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A heart trobbing love''a unexpressed silent, hidden,passionate love''a love not to die bt remain ever n forever. ARNAV'S POV 21 AUGUST 2009 i was on my way to home from basket ball class.my eyes caught a beautiful sight of a girl with ocean deep eyes,innocent face clade in simple pink salwar.i was amazedd by the beauty.my heart trobbing like anything.a unknown strange feeling griped me. NEXT DAY...i was shocked to see her in the nxt campus of mine basket ball court.she is with some known faces try to get the dance step in the dance class.she was indeed a beautiful dancer.my heart was jumping in joy n DHAK DHAK DAHK DHAK. FEW DAYS LATTER...i ws in school corridor in front of notice board for weekly poster, suddenly someone soft bumped on me, i ws going to saught when i caught her from falling n*eyelock*the same girl in my hand.i wanted the world b stopped there for enternity.wait bt wat she doing here in a same school uniform as mine.finally i got that.she was the nw student ,one class junior of mine,a section opposit of my class.from then i used to see her secretly through the window.9 FEB 2009 it became my habbit to watch her for long time,observed her each n every beautiful changing expressions.it became hard for me to stay without looking at her. AFTER A LONG TIME..ONE DAY...my close freind lavanya help me to introduce with her.it ws a great n memorable day for me. We shooke hands.OH MY SHE IS SO SOFT.we used to talk rarely with passing time we became good freinds bt for me i ws deeply n madly in love with her.14 FEB 2009 all my freinds proposed their special one i too want to propose her, bt i scared wat she refused me, stopped talking to me,broke the freindship.bt i wanted to share my high rating heart beats with her,wanted to cover my sleeplessness nights by talking to her.BT I FAILED.ONE YEAR LATTER..i passed my HS xam..after that so many times i tried to express my feeling to her, want say that ''HOW MUCH I LUV HER,HW MUCH I LIKE HER, HW SHE BECAME MY HEART BEAT , BREATH,MY RESION OF LIVING,WANT TO SAY THAT HW MUCH I CARE FOR HER MISS HER WANTED TO SAY I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT HER''bt i failed every time. 29SEPTEMBER2010..i went to abroad for higher studies.we keep in touch with emails n phone cls.12FEB 2012..AFTER TO LONG YRS.2 days bfore valantines day i returned to India bcz i didnt wanted to loose her again.this time i was determined to get my breath with me.14 feb 2012..i cled her in the same place i saw her, i prepared whole night, change my dress tenth time,change my hair style eventh time,spread whole bottle of perfume n bathed again.atlast i was there 2 hrs before with bunch of red rosess n her favrite golgappas this time i wanted to say thatI LOVE HER LIKE ANYTHING N EVERYTHING..LOVE,IF I M DA WORD..LOVE,SHE IS THE MEANING.4 HR PASSED...6 HR PASSED..8 HR PASSED BTshe didnt came iws heart broken tryid to cl her bt her phone got busy evry time i felt dejected.i turned to go home SuDDenly..my phone rang.a strange voice asked fr me.he ws her father...he asked me to came hospital i scared like hell.i reached there in no time..she ws there in emergency room.A BUS HIT HER..SHE WAS TAKING HER LAST BREATHS MY BREATHS...iwas stuned like statue.she ws asking for me.i entered n sat beside her..she hold my hands n kissed .uncontroable tears made its from my eyes i tighted the grip.she smiled at me tried to speak smthing bt failed i wishperedDNT LEAVE ME PLZ.bt i ws late SHE LEFT ME.SHE DIED..I BECAME ORPHANE AGAIN I LOST MY WORLD suddenly i saw a red rose n letter in her other hand...i opened the letter WET IN HER OWN BLOODn shocked as hell.she wrote''ARNAV,,I CULD NT STOP MYSELF TO WRITE THAT I LOVE U JUST U ,U R MY EVERYTHING I LOVE U SO MUCH,I TRIED A ALOT BT FAILED N SCARED THAT I MIGHT LOST MY FREINDSHIP WITH U BT THIS TIME I DNT WAST TO LOOSE U . U R MY LIFE ARNAV I LOVED U LOVE U N ALWAY LOVE U LIKE MAD ...UR KHUSHI''...KHUSHI her name escaped from my mouth...tears didnt want to stop ...i loose her for forver i lost my reason of life i lost her..i lost her...
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