A CHANCE.. Os to todays swaron

Hey guys!!
I loveeddd todays episode and swaron dance..! Eeepppsss! It was just aawweessoommee!!
I wud like to notify tht mainly i m a kr fan but todays performance took me jus to another world n i hope kr performance wud also b gr8..! Well it will be..

So now..
I m here to write abt d feelings or thots of sharon in todays episode..
Hope u like n comment..
:-)



It was when she fell on her knees crying...

Swayam.. The lover boy.. My lover.. My??
*chuckle* do now i have the right to call him mine??

From what seemed to me like ages.. He was avoiding me.. Ignoring me.. Not attending my calls.. Not calling back.. Not talking to me the way he used to.. Not staring at me with all the love in those pair of eyes i longed to see..
But he...
No..
He ignored me.. The more i tried to come near him the more he ran.. Away from me.. Far away.. And left me shattered.. Crushed.. Smashed!! Left me to cry.. Just cry coz the one i loved.. The one who loved me was around me.. But not with me.. Paas to tha.. Magar mere saath nahi..
The worst part..! I didnt know the reason.. The reason of his ignorance.. The reason of his avoidance.. He claimed to love me but the one who would give away anything for my happiness was the reason for the teadrops flowing from the eyes he loved.. He knew i was getting hurt... But he did hurt me.. He knew i was trying to talk to him.. But he was running away..

Today.. Finally.. He dint run,, he talked.. And told me the reason i wanted..
I was shocked.. Not that he knew wat i was afraid of.. But shocked that he just knew half the truth.. He thought i was wrong.. Of course i was.. But i did correct myself dint i?? I tried to make everything back in place,. I tried to put every piece of puzzle perfectly but forgot that it was not only me solving the puzzle.. It was him holding a piece in his hand.. The most important piece.. The heart.. MY HEART..

He said i dint love him.. *chuckle* ya right?!?! I dint love him.. I didnt love him but i tried to mend my mistakes.I didnt love him but i could feel that pain which i unknowingly caused him..
I didnt love him but i knew that somewhere there was a way he could love me..
I didnt love him but i changed myself for him.. Though he was the one who sometimes used to tell me that he loves me as i am..
I didnt love him.. Because maybe love was a small 4 letter word not sufficient to describe the pain in my heart which i was going through right now..
I cried because maybe this time.. My tears. Only my tears were with me.. They flew out of my eyes mercilessly telling me that maybe i didnt do enough.. Maybe i lacked in my efforts to bring love back in my life.. Maybe i was not meant for love.. Maybe i was not meant for him.. Maybe.. Maybe i didnt deserve him...
But i still loved him..
More than i could know or imagine anyone to love anyother..

He knew i was waiting for him to turn.. Come back.. Take me in his arms.. But.. But..
He never came..
He never turned back..
He never took me in his arms..

He knew i was crying..
But he didnt wipe my tears..

He knew there was my side of story existed..
But he did not pay heed to hear it..

He went away..
Leaving me alone in the pool of sadness..

But the only regret is.. He didnt give me a. Chance to speak.. He didnt hear me out.. He detached me.. Threw me.. BURNT ME AND MY SOUL WHICH NOW BELONGED TO HIM..

He didnt give me a chance.. He didnt give my heart a chance.. He didnt give US a chance..

Maybe now that would be the thing i wud wait for now.. Till eternity..
A CHANCE..

the pov of sharon were well written emotions and fabulous os... loved it

heart-wrenching n soulful os..

Beautiful and heart wrenching Os depicting Sharon's feelings. While reading could really feel how Sharon was feeling.

beautiful.. I so love these monologues...

AWESOME!!! u described sharon's feelings so well...

awesome os!!

very nice!!!