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Hey everyone.
As you might have understood this is an open topic as usual. So you can put in your bits too. So please listen to me and leave me some love so I can reply and understand your perspective too.
Here it goes.
Now for the last few weeks I have noticed. Sid id lonely and in pain. though he puts up a brave face and talks like he is arrogant and player. He is really soft from inside. When he speaks to his mother, or his family... he seems a little different. I have seen his eyes and it seems like he feels the pain that crossed his life centuries ago. he still remembers and craves the love and affection of his family.
When he speaks with Panchi mostly it seems true, and when that music starts we have to shift our mood. He hasnt been scheming that much nowadays has he? he just wants to get back with his family. I sometimes feel that all this bitterness has grown because Abhay was loved and he had to leave his mother and father. His love for Maithili might have faded but his craving for a pure loving smile hasnt gone.
Being with Panchi he seems very full of life and his riddles and ironic statements decrease a bit. I love that time. His flawless affection floats on the pool of hatred and insecurity.
And now, just yesterday. When he had seen the face of his mother. I found his face twisting into a mask of torture. The way he was talking to Chand, Haseena and Abhay it really seemed so true.
To most it might have just been a pretense... a lie. But I saw it in a different way. yes he was lying... lying to himself that he didnt want their love, lying that he wanted to hurt them.
Think of it like that and then tell me... What do you think? Please reply and add if you want!
Hugs and good luck! 😊
As you might have understood this is an open topic as usual. So you can put in your bits too. So please listen to me and leave me some love so I can reply and understand your perspective too.
Here it goes.
Now for the last few weeks I have noticed. Sid id lonely and in pain. though he puts up a brave face and talks like he is arrogant and player. He is really soft from inside. When he speaks to his mother, or his family... he seems a little different. I have seen his eyes and it seems like he feels the pain that crossed his life centuries ago. he still remembers and craves the love and affection of his family.
When he speaks with Panchi mostly it seems true, and when that music starts we have to shift our mood. He hasnt been scheming that much nowadays has he? he just wants to get back with his family. I sometimes feel that all this bitterness has grown because Abhay was loved and he had to leave his mother and father. His love for Maithili might have faded but his craving for a pure loving smile hasnt gone.
Being with Panchi he seems very full of life and his riddles and ironic statements decrease a bit. I love that time. His flawless affection floats on the pool of hatred and insecurity.
And now, just yesterday. When he had seen the face of his mother. I found his face twisting into a mask of torture. The way he was talking to Chand, Haseena and Abhay it really seemed so true.
To most it might have just been a pretense... a lie. But I saw it in a different way. yes he was lying... lying to himself that he didnt want their love, lying that he wanted to hurt them.
Think of it like that and then tell me... What do you think? Please reply and add if you want!
Hugs and good luck! 😊
