Siddharth : The two face.
Siddharth
So, Sid finally managed to prick Pancchi where it would hurt the most or rather poke her sensitive spot – her SELF RESPECT and her SELF CONFIDENCE. The house that has been left in ruins by Danish's betrayal was set on fire once again by Sid. I don't think Sid even thought that his usual sarcasm to Pancchi would hurt her so much or matter to her so much. He has said so much stuff to Pancchi and she has always got back at him in her typical feisty manner. Never breaking. But a small jibe at her that she is ugly and not a girl any man would love , it got to her. Sid somewhere in an abstract manner rejected her. Danish hadn't found her good enough to be loyal to. And this lech of a boss of hers did not think of her as even presentable. And yes , no matter how much feminists deny it or guys make fun of it , it is a universal truth that no woman should ever be told that she is not good looking. It is a direct needle on something inside her and only she knows how she feels when she is told that she ain't pretty. Pancchi was in those shoes today. Sad. Of course, Sid didn't mean it but am sure he is waltzing at the hottest night club that he has managed to crack Pancchi's armour.
Siddharth affects Pancchi and you saw it today that just how a casual careless comment from him kept her thinking and awake all night and well, made her cry. Pancchi is a heartbroken woman who lives on an emotional precipice and no , strength of your brain can never stop your heart from suffering. So, the first word of kindness , the first helping hand moves you and begin to depend on it. In Pancchi's life, Sid is that hand. He fights with her , argues with her, flirts with her , takes her mind off the suffering and then, goes out and does some absolute sweetheart stuff. Be it standing between her and Danish or making her laugh or sleeping in the car so that she feels safe. So, yeah, if Sid has an opinion on her , it unconsciously matters to her , makes a difference to her. But poor her. On the verge of staking her heart once again on a man who is going to devastate her in the long run.
Sid? I don't know. Like Abhay , you can't tell what is running inside his head or what his masterplan is. But yes, he has no conscious feelings for Pancchi. She is a different toy that has caught his fancy and he is playing. She maybe a part of his game as well, who knows. But when you see him call her "My dear little nave Pinky" and hint it to her that he likes her , you wish that someday he means what he just told her.
I know Sid is grey , negative , whatever but I do hope that Pancchi changes him. I don't know what creatives are planning to do but having seen how Stefan's simple apology and confession of love to Damon evoked Damon's dormant love for his brother , seeing how a devious vampire like Spike changed for Buffy, how Abhay's walls are breaking because of Piya , I do believe that if written and projected well, Siddharth is not beyond redemption.
Oh , why didn't I write an analysis for the whole episode? Well, Abhay-Piya didn't meet today , Misha-T-Shankar were enjoyable but nothing to write home about. Arnab-Piya , I can talk about tomorrow.
But I will like to say something about Praveen. I can understand where he is coming from. Imagine your daughter , sister carrying on an affair with a married man, bearing his child and putting your trust and family honour at stake. Praveen and Sugandh's mother died because of the shock and the shame. Yes, it embittered Praveen to no end and you can see from where his anger and hatred springs from- him and family felt so let down that the man's anger didn't let him to come and see Sugandh even in her last days. And I actually rolled my eyes and gaped when Piya justified everything with a " unhone apne pyaar ko chunaa." Hello? Excuse me? Kya chuna? Made pickles out of her family's trust , values and honour by being a married man's second wife who was never accepted or given respect? I am not saying that Praveen did the right thing by disowning her but please , Sugandh was not without fault either. Both Praveen and Piya need to forgive each other and see a new sun. I am still not sure why Praveen gave her the scholarship, though.
Love and luck always,❤️
GOD bless everyone. 🤗