Now after seeing last weeks..tearful.."Dev"less..epsiodes...it is sooo obvious..that...there is actually no life in any show..without Apurva..!!I just thought over yesterday..what would I do..if it was not for Apurva..!!!I mean..guys..I have said this to all of you....upteen no of times...But I felt like saying again...!!My life would never have been soooooo bubbly..happy & ever romantic..cheerful..if not for Apurva..!!I would have grown..into a sulky 30 + person..& would have had a normal life..yes..but I wouldnt have had a wonderful life that I am having now...you know what I am saying..!!??it would be like,...this..."Tere Bina..zindagi mein koi shikwaa toh nahin..sikwah nahin..shikwah nahin..shikwah nahin..tere bina Zindagi bhi lekin..Zindagi toh nahin..zindagi nahin..zindagi nahin..zindagi nahin..."
I mean,,Apu has given me such moments of happiness..& hope & joy..that for my entire life..I can relive those moments..again & again..till I die..& teh icing on the cake was God given..opportunity..which I never thought even in my wildest beautifullest dream..when I got a chance to meet him..& upon that the LIFE TIME opportunity of interviewing him for SBS 7 popkorn..wohaaaaaaaaaaa...even now..when I get up sometimes in the morning..I remember the first thing..is that I met Apu..& I get a flood of energy..to start my life & day with full zest..& I feel I am ready to conquer World...!!Its a very different kind of..satisfaction..& also..makes me want more..!!
And thats..why..the first thing I do..is pray for him..when I pray for my Family..and also teh last thing before I go to bed..!!
And today..I read the article posted by shruthi..about shilpa's interview..that Apu's greatest cherished dream..is to..direct a film...& so from today ..that will add on in my prayers..to pray God..to make his dream coem true..with a DHAMKA...!!I pray that his film..creates a new record..of being SUPER DUPER HIT....movie..ever..!!And I woudl be..so happy to assist him..as his ..spot girl../or lady when he is directing..awwwww.. ..isint it girls what say..!!!??..And Shilpa..awwwwww..she is one..luckiest person in thsi world..But I am suer she deserved..him..for being such a open & sweet hearted person that she is...I mean..she is very outspoken..yes..but she is never..disillusioned..she speaks what sh efeels is right without any fear.& I just love that..!!AND MAINLY..she is totally crazy about APu..which..I LOVEEEEE...!!Because I feel the same..& I also would have done the same..I mean....if I were a celebrity I would have mentioned in every interview that I gave...that Apurva is the cutest sweetest..handsomest person ever in this planet..& she is also doing exactly the same..!!
And who the hell is that stupid person who wants Apu to chaneg his style..I think that person needs to go to an..asylum...!!I mean..Apu looks..the hottest & priceless..even if he is just got out of deep sleep..with no cloths or in rags...!!So...who ever is that person..please go jump somewhere..!!..but dont you dare say anything my ..ooppps.. I mean..our Sweetest..Hotttttest Apurva...!!
And just now I was watching the repeat...of nachbaliye...they showed soem old performances..Apu & shilpas also..& How I wished that third season they do something like..HOTTT jodi's on TV..and Apu is paired with Mona or Surveen..and..wohaaaaa..that would just be awesome..naaaaa...I really hope so..but only problem..is that these star plus jodi's have some dumb fams who will unnecessarily..vote out good..jodi's..& sometimes I feel Star always sabbotages votes for the pairs which do not work in their channel...I mean people famous in rival channels..that is the only..worry..& tension for me...I want APu to be a Winner all the way..everywhere...Ganapati Bappa...sun rahe hain na..aap..!!!
Ok...this was a kind of post cum chat with all of you my sweetooos....over here..I was hectically busy..yesterday & today..at my work place...so was feeling restless..because..at least once in a day..agar mein Apu ke baarein mein kuch nahin likhti hoon na..toh mujhe control karna mushil hota hai..And my family gets worried with my crazy behaviour..he he.......so ..they also..nowadays..know that..my Apu is my only cure..!!
Apurva..this is for you......!!
"all day all night mujhe yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
haa yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
dil ki baat samajh le kar le dil ki hera pheri
mujhko yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
kyon mera dil tere pyar mein tanha rehta hain
beqaraari jaan-e-jaan har lamha sehta hain
aake kabhi na jaana... meri zindai mein aana
meri zindai mein aana ...aana ve
kitne armaan maan maan maan jaage tere vaaste ..Oh APurva...
all day all night mujhe yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
haa yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
dil ki baat samajh le kar le dil ki hera pheri
mujhko yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
ishq yeh tera mujhe pal pal tadpata hain
dekh kar tujhko hi mujhko chain aata hain
Tera nasha jo chhaya mujhko sukoon aaya
mujhko sukoon aaya... aaya ve
kitne armaan maan maan maan jaage tere vaaste sohniye
all day all night mujhe yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
haa yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
dil ki baat samajh le kar le dil ki hera pheri
mujhko yaad sataye teri
haai haai yaad sataye teri
PLEASE NOTE...!!!.Apu..& everybody....this is a song from a Devotee to her Lord..Dont ever mistake it for anything..lesser than that...!!๐ณ
Love-Hema