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HUM MAR JAYENGE
CHAPTER - 9 ~ BIN TERE KYA HAI JEENA
recap - tring tring , someone's phone rang , but who's , it was surely not of rey's phone ringtone , he comes in looks around that from where d phone is ringing
.. there on d bed he found it ,
he go n see that its swayam 's phone , but a smile come on rey 's face seeing taani"s name flashing on d phone , (ya taani was calling swayam 2 confirm that swayam has not told anything 2 rey , and also 2 know how is rey , he is ok na ,as she was missing rey a lot , so he called swayam 2 know whether he is ok or not )
rey immediately picks up d phone but he was quiet , as he know that if he speak then taani might cut d phone , and no words were coming 2 his mouth , he was overwhelmed 2 see taani's call and badly wanted 2 listen her magical n soothing voice
taani (thinking that it's swayam on d other side )- bhai , aapne rey ko meri cancer ki bimaari ke baarein main to nahi bataya na ??? vo aaye the kya jodhpur ???? kaise hai rey ab ??????? kya ... abb bhi vo mujhe yaad karte hai bhaiii ?????? aur aap abhi tak ro to nahi re naa meri pyaare cutu sweetu bhai ????????
rey was in utter shock listening d word CANCER from taani's mouth , he felt as if someone just snatch away d left little happiness (of taani's well being where ever she is) , from rey ... he felt his world , his heart , his soul breaking completely and d phone fell from his hands...while taani was speaking n confused getting no response - bhai .. bhaiii .. u there na ... what happen , ??????? why r u not speaking something??????
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now - ( my little poetry cum shayari's in red color 😛😛😛)
[ shayad dil ke rishte aise he hote hain ,
ek dil dusre dil ki tadap aur uska dard mehsoos kar he leta hai
ek dil dusre dil ki baat jaan he leta hai , ,
chahe lakh chupaye hum apna dard apne sanam se ,
par dil ka zakham , aur uska dard , apne sanam ke dil se chupaye nahi chupta,
jaaneman hai vo to jo jaan he leta hai
apne pyaar ke dil ki baat pehchaan he leta hai ,
aur kisi ek ka dard sirf uss ek ko nahi balki dono ko hota hai ,
pyaar ki dor se bandhe dil kabhi na juda hote hain ,
kabhi na alag hote hain ,
vo to do dil ek jaan jaise hamesha jude hote hain
unka sacha pyaar to ek dusre ki saanso main ghula hota hai ,
har dhadkan pe naam ek duje ka likha hota hai ,
har ek pal main khwaish apne pyaar ki hoti hai ,
uss sache pyaar ki khushiyan to apni zindagi se bhi zyada pyaari hoti hain ,
ek aansoo apne pyaar ka, hamare liye sau dard jaisa hota hai ,
pyaar ki deewangi pe zor koi nahi chalta hai , iska junoon to ruke nahi rukta hai
pyaar ka ehsaas to aisa ehsaas hai jo sirf do dilon ko he nahi balki unki zindagiyon ko aur unki roohon ko bhi ek atoot pyaar ki dor se bandhta hai
pyaar to hawaon ko bhi apna rukh modne pe majboor kar deta hai ,
pyaar to rab ji ki muskaan main muskata hai ,
aur sache pyaar ke aansoo to rab ji ki aankho se bhi behte hain ,
pyaar jo hawaon sang behta hai ,
har dhadkan sang gungunata hai ,...
~ PYAAR TO KASHISH HAI LAMHO KI ,
PYAAR TO DARD HAI JUDAAI KA ,
PYAAR TO ISHQ HAI DILON KA , UNKI TANHAI KA , AUR USKI EK DUJE MAIN BASI JAAN KA ...
PYAAR TO AASHIQUI HAI ,
PYAAR HE TO SACHI MOHABBAT KI DEEWANGI HAI , !!!!!!!!!! ]
rey was hurt , no broken , he felt like its a nightmare , or d god is playing a very bad joke with him 😭
rey kept his hands on his mouth 2 control his sobs , he was hell shocked , totally broken ,
he fell down on his knees ,in utter shock, while his eyes were shedding d rain of tears uncontrollably😭 and the worst thunder of cancer that too 2 his beloved strike him n pierced his heart as well soul , his tears were reflecting d deep pain n fear of his heart which was crying continuously , not wanting 2 accept this cruel truth ,
he was shivering due 2 pain n fear
on d other side , taani on d phone was speaking continuously - hello ... hello ... hello .. bhai u there ????? what happen ?????? why r u not speaking anything ?????????
[she thought that there might be a network problem and so she cut d call not getting any response but dont know why she was feeling weird , n having bad vibes ]
REY WAS SITTING ON HIS KNEES NOT WANTING 2 ACCEPT THIS HARSH TRUTH ,😭😭 he took support of d bed beside him , and kept his head on it while tears of extreme pain were not stopping from his eyes , 😭😭
all d taarey memories were flashing in front of him , but in memories too , she was going away from him ,
yaadein yaad aayi ,
har pal har ghadi , apne pyaar ki yaad satayi
zindagi ne kaisa khel ye khela ,
maangi thi humne khushiyan ,
par gham he hisse aaye 😭😭
he got up gathering all his strength and went n took taani's photo , kept on d shelf of bed ,
and he kept it close 2 his heart tightly , in a wish 2 save her from every bad thing ,he want 2 protect taani from everything which can hurt her .😭 he remembered that mitwa scene n more piya scene , how easily taani healed all his wounds , but why cant he not heal any of her pain and free her from this worst disease , 😭😭 he felt so helpless 😭😭 he remembered his dream in which taani was going away from him , but now he felt that nightmare was coming true , taani was actually going away from him in reality 😭😭
rey (2 himself while crying n weeping badly ) - kahin meri taani ko kuch ho gaya to , main kya karunga , kaise jeeyunga apni taani ke bina , nahi nahi aisa kuch nahi hoga , god cant be so cruel ,
meri taani thik ho jayegi , infact usse thik hona hoga mere liye , apne rey ke liye 😭😭 , kaash uska har dard main apne hisse main likhva sakta , kaash apne hisse ki saari khushiyan usse de sakta, but taani i loved u , and love u and i promise 2 love u always forever n ever , and chaahe tum mujhe apne aapse duur kar do par main iss mushkil phase main kabhi akela nahi chodunga ... kabhi bhi nahi , tum chahogi to bhi nahi .
har dard se tujhe bacha lun ,
aagosh main apne chupa lun ,
zindagi tujhe bana lun ,
dil main apne basa lun ,
tere pyaar main main is qadar mit jaun
ki meri chavi bhi tu ban jaaye ,
aur mujhmain bhi tu he mil jaaye 😳 !!!
~ PYAAR TO KASHISH HAI LAMHO KI ,
PYAAR TO DARD HAI JUDAAI KA ,
PYAAR TO ISHQ HAI DILON KA , UNKI TANHAI KA , AUR USKI EK DUJE MAIN BASI JAAN KA ...
PYAAR TO AASHIQUI HAI ,
PYAAR HE TO SACHI MOHABBAT KI DEEWANGI HAI , !!!!!!!!!! ]
PLZ OPEN D FOLLOWING SONG LINK IN OTHER TAB
he start humming a song which was one of d favorites songs of taani , uske dil ke dard he uske awaz sang beh raha tha 😭😭,
jab ehsaas hua tujhe khone ka ,😭😭
tab dil ne dard ka matlab jaana ,
dard hua ,
tadpa dil ,
bekaraar hua main itna
ki kahin apne pyaar , apni mohabbat , apni zindagi ko kho na dun main ,
kaash vo khuda meri zindagi , mere pal tere naam kar deta , aur mujhe tere hisse ke gham de deta 😭😭
while looking towards taani's photo and every taarey photo with a blurred vision through his tears ,, tears were continuously flowing through his cheeks , uncontrollably ,
(song's lyrics in pink color )
Ummm Hummm Humm Ummm -2
( rey sung while touching taani's photo full of hurt n painful heart and shivering hands ,)
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena
Bin Tere Tya Hai Jeena
Meri Dil Ki Rani Tum
Meri Kushiyon Ka Mausam
Mere Kwaabon Ke Tabeer
Mere Sapno Ki Tasveeer
Bin Tere Kaisi Yaaar
Woh Jeet Ho Ya Haar
~ flashback ~
taani was running on d terrace and rey trying 2 catch her , but she escape laughing everytime , but finally rey caught her and start tickling and hold her from her bare back , and both were flowing in d magic of love and enjoying every moment with her ,
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a smile automatically appear on rey's face through his tears remembering taani's cute antics n smile
taani was d only season of love and happiness 4 rey , rey's all dreams n wishes r taani n only taani ,
har sapna rey ka taani sang saja tha , har khushi uski taani sang he to jhilmilati thi , taani he to rey ke dil ki raani thi aur uski zindagi ka naam bhi to taani he thi ,
Tere Sang Hai Sab Kuch..
Tu Naa Ho To Bekaar...
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena..
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena..
(taani;'s life was meaningless without rey and rey's life has d only identity of taani n her love , without taani rey cant live , without taani reys life is meaningless)
Suni Khali Raatein
Roothie Feeki Baatein
Har Ahat Per Chowkun
Tujhko Har Suu Dekhon
Tujhko Har Dum Sochon
Tujhko Har Pal Chaahon
Tere Bin To Jeevan Mera Hai Intezaaar.
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena
(rey went towards taarey photoes holding taani's photo continuously , missing her every moment , every second , )
rey slowly caress taani's face in that photo and then move forward and kissed her photo , wishing that time would get reverse and he could live all those most beautiful taarey moments once again , 😭
rey heart wished that if he could have magic then he would heal taani's every pain n tears; and making her his only always forever n ever ,
rey left all alone without taani , all days turned into dark nights without his love , nothing seems good without taani , his only lady love , his life as well as soul .
heart as well as heartbeat ,
how he tried 2 felt her through her photoes n only beautiful yet painful memories , , how he dream of only about taani , how he wished 4 her well being every moment ,
he could wait just 4 taani his whole life ,
he cant live without her , she has become d reason of rey's breathe
Ummm Hummm Hummm Ummm -2
Tere Saath Jeeeye Jo Pal
Kuch Unse Nahi Badh Kar
Tere Khatir Saaans Na Loo
Tere Khaatir Jeeta Hoon
Marne Ki Tammna Bhi
Tere Saaath Main Rakhta Hoon
Tu Hai Jeene Ke Wajhe
Kar Mera Aitbaar.
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeenaa
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeeenaaa
Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeenaa
flashback
both has come 2 garden
taani - rey aap mujhe kabhi bhoolenge to nahi na ,
rey -taani tum meri jaan ho , meri jeene ki vajah ho , meri saanso main ghuli hai tumhari khushb oo aur mere dil main milege tumhari pehchaan , tum to mere pyaar ka mirror ho , meri angel; of love ho so how can i forget u , i can never ever forget u , i live 4 u n only u , u r my blessing , my gift of god .my love my everything ,
i always pray that i spend my whole life with u and for u only and whenever i die ( she kept her hand on rey's mouth but rey took her palm, and kiss it lovingly ) and continue - i wish that whenever i die , it would be ur arms who give me shadow , d last time , and i wish that all ur pain n sorrow come in my share
taani (with tears in her eyes ) - nahi rey , bilkul bhi nahi , mere hote hue , koi dukh , koi takleef aapko chu bhi nahi sakti , krishna ji karein meri umar bhi aapko lag jaaye (she hug him )aur please rey aap mujhe itna bhi pyaar mat kijiye ki agar kabhi mujhe aapse duur bhi jaana pade to main ussi waqt dum tod dun
rey hug her back as tightly as he could - hey sweetheart , aisa kabhi nahi hoga , and trust me i will protect u from every kind of pain n sorrow throught my life , i will not let anything bad happen 2 u and we r made 4 each other , our hearts beat 4 each other , and our life live 4 each other ,
humara saath to hamara sacha pyaar hamesha banaye rakhega , and i promise that WE WILL LIVE TOGETHER AND WILL DIE ALSO TOGETHER , i love u sweetheart n will love u forever n ever
taani - i love u too rey
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he again fell down on his knees in front of taarey photoes
he shouted so that his voice reach 2 krishna ji's heart looking up through his eyes filled with tears , and seeing d blurred vision due 2 tears n piercing pain , the pain which has no ending ,
- KRISHNA JI AAP AISA KAISE KAR SAKTE HO ??????????? MERI TAANI ,JO KI AAPKO ITNA WORSHIP KARTI HAI , JO KI ITNI PURE , INNOCENT ... AUR ITNI ACCHHI HAI KI KABHI KISI KO KOI TAKLEEF NAHI DE SAKTI , USKO HE AAPNE ITNI BADI BIMAARI DE DI , CANCER ... HOW CAN U DO THIS 2 MY ANGEL TAANI , AGAR AAPKO YE BIMAARI DENI HE THI TO MUJHE DE DETE , MERI TAANI KO KYUN DI ?????????????????????????????? KYYUN ?????????????
MAINE TO AAPSE USKE SHARE KE SAARE PAINS MERKO DENE KO KAHA THA NA TO PHIR AAPNE USSE ITNI BADI BIMAARI KAISE DE DI ???????? KYUN ?????
YE KAISE JUSTICE HAI AAPKI ???????????? TAANIII , I WILL NOT LET ANYONE TAKE U AWAY FROM ME , I WILL MAKE U WELL SOON , I WILL MAKE U MINE FOREVER N EVER
( he start sobbing badly but swayam heard his yelling n so confused and came upstairs 2 see what happen )
😲swayam came n shocked 2 see crying real badly , , he come and sat beside rey
swayam - rey ???????? what happen ? why r u crying like this ?? hua kya hai mere yaar ????
rey look at him with teary eyes ,
rey - ye tu mujhse pooch raha hai ?????????? tujhe to pata tha na ... ki... kii taani ko (and hug swayam not being able 2 say cancer )
and swayam understood , but how did rey got 2 know about taani's cancer
swayam - but rey tujhe kaise pata chala ??????????
rey broke d hug n say while crying - vo abhi taani ka phone aaya tha tere phone pe jo tu iss room main bhool gaya tha , aur vo ... tujhe samjhkar pooch rahi thi ki main kaisa hun , uska rey kaisa hai aur kahin tune mujhe uski cancer ... ki bimaari ke baare main to nahi bataya ????????
par tum dono aisa kaise kar sakte ho , tumne mujhse itni badi baat chupayi ,
swayam - aisa nahi hai rey , maine tujhe yahan yahi batane ke liye bataya tha , par tere aane se pehle taani ka call aaya aur usne mujhse promise liya ki main tujhe kuch na bataun
rey (with d rain of tears of love as well as pain flowing through his eyes ) - taani har kisiko rok sakti hai , par vo hamare pyaar ki taqat ko kaise rok sakti hai , vo ye kaise bhool gayi ki agar meri taani ko dard ho to hamara sacha pyaar uska ehsaas mujhe kara he deta hai , after all dil ka rishta hai hamara , sache pyaar se juda hue hain hamare dil , (and he starts crying ) par main usse pain main nahi dekh sakta swayam , main apni taani ko itni badi bimaari se suffer karte hue nahi dekh sakta ,
(and he again hug swayam not being able 2 control himself )
rey (crying a lot ) - meri taani ko kuch nahi ho sakta , usse thik hona hoga , mere liye apne rey ke liye thik hon a hoga ,
swayam hug him back while tears made way from his eyes too - rey hum usse kuch hone bhi nahi denge , tu apne aap ko sambhal ,is waqt taani ko hamari bahut zaroorat hai , agar hum weak ho gaye to uska support kaun banega , aur hamare hote hue taani ko kuch nahi hoga , vo thik ho jaayegi , uske krishna ji hain uske saath , aur ab hum sab bhi hain na uske saath to usse kuch nahi hone denge
rey broke d hug and wipes his tears - haan tu sahi keh raha hai swayam par ( in a very pleading manner ) - mujhe abhi taani ke paas jaana hai , mujhe abhi meri jaan se milna hai , aur poochna hai ki vo mujhpe itna bhi trust nahi karti jo usne mujhe apne is painful phase main apne aap se duur kar diya , please tu mujhe taani ke paas leke chal please , main ek pal bhi usse duur nahi reh sakta ,
swayam - haan aaj raat ki flight hai ,
rey - flight ??????
swayam - haan kyunki taani america main hai , tauji aur apni ma ke saath cancer treatment ke liye
rey - kya
swayam - haan , par please tu abhi usse phone pe baat mat kariyo , vo kahin pareshan na hojaaye , we cant afford 2 give any tensions 2 her right now , hamein vahin jaayenge aaj raat ko , aur tab vahan pahunchkar he tu usse baat kar liyo , i m sure ki tera vahan hona usse bahut relief dega , chaahe vo kahe ya na kahe par main jaanta hun ki vo tujhse kitna zyada pyaar karti hai , aur tere bina kitni tanha hai , \
par rey please uske samne tujhe weak nahi hona , we have 2 become her strength not weakness , agar vo hamein rota hue dekhegi to vo toot jaayegi rey , vo toot jayegi ,
rey - nahi swayam main weak nahi padoonga , apni taani ke liye , aur hamara pyaar jitega , har gamon ko harakar jeetega , zindagi ki iss imtehaan aur har imtehaan main bhi jeetaga , tu bas jaane ki taiyari kar jaldi se jaldi ,
swayam - haan , main jaata hun , teri ticket bhi book karwata hoon , par tu pls vahan pahunchne tak apne aap ko sambhal liyo but 2 min mujhe tujhe kuch dena hai teri amanat
he go 2 d drawer n take out that taarey diary and give 2 rey , while rey was confuse ,
swayam - rey tu ye diary padh tujhe sab kuch apne aap samjh aajayega ,
(he goes from there giving rey that diary )
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