PART-47
saxena house:
pratigya without even removing her sandals straight away ran into saxena's room.he was sitting on a sofa and checking an office file.he looked at pratigya running and coming with cry.
saxena:'kya hua...pratigya?...😲'he put the file down and got up from the sofa.pratigya could not speak but was continuously crying.he hold her hand and made her sit on the sofa
saxena:'kya kua?...bolo...😕'
pratigya:...😭...
pratigya:'kya hua!😡 aur kya hona hai?😭...thaykho thumara krishna ne kya kiya hai...🤢'she gave the envelope to him with running tears.he fast fast opened it and read the content.
saxena:'yeh tho hona hi tha...😔'he said without any surprise or shock and kept the letter on the sofa with a sigh.
pratigya:'what ? 😲why do you say so?...dad thumne yeah rishta joda hai😭 ...it is all because of you...'she directly blamed him.
saxena:'maan tha hun...yeh rishta maine joda hai.kyun ki mai jaantha hun krishna ek achcha aur nayk ladka hai.uss se achcha pati thumai milhi nahi saktha...'
pratigya:'issa kuch nahi hai😡....uss kay zindagi mai mere alawa aur bhi ek ladki hai😭' she was shedding tears.
saxena:'hai nahi...thi...patha hai thumai...?...krishna ne muchay rolli kay baare mai shaadikay pehele hi batha thiya tha...'
pratigya:😲...kya!!!!! ...are you serious? 😲' she never expected it.
saxena:'wo bura insaan hotha tho issa kabhi nahi kartha...'
pratigya:' then why didn't he tell to me...😲😡
saxena:'maine manaa kiya tha...kyunki mai achchi tharha jaantha tha thum kaise react karoki...'
pratigya:😲
saxena:' krishna ne thumare leyeh kya kuch nahi kiya?...yahaan thak ghar jamai bankar raha...kisleyeh ? srif thumare leyeh...par thumne kya thiya krishna ko??? srif thakleef aur duk 😒...'
pratigya:'kya thiya hai!!!😡....kya nahi thiya hai? 😭maine pyaar kiya hai krishna se...'she said in broken sentence.
saxena:' ... pyaar!!!😊...pyaar log kuthay billise bhi karle thay hain...' he said sarcastically with a pain filled smile.
pratigya:😲😭
saxena:'kabhi thum krishna ko apna pan thiya hai...kabhi samajne ki koshish ki hai? kabhi krishna kay baatho par bharosa ki hai?'
pratigya:'maine kuch galath nahi kiya hai...😭' she don't want to agree with him.she was still standing on her words.
saxena:'nahi pratigya thumne wahi galathi ki hai jo thumari maa ne bees saal pehelay muchse kiya.she never tried to understand me, never trusted me.har waqth mujay ghalath saabith karne ki koshi mai rahathi thi....mai galath insaan hotha tho...aaj srif mai aur thum ekeley nahi hothay.mera doosra pariwar bhi hotha tha , aur thumari dadima mere saath nahi hothay...😭...'
pratigya:'what are you saying?😲...i don't get it...😕' first time she was seeing tears in his dad's eyes....first time she was hearing about her mother from him...that too in a unpleasant way which was a utter shock to her.
saxena:' no need for you to understand😭...but one thing you should know ... yeh thumari dadima dadi nahi nani hai...thumari nanima...my mother in law...mai ghalath hotha tho aaj thumari dadima mere saath nahi hothay...😭'he remembered his days and cried.
pratigya:'😲...yet another shock for her...dadima is not her dadai!!!😲...she is nanima... mother's mother...omg!😲...' so far she never new that .
saxena loved his mother in law and respected her as his own mother.she is the lady of this house.without her knowledge he never took any decision.
saxena:😔
pratigya:'what are you trying to tell????😲 you are trying to say some thing about my mom...what is that?...' she was scandalize to know about her parents past.she felt as if her throat went dry.
saxena:'pratigya... so for i never spoke about my life.i never let you know about your mom...i think now it is necessary for it...😔 you should know it...' his face became blue in his thoughts. he started with cheerless voice.
saxena:' naina...that is your mom was from a lower middle class family...three full meals per day was a luxury for them,but she was outstanding in her studies.our company was sponsoring for her education.i met her when she visited to our office regarding her scholarship...i liked her simplicity and innocents.i was attracted towards her simple beauty.later i loved her and married her....'he removed her spectacle, wiped it with his shirt edge and wore it back.
pratigya: 😲...she was impatient to know more about them.
saxena:'...we belong to two extreme status family.i loved her simplicity but she doesn't like our sophisticated and luxury life...she could not cope up with our living style...like attending functions, partying till late night etc...etc.
she use to be always upset and unhappy, never said what she wants...never tried to understand me, never trusted me,always trying to find fault with me. she can't bear to see me talking with my friends or with my own female office staffs.she always felt herself insecure.
pratigya:😲...her brain could not take so many shocking things in one go.it got paralyzed.
saxena:'par mai uthna hi thumari maa se pyaar kartha tha jithna wo muchse nafrath🤢...mai jithna khareeb jaane chahatha tha wo wothna hi dhoor...she never understood my love...she was very possessive just like you, she had inferiority complex too...' he paused.tried to recollect his bitter past with aching heart.
pratigya:🤢 😲...she felt as if she was hit with ton of bricks.
saxena:💔...maine lakh mana karne kay bawajooth bhi wo delivery kay leyeh usskay maika jale gaye. wo ek bahaana tha...i never know that she was waiting for that chance to get rid of me...fir wo waapas kabhi nahi aaye...kabhi nahi...😭...'
pratigya:😲 😲 😲 ...'the history is repeating ...in place of her mom it is krishna now...she felt as if she was run over by a truck and completely smashed out.
saxena:'yahaan thak ki she never let me know whether my child is a boy or girl. mai thumari srif ek jhalak kay leyeh tharas gaya tha....🥺😭'
pratigya:😭...
saxena:bina kissi ko batha yeh she left her house and moved to some other city.mai din raath thadaptha raha thum dono kay leyeh...ek din dodin nahi poore paanch saal....🥺
pratigya:🥺😭'
saxena:'i tried all ways and means to reach you...but could not...paanch saal baath ajaanak ek din....i received a call from a government hospital with regard to a road accident, i suspected that it could be your mother...i was not wrong.by the time i reached the hospital she took her last breath😭.... and i found you crying out side the mortuary holding your nanima's hand.
sexana:thum aur thumare maa mai srif ek fark hai...thum krishna se bahuth pyaar karthi ho....par mai ithna bhi kush kismati nahi tha...🥺'
pratigya:😭😲...if the same thing some one else would have told she would not have believed it instead she would have got angry and would have abused them. her dad's past created a high mental pressure on her, felt as if she may go insane at any time.she gathered her energy to talk...
pratigya:'yes...i love him...that is why i am selfish..i can't see krishna with rolli.....😭' she managed to speak.
saxena:'yeah thumari ghalath famly hai...'
pratigya:'what ever it is.he can't do to me like this ...😭'he can not leave me and go just like that...'
saxena:'yeah krishna ne nahi...thumne kiya hai...thumhara kiya karam hai...thumari wajaise ussne khar choda hai...'he put the whole blame on her.
pratigya:'muchay nahi patha.i don't know all those things, i just don't care to....at any cost i want him back...😭...mai thumhare jaisa ghut ghut kay poori zindagi nahi jeesakthi...🥺
saxena:'pratigya ...rishte banana aur nibhana ithna asaan nahi hai jaise pyaar karna...maantha hun maine yeh rishtha banaya hai.par nibhana thumai hoga...'
saxena:'...if you really love him ,want him... go and search for him.thum dhono ka payaar suchcha hoga tho thum zaroor melengay...'he left her crying and went out of his room.
pratigya was sitting on the sofa heart burning and desolate for a long time . she never know how long she was sitting there like that. when she realized that the room is becoming dark...she slowly got up from the sofa and went to her room with wrenching heart.she thought her dad is her power.he can get back krishna just like that....but she was heart broken to know that even her dad whom she trusted refused to help her and he said she has to do it...'haan mere wajaise krishna ne khar choda hai tho mai hi usse waapas lawoongi...'she took pratigya.
even though all the lights were on in her bed room ,she felt that she is in complete dark.she went and fall on the bed...as if she had no back bone.
she thought about her dad and looked at her raised stomach...' i canot see my child suffering without his father.so far she has seen her dad a soft polite and perfect gentle man.she never saw him talking in high voice.
' for the past 25years dadne ghut ghut kay jiya hai...he never shared his painful past with any one...i never saw him laughing loudly... always drown in his own thoughts. she misinterpreted that he was deeply thinking about his business...but it is not so.
for sure dad loved my mom...other wise, as he said he would have married another girl...just with one year of married life that too not so happy life he spend rest of his life...why?😭...'she could not control herself.her dad's grieve made her own grive simple.
she took krishna's photo from the side table and looked at him smiling in the pics.she stared at his pics.
pratigya:' suna thumne ?...dadki zindaki thumai mai kabhi nahi jeene doongi...i will not let my child to grow up like me with single parent....'she spoke to him.
pratigya'thum jhootay ho...thumara har ek waada jhoota hai...thum muchse payaar nahi karthay...payaar karthay ho tho muchay kabhi nahi chodkay jaathay...'
'thum issa kaisa karsakthay ho😭...you don't love me that is why you left me...you are heartless 
'
'...kya thumare koi ghalathi nahi hai.srif mai hi ghalath hun?...mai jaan thi hun maine thumai bahuth thakleef thi hai...mai kya kar thi....mai bahuth selfish hun....shayad mere maa ki tharha...😭'
'thum kahaan chalega yeh...kahaan ho.....😭?'she wished if every thing turned in to a dream how nice it will be.
'i never expected that you will do to me like this...never...iss baat kay leyeh mai thumai kabhi maaf nahi karoongi...😭'
'thum awogay zaroor awogay... thumara payaar suchcha hai tho...wo zaroor thumai layeh ga...😭'she was running short of tears.her eyes became dry.
Edited by shumi. - 15 years ago
...'she could not say properly.her throat chocked .tears covered her eyes , made her sight dim and could not read the appointment order properly...she could only see krishna's signature at the bottom.she touched his signature and felt as if she was touching him physically.
...'she got hyper.
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