I have a sensible grey ruqs in my mind, different from what where the cvs will take that girl . As in they will maker her self destruct .
The ruqs in my mind already knows that power is not everything . But she is also proud so she hangs on to that as salvation because she knows jalal doesn't love her . It's her defense mechanism, I think if he loved her the way she loves him she would not be that power hungry . Now power is all she has.
Also just like jalal she didn't grow up in a loving atmosphere either . She grew up surrounded by turmoil and people lusting for power. I think if she grew up in a loving family she would be different . So for whatever reason jalal won't get what he wAntz from her because she never got that either . And now she is too far gone . Like you said realization will come too late because there is no one to guide her either .
Damn it, I always end up writing up about her . No more