Swayam: Main apne aap se jhoot bolke thak gaya hun, hum aise behave karne lage hai jaise hum BEST FRIENDS hai, sach toh ye hai ki I MISS YOU so bad Sharon, right now mera bas chale tho mai tumhe inn sab se door le chalu jaha sirf tum aur main honge. I want you by my side so bad Sharon I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ki it hurts IT HURTS Sharon..
Sharon: I wish main bhi tumhare saath hosakthi hun.I know ki tumhari life iss waqt bhohut demanding hai, tum aur tumhare dad, taani, rey i so wishki tumhare life ka woh comfort zone ban pau jiski tumhe jaroraat hei.Tum upset hote toh mai upset hojaathi hun. Tum muskarathe ho tho mai haasthi hun ye saari feelings pehli baar face kar rahi hun.. i guess isse hi kehthe hei PYAAR. ISHQ
And THIS particular SwaRon scene remains one of my favourite scenes of all times. This was THE scene wherein for the FIRST time Sharon had admitted that, yes she does love him. Although the scenes that followed in the next few episodes didn't highlight this revelation, but for me, it was then when the path for confession has set its mark.
Just one glimpse at her, and he forgets every single damn thing in the world.
No words required, its just the heart that does the talking. Justifying the phrase- My happiness lies in you. This is what is Swayam made of, he doesn't HAVE to approach her, its his heart and conscience that draws him to her. SHE makes HIM happy and no other thing in the world can do that.
No matter how many times, I watch this scene, it always manages to give a tug at my heart. Marvellous dialogue writing accompanied with Shantanu and Vrushika's effortless acting, expressions and voice modulation.
Shantanu continues to prove how well he has evolved as an actor with his bang-on voice modulation and those heart-piercing expressions through his eyes And this is where I fell in love with Vrushika all over again, the first being her Yaadein performance. There was vulnerability in her eyes, expressions and voice, that makes you proud and contented upon seeing the incomplete shade of Sharon being so brilliantly portrayed by her. I HAD always wanted to see Sharon softening up without any hesitation, accepting, believing and above all acknowledging all the feelings she feels for him. And to see that happening is front of you is like HALLELUJAH moment.
This where it all started and I truly miss this phase of SwaRon. I miss that Swayam who made no effort to hold himself back. Because the more he tries to be away from her, the more he gets drawn to her. This is how Swayam is, he will try to push himself but at the back of the mind we could always see him thinking about her and about themselves. Because he believed that no matter we are meant to be together. And knowing him from past three years to see him now, so apart and indifferent towards her, is what hurts me the most.
This is NOT the Swayam I know, his character is been neglected highly, even though his other shades are shown, the main characteristics of him is not shown from past 2 weeks. I'm disappointed with the way Swayam is treated, this is ruining SwaRon and D3 for me.
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