for an eternity?!? a disgusting play by fate would be an understatement .the animosity of unmeasured love is understood when a smal stream of tear emerges from its origin - his murderous , glinting eyes..a monster who is alive by destructing god's made creatures did the most impossible occurence ...beyond the comprehension of nature... he was crying...and then you an realise the unimaginable power of love for maithli..which even made his dead heart and dormant emotions come vehemently alive...which makes you helplessly bawl...who wouldn't by comprehending te gravity of that moment??!?!that single and solitary shed of tear did more than enough to make anyone realise the invisible and uncountable animosity of love he had for her.when he was in a fake relationship with piya to protect her from sidd... the ironic part is the relationship was fake but the emotions were real..as real as emotions can ever possibly be...what abhay gave piya in that so called "fake" relationship was more like a destined nostalgically beautiful memory before his departure...moments which they'll never have and yet it's painted on their hearts for what could've possibly happened but can't happen...such is the impossibly possible beauty of their love story, but the funnier thing is when forbiddenly beautiful compositions like abhay and piya's love stories are made..nobody understands that these forbidden compositions did not want to be forbidden and darkly unique in the first place..it is all about where destiny takes you 😊 ..
he will remain the strongest epistolary pole there ever will be in this world ❤️
PS - SORRY IF I GOT OFF TOPIC 😛..I TEND TO CARRY ON A BIT TOO PASSIONATELY WHEN IT COMES TO ABHAY 😆
Edited by austenrox - 13 years ago