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So, dikra once again takes a kasam to stay away from Kumud
Something he does time and again
Each time, its his unresolved feelings with his mothers suicide that surface and he panics.
The trauma of seeing his mother walk to her death while he stood there and watched her,
is something that will always haunt him
It has also left him feeling that anyone he loves will come to harm
An indifferent father, a cruel stepmother
Did nothing to reassure him
Twists of fate have often give him reasons to cling to this belief
So much so that this fear itself has become self fulfilling
Now with this accident
He was again faced with the same fear
He was desperate
And he made that promise
And Kumud survived
Had she come to a moment sooner
Or had he just kept a little more faith in himself
This kasam would not have been taken
I don't think cvs are propagating superstition
I think they are showing his insecurities and fears
Damaging the relationship once again
He needs to believe in himself and their love
A little more.
Faced with death, he becomes a little child all over again
Afraid and lost and prone to actions and decisions that are hasty and rash.
Time and again, he has pushed her away
But in each case the reason has been the same
His insecurity. His feeling that he does not deserve to be loved.
That he is a man cursed to cause pain and suffering in those he loves.
Last night was repeat of the same.
Mr And Mrs Parshuram
