It's been five years, five years since she left tht place which give her nothing but heartbreak betrayed, hurt... How can she go back there again...she have moved on in life... While tht's what She have been telling herself for past five year but the wound was still so fresh, it still hurts...people she trusted and loved the most in her life hurt her,... But wht was her fault? Is it tht she loved all of thm too much?... She was broken beyond repair... She have no emotion except for hurt and betrayed... It's kills her every single day..Every night she cries to sleep...it's been her routine for past five years...now the same place BHOPAL is calling her... But She couldn't bring herself to say no to REY... He have been there for her throughout life...so how can she not be there in his wedding?...he have been her best buddy ever since she remember...
"Mama." A small voice brought her back to earth. She realized she was too engross on her thought she forget to wake her little princess. She quickly wipe her tears, not wanting her princess to see her like that.
"So my nana is finally awake." Zoya murmured scooping her little angel into her arm, placing a soft kiss in her forehead. "We need to get ready, don't we? we have a plane to catch." She ask, putting the string of hair behind her ear.
Nana nodded. "Mama, is daddy coming with us too?" She asked, hoping the answer would b yes, but much to her disappointment zoya shook her head in NO.
"Why?" Asked nana as she was disappointed. "Because he is busy. You know he can't just leave his work like that when his Clients are here." Comes the straight reply. "but." zoya knee down " but mama promise u she is gonna b with u all d time, m not gonna let be b bored, plus Rey uncle is there too." Zoya tried her best to light up her mood. Nana smile at her, bobbing her head.
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Next day, they landed in Bhopal and the whole memories come flashing in front of her, but she know she can't break down, she had to compose herself even if its not for her but for her daughter. A week passed, she haven't seen any of them neither heard anything about them. That's what she wanted but she still wish to get a glimpse of him once before she return.
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Later, that evening, Zoya decided to go to shopping with Rey and Nana. Nana was enjoying herself running around d mall. Zoya just observed her daughter. She could not thank Allah enough for the precious gift that she got. Nana was the only reason she had managed to move on. Zoya turned around to go checkout holster, when she bumped into someone. But before she could apologize to her, she heard someone whispering her name. She looked up immediately and she was hell shocked to find Dilshad standing infront of her. "Phuuu"... She suddenly stop at midway when realization drown upon her. Even her phupi abandoned her when she needed her the most. Zoya took a deep breath before she could speak, she know it's gonna hurt her but she have to do it.
"Hello Mrs.khan, how have you been?". Dilshad was taken back by her rudeness. But before she could answer. Zoya again spoke "actually I have to leave! i m getting late, but it was really nice seeing you again." With that zoya left Dilshad who was having a hard time controlling her tears. She knows exactly why zoya was rude to her. She wasn't there when she needed someone the most, she wasn't there when she needed a mother to console her, zoya had always consider her as her own mother, love her like her own mother, but she did not even had d courage to stand up for her not only that she wronged her as well. She have been living in a guilt for past 5 year not only her but everyone. She felt even worse today.
Zoya ran towards the bathroom, wiping her tears, when she crashed into someone again. "Allah Miyan what's wrong with me today?, I am sorry" she murmured as she walk forward Without glancing at d person she bumped into. "Zoya", zoya stood rooted at d spot when she heard someone called her name. She very well know who that someone one was, it was non other than ASAD AHMAD KHAN, who once used to mean the world to her, zoya bit her lips, squeeze her eyes shut, trying to stop the tears from flowing again. She knew somehow, she have to face him, but she wasn't ready, especially not today when she is already emotionally drained. Zoya decided that she will confront him some other time but right now she need to get out of there before she breakdown in front of him.
"Zoya please forgi..." Before he could finish his sentence, he saw her running away. "Zoya please wait, ZOYA, ZOYA please listen to me once." He followed her until she disappear.
Asad fell down on his knees as he realized he lost her again. he was staring at nothing when something caught his eyes, it was... it was a bracelet, the same bracelet which he had gifted her 5 years ago. he extend his hand to grab the bracelet and stare at it when his mind went back on time.
precap: Flashback
😆😆😆i know it's totally bakwaas😆... I hate writing but i just wanted to write my random thoughts so i don't know if i should continue or not
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