a short ff: the diary(updated ch 5) - Page 5

Originally posted by: kaasshh

okay...an if anyone have any prblm..i will gladly edit that part dear dear readers coz i do notttttttttt want to offend anyone.....😳

now tell me when are u going to update your next chapter? pls tell me the tym. plsssssssssssssss

Originally posted by: preeti4mehta

now tell me when are u going to update your next chapter? pls tell me the tym. plsssssssssssssss

preeti...its a bit long.....okay...am writing it...bt i thnk it wud be better for u if u come tomorrow online in the morning.....it will be updated by then...ok?😳 plz dnt mind swthrt

Originally posted by: kaasshh

preeti...its a bit long.....okay...am writing it...bt i thnk it wud be better for u if u come tomorrow online in the morning.....it will be updated by then...ok?😳 plz dnt mind swthrt

oh no problem at all u said its long i'm happy with that only.i'm glad that the chapter is long. thanx

aww, krishna seems to be falling for pratigya...looking forward to the next part😊

Originally posted by: kaasshh

tragedy? wat tragedy?is evrythng okay?😲

hey kaasshh u said u will update it in the morning but there is no update why?

Originally posted by: preeti4mehta

hey kaasshh u said u will update it in the morning but there is no update why?

hey preeti...am sorry bt i was feeling extreamely sleepy yesterday so i did nt cmplete...😭

Originally posted by: SadieLuvs_Suku

Well Umm..I Dont Know How To Say It Yaar..Im Really Upset About It And I'll Tell You When Its Over...Hope You Know What Im Trying To Say 😭

yaa...i hpe u r fine

chapter------4

aaj raat bhi waisi hi barish hain...jaise us raat ko thi.......aaj bhi waisa hi andhera hain jaisa us raat ko tha....woh raat jo main kabhi nhi bhul paungi.....maine kabhi socha bhi nhi tha...ki jo raat meri zindagi mein un anmol palon ko lekar aye the....wohi raat meri zindagi ki saari khushiyan hi chin legi....meri zindagi mein andhera cha jayegi.....aisa kyun hota hain ki jab koi khushiyon ka ehsaas bhi thk se mehsus nhi kar pata...tab woh khushiyan hi usse chin jati hain? mere naseeb mein dukh likh diya ye aur baat hain....lekin mere hisse ka dukh us insaan ke jholi mein kyun bhar diya jisne aapse bas thodi si khusi...thoda sukoon,aur jeena ka ek wajah mange the.....kyun bhagwan?

jis waqt teri yaadon ka sama hota hain..

fir in aankhon mein chain kaha hota hain...

hausla mujhmein nhi tumhe bhul jane ka..

in yaadon se to umar bhar ka saath hota hain.....

krishna sat in his cabin,on his favourite rolling chair,eyes at the ceiling.. it was 4.30 then and pratigya's duty was to end at 6.. he had invited her for tea in his office.... as both of them were more crazy abt tea than coffee....

resting his head back and eyes closed krishna thot abt himself,wat he was and wat he is...... he was a simple man and with simple dreams he had come to this big city of mumbai.... then the journey frm a SIMPLE MAN to BIGGEST INDUSTRIALIST krishna singh was full of hurdles,no doubt,bt full of excitement too...and the path had become smoother and easier for him because of his beloved wife,nikita...(shilpa anand)... nikita was his most priceless possession.. they fell in love wen they both were in college in delhi and married as soon as they graduated... after an yr they had an angel like son,ravi..... whom they loved more than anythng else in the world....

krishna had always dreamt to be a successful businessman and thats why he laid his feet in mumbai.. he also brought his new family with him as he cud nt live a single moment without them...... all the difficulties he faced during that phase of his life were eased away by his wife's constant support and dedication towards him and their son.. she always used to encourage him.. krishna cud still hear her voice if he closed his eyes------krish..u dnt wry at all...main hun na?

ultimately her dedication,her trust,and krishna's hardwork got their results and krishna emerged out to be the second successful businessman and industrialist in india......

they were vry happy especially nikita.... ravi was sent to a school....an expensive one...they shifted to their own house instead of adjusting in that small flat... and evrythng got settled in their lives..... bt all of a sudden....the pathetic incident happened wich shattered krishna's life and uprooted the vry base of his new ,successful life...... the accident wich took the lives of his wife,as well as his son...... at frst krishna had been under the treatment of a psychiartrist for few months after the incident....as his sense organs had stopped working... during those days he had become the headlines of all the newspapers....as the TODAY'S DEVDAS..... or THE ROMEO OF 21st CENTURY.... bt krishna used to keep himself locked up inside his bedroom and mourn over the shattered pieces of his perfect life....... he tried to kill himself many a times....bt as pratigya had said,he was too coward to do that.... that is why he took the other way.... he started taking drugs..... drinking alcohol.....and doing all those thngs wich wud harm him indirectly and slowly lead him towards death.... in other wrds he started slow poisoning himself.....

bt then suddenly...as the sun comes out of the clouds.....his happiness,his smile returned.... wen pratigya came into his life.... he started living once more.... he started smiling once more... this pretty,smiling,happy,joyous,chatterbox and extreamely lively grl reminded him of his youth and he sometimes felt that he was still that young lad of 18....instead of this experienced,half-lost-in-the race-of-life businessman of 26..... he grew vry fond of her........

bt....there comes a big bt in this phase of his life..... he liked pratigya bt he did nt love her... to him nobody cud take nikita's place in his heart....as well in his life..... he knew it pretty well.... bt he was not at all aware of this that the grl pratigya....whu came to his life as an angel...sent frm the heavens...was head over heels in love with him......

there he sat,on his favourite chair,cherishing the memories of his wife and their little family as pratigya had taught him to gather happiness,warmth and smile frm past memories and nt tears.......

"sir" -----krishna's thots got disturbed by his secretary's voice----- sir aapke liye Mr. asish raheeja ka call hain....london se.....

krishna stood up and took the mobile frm his hands---heloo...oh hi Mr.raheeja...temme....

his facial expression started to chnge as he cntinued talking over the phone.... after some minutes he hung up and turned to his secretary-----arun...hume kal hi london jana hoga...tum flights ki tickets aur baki saare intezaam jald se jald kar lo......

the secretary nodded and was abt to leave wen he almost collided with pratigya on the door whu checked herself frm falling down----oh...god...cnt u see?

the secretary murmered a "sorry" and rushed out.....

pratigya came inside the cabin with a wide grin on her face-------hii....

krishna turned and saw her-----hii....he said shortly....

pratigya------to fir....chale?

krishna was surprised----kahan?

pratigya looked more surprised------canteen mein aur kahan?

krishna----oh!!! he smiled and then said-----aaa...pratigya..lets have our tea here only...i hve some wrk....

pratigya's reaction was as if someone had told her to drink a bitter soup-----WORK?????#@%$&*?

krishna cudnt help smiling,seeing her face-----okay..well..its nt MY work...its somethng wich my secretary will do for me and i will just have to guide him....bt wait...frstly...

he called up the receptionist and said------two lemon tea in my cabin plzz..

pratigya sat down on a chair and put her purse on the table in frnt of her...the table wich was full of peculiar thngs....starting frm fancy table clock to steplers on one hand....and calenders to numerous files on the other....

krishna sat down on his favourite chair once more and said------so..?hw ws ur day?

pratigya------mmm...bas thk thak without any excitement.....

krishna-----tumhe harwaqt excitement chahiye kya life mein? kya ek bhi din tum excitement ke bagyar jee nhi sakti?

pratigya----nhi...aisi baat nhi hain...bas...excitement ke bina zindagi kitni suni suni lagti hain..... maza nhi aata....

krishna was abt to say somethng to her wen his secretary knocked on the door----sir?

krishna----yes...yes..plzzz come in...

the secretary entered and handed him the tickets... he smiled----thnk u so much arun...plz make the other arrangements....

arun----sure sir... he left..

pratigya looked at the tickets in his hands and became curious-----ye flight ki tickets hain na?

krishna sighed-----haan..woh actually kal hum london ja rahe hain.....aur...

pratigya did nt evn let him complete..she shot up in between...----LONDON...kal? aur wapas kab aarahe ho?

krishna-----kuch keh nhi sakta...ye meeting do mahine baad honewali thi lekin aajhi london se clint ka fon aya tha....wolog ye meeting ek mahine ke andar karna chahte hain aur hume jakar sari arrangements karni padegi...kam se kam...ek mahina to lagega aur fir uske baad...papers wagera tayar karne mein aur deal sign karne mein...ek aur mahina ho jayega......to...

pratigya felt her heartbeat racing------to tum do mahine ke liye london ja rahe ho?DO MAHINE....I MIN....60 DAYS?

krishna was puzzled to see her reacting in such an absurd manner-----haan...i thnk so...par....

pratigya----aur tum m...mujhe...ye aab bata rahe ho?

krishna---to kya karu pratigya...hume bhi to aabhi abhi pata chala hain.... pratigya didnt know wat to say....he was leaving her alone for two whole mnths...for two whole mnths she wud nt be able to see his face...HIS..face...

oh my god----thought pratigya-----main uske bina do mahina to kya...ek din bhi nhi reh sakti....ek pal bhi nhi...kaise rahungi main? how?

krishna snapped his fingers in frnt of her eyes----hey...kya hua...tumhari chai aa gayi hain... he handed her the cup.....

pratigya took it frm his hands and sipped some of the tea....it felt good.....

bt her mind did nt come at peace..it continued revolving around the same thng over and over agen "60 days,60 days 60 days"..

krishna cud understand her situation.. he said to his secretary arun-----arun aab tum jao...aur han thodi der ke liye no fon calls and plzzz see that noone comes in...i wanna spend some time alone with my frnd.. ok?

arun nodded and went out.... outside,all of a sudden he met a reporter whu had come just to take a short interview of krishna's singh abt his next product wich was going to be launched....

he gave a wide grin to arun whu also smiled politely-----hello...

the reporter----cn i speak to Mr.singh now..its just a short interview....

arun---aa...i dnt thnk it wud be a good idea...he is little busy...u wait here in the lounge..i am sending u coffee....

the reporter----are bhai....chota sa hi to interview hain jane dijiye na...5 min bhi nhi lagega...

arun----no sir...he had forbidden me to allow anyone inside....NOW...

the reporter was consistent----kyun koi meeting chal rahi hain kya?

arun---aa...nhi...bas unki ek dost aayi hui hain....

a strange type of smile appeared across the reporter's face------unKI dost? kafi acchi dost lagti hain?

arun-----haan....mahek nursing home ki nurse hain...she is a nice lady...anyways u wait here.....i ll send u coffee...

the reporter stood up immediately-----no..no..i mean i m leaving now....i will come some other day...

arun----thk hain par sir do mahine ke lye London nja rahe hain...uske baad aa jana.....

the reporter held out his hand----thnk u.....bye...

arun shook hands with him-----bye....

meanwhile in the cabin krishna was trying to cheer pratigya up....

krishna----c'mon pratigya...i don't want to see u like this...at least smile for me....

pratigya---cnt...

krishna-----are tum istarah kyun react kar rahi ho? hum koi hamesha ke liye thodi na ja rahe hain?

pratigya kept quiet,eyes on the ground.....

krishna sighed.....----thk hain...chalo hamare saath...

pratigya----kaha?

krishna----kahin bhi...aaj tum jahan kahogi hum tumhe lekar jayenge....

pratigya----mujhe kahin nhi jana...

krishna pulled her up by her hand.....

pratigya----mujhe kahin nhi jana krishna plzz mera haath choro....

krishna did nt listen...he took her outside and led her towards his car.... to their surprise it was raining heavily outside..... the little distance they walked frm the office to the car,soaked them totally....

pratigya got inside his car almost unwillingly,followed by krishna.....

once inside,krishna dried his hands----uff ye kambakht barish ko bhi abhi shuru hona tha....

pratigya------mujhe bearish accha lagta hain....

krishna looked at her and smiled... she was still wearing that angry expression on her face...

krishna----are baba......aab gussa chod do pratigya.....

pratigya looked away....

now krishna became a little irrirtated.. he started the car and said------ek kam karte hain..hum abhi tumhe ghar drop kar dete hain...tum ghar chali jao...ok?

pratigya nodded

krishna------aur kya kal tum mujhse milne aaogi airport par?

pratigya-----nhi...

krishna's temper rose more-------vry good...maat aao.....

he increased the speed of the car...

pratigya-----plzz...dheere chalao.....

krishna=-------hamari gadi hain....apni marzi se chalayenge.....

pratigya did nt reply anymore..... after sometime krishna turned at her.. she was sitting quietly,looking outside the window.... he felt something wrong and suddenly applied the brakes.....

pratigya did nt turn.. he put his hand on her shoulder and said gently-----hey.....kya hua?

this time she turned.. he cheeks were flooded with tears and her eyes were welled up.....

krishna was taken quite by surprise------are kya hua? pratigya tum ro kyun rahi ho? i..i'm sorry......

pratigya------dnt be...its useless...

krishna-----lekin tum ro kyun rahi ho?

pratigya----tum nhi samjhoge.....

krishna-----kyun? hum kyun nhi samjhenge....hum dost hain na......hum tumhari dukh ko zaroor samjhenge......batao hume..kya baat hain....?

pratigya------nhi.....tum nhi samjhoge..agr smajhte to mere saath..i mean mujhe....... she paused and continued-------krishna tumhare liye ye do mahine bht choti baat hogi par mere liye nhi......mere liye its 60 days=1440 hrs=86400 minutes and...=........

krishna stopped her midway----pratigya ye kya paglon jaisi baatein kar rahi ho....hum wahan picnic karne ke liye nhi ja rahe hain...try to understand...hamara kaam hain ....aur tum kyun itni pareshan ho rahi ho? to kya hua ki hum do mahine nhi mil payenge...hume bhi dukh hain is baat ka...lekin wats the big deal...we r frnds ryt aur ek dusre ko samajhna hoga hume......

without another wrd,pratigya pushed open the door and went outside...she started to walk in the oppositwe direction in the rain...

krishna whispered a low----damn it..... and then came outside the car... he ran to her and stopped her,by holding onto her arm wich he shook while talking,rather shouting at her------pratigya wat the hell....why r u behaving like this? wat has happened to u.....listen u have got u understand okay? u have to keep on without me in these two mnths...u just...hve to..okay?

pratigya released herself with a jerk and shouted-----nhi.....main nhi reh sakti....tumhare bina do mahine to kya do pal bhi mere liye katna mushkil hain.....

krishna-----kyun? aisa kyun hain pratigya.......whu y r u being so impossible....

pratigya----because i LOVE U DAMN IT............i love u.........

krishna's eyes became wide....no word came out of his mouth.........

pratigya burst into tears although her tears cudnt be differentiated in the torrents of rain---------main tumse pyaar karti hun krishna...i reaaly really love u a lot......am sorry........bt i have nothing to do...i have always loved u krishna..u wer nvr "JUST A FRND" to me....i love u.........i love u......

krishna raised his hand to stop her.... he looked tired and worn out.. he had no reply to her proposal...because he didn't want to break her heart.. he drodged towards his car....bt this time preatigya stopped him by holding onto his hand... he turned to face her...

pratigya------krishna kya tumhe ek pal ke liye nhi laga kit um bhi mujhse.....

krishna------nhi....

pratigya's hand dropped... she remained there standing while he got inside his car and drove away......

slowly she dropped down on the middle of the road,crying bitterly...she felt so alone...so desolate...... and so left out.. she cudnt digest the truth of rejection....her sobs came out as groans of pain..until she started to feel extreamely tired... her head burnt as she had been getting drenched in the summer rain for so long and slowly her vision became blurred.....

"pratigya"......she looked up... it was krishna...he had returned... he held out his hand and said------chalo....

she took it and got up on her feet...almost like a sleep walker,she got inside the car... krishna also started the engine without a wrd.....

after few minutes,pratigya said-----hum ja kaha rahe hain?

krishna-----hamare ghar....

pratigya----kyun?

krishna----apni halat dekhi tumne....u need to have some medications...otherwise u ll fall sick for sure....

pratigya------mujhe kuch nhi chahiye..i m fine...

this time krishna did nt reply.. they reached there after almost half an hr....... and krishna helped pratigya to come out.. she cudnt walk properly.... her body was burning due to fever......

krishna took her to his rrom on the second floor.... there he quickly gave her some clothes and told her to change while he brings some hot milk for her....

'pratigya looked at the clothes... he had given her a t-shirt and a casuals.... he knew her taste... she wore them quickly and then unable to stand,she laid down on the bed.... her head kept bumping like anything.....

wen krishna came....she was almost shaking in fever.... he helped her to sit up....and made her sip some hot milk..... she cudnt sit straight and unable to resist herself,she rested her head on his chest..... she felt extreamely weak...as if....as if... she wud lose her consciousness......

krishna was vry caring... he gave her a calpol...a powerful one...so that her fevr comes down.... and then he slowly made her lie down properly on the bed and covered her with a sheet..... he himself stayed awake beside her..... constantly running his fingers into her hair.......gently....

it was probably an hour after...that pratigya slowly opened her eyes...."krishna"...she whispered.....

krishna-----hmm...kya baat hain...bolo...kuch chahiye tumhe?

she paused and then opened her dry lips once more-------tum.....

krishna decided that it wud be best for him to leave.. he was abt to get up wen suddenly pratigya grabbed his hand...------plzzz don't leave me...... krishna u don't know...u don't realise...bt...bt......u love me too.....

krishna----no i dnt... hamari zindagi mein nikita ki jagah koi nhi le sakta....

pratigya------to tum ye sab kisliye kar rahe ho? kyun lekar aye mujhe yahan....chod diye hote mujhe raste mein..... mar jane dete......

krishna snapped----plz shut up...ye sab...ye sab...kya nakwas kar rahi ho....wat the hell has happened to u?

a weak smile appeared across her face------see....u dnt want me to die.....

she sat up and to his surprise,put her arms around his neck,hugging him tightly------i love u krishna....

he was abt to push her away...bt to his surprise...somethng came over him....he raised his hands...bt instead of pushing her away...he hugged her back.....he held her tightly in his arms...and run his fingers into her long hair constantly.....bringing tangles into them......

pratigya released herself slowly frm his embrace to look at his face..... her own vision being blurred due to her tears...she felt as if she saw something glittering at the corners of his eyes too.....

krishna!!!------she whispered......

krishna raised his hands on her face and brushed her wet cheeks lightly with his fingers....he looked into her eyes...they were full of intense feelings for him and any fool cn only avoid such love...... he moved his face closer to her...pratigya closed her eyes....she cud feel his heavy breath on her wet face.......her heartbeat started to race......it became so loud that evn she thot that she cud hear it herself...... krishna brushed his lips on both of her cheeks...then slowly he moved towards her closed eyes...and placed an intense kiss on each of her eyelids..... a single drop of tear dropped down the corners of her eyes....krishna gently kissed it away......then....slowly..he cupped her face in his hands and placed his lips on hers in a long,intense kiss.....wich made pratigya's whole body tremble.....he clutched onto him tightly and kissed him back.....frst it was gentle then slowly it started to gain passion.....the movement of his lips against hers...ran shivers down her spine.......

krishna slowly helped her to lie down......he caressed her face.....kissing each and evry part of her perfect features.... he brushed his lips down her slender neck and planted a gentle kiss in the small depression in the middle of her shoulder bones....then he moved upwards agen....kissing her chin,her lips,her small nose........

neither of them cud guess where the flow came frm as they immersed themselves totally in each other.... his touch blocked her mind frm logical thinking......the tearing away of buttons and throwing away of extra thngs happened quite unknowingly......as if they didn't have the slightest noition of wat they were doing....... ultimately the pain shot ryt through her veins.....and she gave it up......

krishna dropped down beside her.....two minutes or evn less....he pulled her into a warm,soothing embrace... she forgot evrythng else,evn her own entity...it seemed to her that there was noone else in the world...it was only them......

krishna----she whispered-----i love u......

krishna placed a long kiss on her forehead and said-----i love u too............pratigya....

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[well guys if u thnk that i shud edit any part.....feel free to say it....]

wow kaasshh what a chapter👍🏼.
i dont have words to describe. i must say u are a brilliant writer.i dont think u should edit any part.
i was lost in a different world.
you said its a short FF but i think you should continue.
once again i'm saying you are a brilliant writer. very very very nice chapter.
pls dontedit any part coz i want to read it again and again.
thanx. tell me wen re u going to update the next chapter?