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Yash's hands were shivering ,still he tried to took him carefully.he touched his bright pink face,specially his closed eyes.he couldnt control himself.he embraced him tightly,started sobbing.
Doctor-Mr Yash,behave urself.ur wife needs u in this time.if u break down,what'll happen to her?
yash wiped his tears,'No,i wont cry.'he gave him to the nurse and she left the cabin.
Yash-Dr,how's Aarti's health?when she'll get sense?
Dr-as she had scissors delivery,she needs complete rest of 10 days.she'll get conscious in a hour.u can take her home tomorrow.after 10 days,bring her for dressing.
Yash-ok Dr.but plj dont inform her now.she wont able to tolerate this pain.
Dr-sorry,we wont tell.u've to do this.i can understand,it's most horrible news for her.but we cant hide this truth.i suggest u to inform her as soon as possible.she'll be shocked,but eventually her mind'll accept it.for that,she needs ur immense love and support.
Yash-i dont think so.i'm scared if she reacts violently.
Dr-still,she'll sort out of it slowly.she had complications in pregnancy.i told u earlier.
Yash-but the operation was successful.
Dr-yaah,the baby was weak,it got asthma.we tried our best.oh,1 more thing,she cant conceive again till 2 years for her operation.
Yash-oh.ok.just for her stubbornness,i've supported her in this risky pregnancy.but now,not anymore.i cant lose her.
Dr touched his shoulder and said-control ur emotions.nothing is going to happen her.she's okay now.it was an accident,u've to be positive.have faith in God.He'll give u double happiness next time.now,go to ur wife's cabin.she can be conscious any time.
Yash-yaah,i have to be with her.
Yash entered into Aarti's cabin,he sat near by her.she was looking so destroyed.she was unconscious.Yash slightly touched her soft face.her eyes were covered with black-spots as she didnt sleep properly many nights.he tried not to think it again,he had to forget that memories.he might be behaving like selfish,but in this situation,he had no other way.he caressed her messy hair.he adored her again and couldnt stop tearing.she was not his beautiful wife anymore.she was looking like a defeated mother.her external beauty hardly meant anything for him,but today,he was feeling,he was the only responsible one for her this condition.his only weakness became the reason of her misery.'why cant i say her No?if i would strictly tell her not to continue this pregnancy,she would be fine.but now,i've to tell her.this time,i wont let anything happen against her health.once i did everything for her happiness.i can give her happiness back,but not bring her life back.yes,i'm being possessive.i dont need baby to hear 'PAPA',i cant lose her.she's my love,life and everything.i'm not kind-hearted like her to sacrifice own's happiness.his single drop tear fell on her cheeks.she was trying to open her eyes.Yash removed his tears,tried to smile.she opened her eyes,hold his hand.
Yash-how u r feeling?u okay na?dont u have any pain now?
Aarti smiled,he understood she was not capable of saying a word.Yash called doctor.Dr gave her anesthesia,she slept away.fearness engulfed him,'if she would not to able to smile anymore?God,plj prove me wrong'
the next day,Aarti got conscious and felt better.Yash gave her water,she took the glass,asked-where's our Aayu?
Yash-1st,have ur medicine.i wish u would hear my words for once.
she smiled and said-give me.she took it silently.
Aarti-now,tell na,how's he?he's ok na?
Yash felt shocked.as far his concern,he knew none had informed her about the baby.then how could she know,it was a boy baby.Aarti hold his hand and told-u wont change ever.why u r surprised?i heard his crying.felt he's my prince.i've brought him up 9 months in my womb,cant i guess about him.
Yash-yaah,i kno.now dont talk much.try to sleep,u must be tired.
Aarti-yaah,but i want to see our angel.plj bring him to me.
Yash stood near the window facing back to her.he was silent.he never lied and wont lie.he used to proud of their understanding.at this moment,he wished she wouldnt read his face.his self-thought-i cant run out from this truth,i've to be with her.he went back to her,sat beside her.she felt him fidgeted,she tried to sit.Yash helped her.she touched his face,'tell me what's wrong?why u r looking so anxious?our Aayu's fine na?
Yash hugged her tightly and said-Aarti,our Aayu's no more.he has left dis world.
Aarti shouted-what?she aparted herself from his embrace.'no,i dont believe.u must be joking.i heard him crying.
Yash couldnt control his tears.he hold her shoulder,said-he couldnt survive.he had attacked with asthma and left us.
she screamed-no,never.God cant do this to me.i've never harmed anyone in my life.then,how can he take my angel's life?
she was trying to stray her saline-tube,moving her hands to and pro to remove his hands.
Yash-what r u doing?plj behave urself.Aayu wont come back.u've to accept this.
his cruel words made her heart so wrenching,she tried to close her ears with hands and said-i dont kno anything,i want my Aayu on my lap.she jerked his muscular body and said-give me my baby.He(god) cant take him without my permission.GOD,do u hear me?plj take my life and give my angel's life.i cant live without him.
her last words made Yash so angry,he couldnt control himself.he was blanked for a moment and slapped her .his sudden step made him more shocked,'what i did?am i really his hubby or anyone else?'
Aarti got silent like she had got sense.she leaned on the bed and turned opposite.she felt so tired.she felt she had not that strength to acceot this.she preferred death to facing this truth.Yash couldnt believe it was his hand.he hardly scolded her in this 2 years of their marriage.he felt guilty,he couldnt beg her for forgiveness.he kept standing like a statue and waited for her response.Aarti was crying,she didnt want Yash to see her tears.she slowly said-leave me alone.
he felt he was not worthy of condoling her.he left the cabin.his
self-thought-i've nothing to do for her.when she needs me most,i should make her smile,i made her teared. he called Annie,his sister to come here soon.Yash and Aarti lived separately in another city.he couldnt handle her alone anymore,he would call his parents but he didnt want to trouble them.he informed Aarti's mom,Shobha ma.she suggested him to bring her in their house.Yash agreed.he knew Aarti would never feel well in their house which was decorated for this lil guest.
next day,after getting release,Yash dropped Aarti in her parents house.she didnt talk a single word,she went to her room.Yash felt his presence might make her sad.so,he wanted to give her some time .shobha ma ensured him of her safety,also told she would inform him.unwillingly,he left for their house.when he entered into their home,he felt to die.he wished if he had a power to make everything perfect,he would use it only for Aarti's happiness.for her complications,she had to take 5 months complete bed-rest.she used to make lists of kids things and Yash brought them.she decorated baby's room by herself.she sewed baby-sized dresses.Yash used to tease her saying she never made dress for him.then she promised to sew a shirt for him after her delivery.all their wishes gone in vain.he touched the swing,he wiped his tears,tried to remove everything related to baby from their room.he kept all in the kid's room.he felt the house was like a desert without his better-half and the baby.in holidays,he used to cook special dishes for Aarti and had candle-light dinner.in last few months,he suggested her to stay with shobha ma.she refused saying Aayu didnt want to stay away from its caring papa.sometimes,she couldnt able to sleep for having light-pain and baby's movement.she used to keep him awake whole night and talked with him.Yash had felt sleepy,though he thought how she was bearing this without any complain.that period was so remindable.they used to fight deciding Aayu's things,both used to complain Aayu of each-other.and if Aayu ever responded through movements,they used to scream and again started quarreling for whom it responded.Yash couldnt sleep whole night. he decided to bring her next day.he couldnt be so silly when he knew her happiness exists in being with him.in the early morning,Shobha ma called him.he received and found her very worried.she told him Aarti didnt take a glass of water till yesterday.they tried to convince her,but she behaved like they didnt exist for her.she also stopped crying,she became stone-hearted.Yash knew it would be harmful for her health,he told he was coming.
after sometime,Yash brought her to their home.he could understand it was not so easy to get back to her normal life.Aarti behaved very normal,she could walk slowly.she wanted to cook,Yash didnt allow her.he made her lie on the bed and ordered some food from restaurant.he made her ate,she took her medicines.everything was ok.bt Yash couldnt look at her face,it seemed bloodless,her eyes were filled with shocked and hatred like the world robbed her everything.Annie came in the evening,still Yash was with her,caressing her,though it didnt affect her.at night,Yash made her sleep.he walked for sometime,was assuring her deep-sleep.then,he lay beside her silently.he slept in few mins as he had tiring day.at midnight,Yash's sleep broke ,he felt thirsty.he looked for Aarti,he found empty bed.it was expected for him.he went to kid's room silently.he found Aarti sobbing ,covering Aayu's small dress.she was caressing Aayu's small shoes,plays.Yash touched her shoulder from back,Aarti hugged him tightly and started crying loudly.he didnt stop her.he felt her pain should be gone away through her tears.after a long time,she stopped.he cupped her teary face.she shiveringly asked-why he left?he kept finger on her mouth,he slowly took her on the balcony.
Yash-our Aayu is with us,u r seeing stars in the sky na?he's one of the stars.he'll come soon in our life with bringing immense happiness.but for that,u've to promise me,u'll be my earlier good wife.
Aarti-but how can i forget him?even now i can feel his lil moves on my womb.
Yash-its ur hallucination.i know u cant forget him so easily.he was being our life's part for 9 months.
Aarti leaned her head on his chest,she was feeling disastered.she slowly asked-how was he looked?
Yash-like an angel with ur face.
Aarti looked at him and said-seriously?
Yash-promise.
Aarti-why everything wrong happens with me?why am so unlucky?
Yash touched her chin and said-dont be so sad.who knows next time u'll have twins?
Aarti felt curioused and said-is dat possible?
Yash-yaah,100% possible.but for that,u've to live properly.u've to live for our future Aayu,for me.think,i've learned cooking for u.
Aarti smiled and said-oh,yaah.how can i forget that?
Yash felt finally he was alive,adoring her smile.
Yash-hey,we'll go to delhi(yash's house) for 7 days.it'll be a lil trip for us.
Aarti hid her face on his shirt and said-no,i cant go there.i've destroyed ur parents dream.
Yash-dream!!what Aayu meant for u,only i know that.dont u dare tell such.they r not so silly like u,they understand everything.papa called me to take u there.u'll feel better with whole family.now stop arguing with me.whether i'll start making a list of ur complains to tell our future Aayu.dont say me i didnt warn u.
Aarti felt blessed,she hugged him slightly and said-anything more?
Yash-u've to join me in our office.see,i helped u in cooking na?now i cant handle this business alone.u've to help me.
Aarti-oh,now,u dont want me to stay in our house in peace.
Yash-yaah.till we'll get our future Aayu's arrival news.
Aarti-ok,then,if i be so good.u've to give me that weekend cooking treat.
Yash-no problem.anything for u.
he hold her hand and slowly took her to their room.
[oh,finally i've started writing occasionally.A treat for EID-UL-AZHA and for my Gurmeetian-mates+those who missed my writing]
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