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I plan to go for Vipassana'
DC | Natasha Coutinho | 14th Oct 2013Ratan Rajput exited the Big Boss house after spending a month there. The actress says that she has smartened up a bit after her experience on the show but she now finds it difficult to trust people. Ratan reveals, "It feels great to be out of the house.
I plan to meet my sister and it will be nice to receive a genuine hug after so long. But I am afraid I may start doubting her too. I have started doubting everyone after being in the house. If I had met such people outside I would have cut them off from my life immediately but here I was forced to live with them."
The actress admits that she realised early in the game that she was a misfit on the show. She says, "I always knew I was not someone who could last for long. I was not a part of any group, I wasn't having an affair with any housemate and neither was I gossiping. In the beginning I would feel hurt that noone made an effort to get along with me but later I accepted the situation."
Ratan spent most of her stay in the jehannum part of the house. The actress says, "My major problem was the bathroom as that had no lock; I was scared someone would unknowingly open it. Sleeping on the floor wasn't a problem as I felt I was in an ashram. The food was less but I was embarrassed to ask for more," says Ratan.
Speaking about the housemates, the actress says that she got along with most but couldn't understand Pratyusha's behaviour. She says, "I feel Elli Avram and Hazel Keech were genuine. I have worked with Apoorva Agnihotri and I know he is simple. I feel Shilpa Saklani will go far in the game. Gauhar is also playing well. Kamya Punjabi is very dependant on Armaan Kohli for support and cant last in the game on her own. Andy is a gossip monger but towards the end I accepted him the way he is.
Speaking about her immediate plans she says, "The first thing I need to do is go for Vipassana at Igatpuri and meditate to get my mental peace back after witnessing all the bitching in the house. "