Saraji, SwetaJi
What is this? You want to come to my wedding to see MamajiðŸ˜
What is it about Mamaji hu? I mean the man is middle aged (he is reaching 40 soon!!!!) and yet women fall for him even those half his age. Don't get me wrong, he is decent looking and a nice person but he is not even fit so what is it about him?
Originally I thought Sugni fell for him because of what he could offer her (marriage, respect from society) but NO she genuinely loves him. I mean she could have everything he can give her with me but she choose him.
Nowadays she is always talking, laughing, joking, playing pranks. She sparkles so there is no doubt she is happy and boy when Mamaji walks into the house or a room from smile on her face you would think God had just walked in.
You know Amrita always got along soo well with Mamamji and I know they still keep in touch.
Even Revamami gave her blessing to his marriage with Sugni and wished them well.
This is suppose to be my time. I mean I am young, fit, not bad looking (even if I do say so myself) so ladies should be falling for me not Mamaji.😲😕
I have to tell you ladies something (I know you will not like it but I am being honest). I know I have Amrita hurt badly and I will seek her forgiveness and make amends as much as I can but I am not sure how I feel about her beyond friendship.
I have known Amrita most of my life. I understand her and care for her a great deal but love, I am not sure. It worries me that although I felt sad when I broke our engagement I didn't pine for her like Sugni did for Mamaji when he went away or felt like I would not let anything get in the way of me being with her like Mamaji did. So until I am certain nothing is going to happen.
Edited by payal7 - 11 years ago