Hey guys, today's lyrics were a repeat. But nontheless, here they are if anyone is interested.
Today's Lyrics:
Wohe paas rekhe bhi hai door… mujhse hai ye kaisa beganapan,
Usko manae ki har koshishyein… kiye meine saare jatan.
In ansoonon se mitayoonga har zakham usko jo meine diye,
Palkon pe rakhoonga usko bitah ke… sitam hai ab talak kiye.
Mere sitam… maaf karo,
Ek baar phir, milke jiyo…
Beh pahna pyar hai…
Aja…
Tera intezaar hai…
Aja…
Translation:
Despite being close, she is afar… what kind of indifference is this,
Tried I have, in every way to please her… Attempted I have, all the possibilities.
With these tears I shall wash away all the wounds I have inflicted upon her,
I will keep her foremost with utmost care… Since now, all I have given her are sorrows.
My given sorrows… please forgive them,
Just once again, live as one…
An endless stream of love flows…
Come…
These eyes await only you…
Come…
Implication:
Today's lyrics seemed to reflect a sense helplessness and ill fortune in regards to our couple. Jai is still very much bound to his guilt and thus he is hesitant to call upon her, whereas Bani is stranded at some crossroad in life where either side is dimmed in fog. Despite being so close, they are distanced...
Referring to yesterday's lyrics, we certaintly have the notion that yes, that possibility of union vividly exists, but I also mentioned there was an uncertainty. Bani is still wondering how despite all, she has these feelings for Jai which she has no control over. She is in a constant fight between her truth and reality itself. Her instincts tell her that she does love him... "Apne hi haathon se, apne zakham par marham lagana bahut mushikl hota hai" (Bani). That seems to indicate that she is offering him her support, even if it is indirectly as when he winces in pain, she feels it too. "Koi bhi zakham pehle gehra nahin hota, lekin bante bante woh nasoor ban jata hai" (Bani). With that, we could take that she is also trying to attempt to prevent the wound from reaching its potential? Question mark, because that is an open question. You could look at it from either way. But either way, her concern for him is evident. When she talks about selfishness as a person, I got the hint that she was referring to herself somewhere in that as well.
"Bani sach poocho toh abh mujhe kisi dar ka ehsaas hi nahin hota... Maine toh apni saari zindagi kho di... Isse bara dard aur kya ho sakta hai?... Dard ke saath jeene ki addat par gayi hai mujhe." Guys, my heart cried at these lines... My Ladoo...😭 Sorry... But these lines just reflect the depth at which this man has suffered the concequences of a crime he never committed. All he has ever committed, is his heart and soul to Bani. He is writhering in continual guilt and still fighting for a chance. Despite his greatest intentions, he has been unable to get much closer to her (except y'day's epi), yet he nurtures the hope, an attempt to cling to life.
Hope I made sense...
Cheers,
dc