hey guys
i actually actually wanted to post this topic before itself par nahi kia tha but today i couldn't resist myself...
i had to post it today itself very badly...
specially after seeing today kriyaansh scenes and piyu di's vm's...
par it is not completely going to b the way I thought it would b kyunki thought process mein lot of differences aa gaye hain
so den i noe aap ko thodi boring lage par sorry
jutte chappals allowed,... Agar aap logon ko ye topic boring lagey...😆😆😆
and guys agar end tak padha toh kisi aur ko beech mein laane ke liye I m sorry...
but I always thought about this concept...
Bhula Dena Mujhe
a girl was sitting in her room and was looking at her diary!!!and reading the letter she had specially written for him
only and only for him...,.
letter
kya din the wo...i wish ye din kabhi nahi guzarte toh Mein aap logon ke saath hi rehti!!!
aisa kyun hota hai Ki jinhe hum dil se chahte hain,who make the world for us,jiski sirf ek smile humare din ko spcl bana de,jinki sirf ek jhalak dekhne ko him tars jaaye wo humein nahi milte...
kismat wale hote hain wo log jinhe wo insaan mil jaata hai...,. But kismat destiny I guess it was never perfect for me...never...
pehle khudh aapse milaya aur dheere dheere alag bhi kar Dia...
sahi kaha hai... Kismat logon ke saath ajeeb khel khelti hai...jaise usne mere saath khela hai...,,,
par ye khel bahut hi ajeeb tha...
pehle aapse milaya.,phir humari takraar huyi,phir naadani,phir dosti aur aakhir mein pyaar aur in dab mein sirf ek hi cheez common thi wo tha dance!!!! Dance ne mujhe dosti di aur dance ne mujhe pyaar aur phir ussi dance ne mujhe in sab se dur kar Dia...
sabse,,,,,.,aapse...apne doston se aur khudh se!!!
kash aisa na hota...lekin kismat ko khel khelne ka shaukh hai aur kismat ne khela khel...
kyun??? Kyun kia kismat ne aisa...
lekin log khete hain ki jo bhi hota hai acche ke liye hota hai...aur ye hi hua...aapko aapka saccha pyaar mil gaya!!!
I m sooo happy for you!!! I now aap ke liye move on karna itna easy nahi hua hoga but I m happy ki aap ko ek aisi ladki mili jo aapko kabhi chodkar nahi jaayegi and agar gayi bhi toh she wl come back!!!
ab aap ye soch rahe honge ki wat abt me kya meinne bhi move on kar lia???
nahi I couldn't.,.,,...
it wasnt easy for me andwill never b kyunki jab bhi try karti hun fail ho jaati hun
saare ladkon mein mein(me) aapko dhundti hun...ab kya karoon aap ki aadat si ho gayi thi...i was addicted to u and I m stiilll addicted to u!!!!
but aap meri chinta mat karna...
I will b alright... Ab tak jaise hun waise hi rahungi I will manage myself and haan aap apna aur taa... ka khayal rakhna...
ab aap ye mat sochna ki meinne sudden se ye letter aap ko kyun likha...
reason ye hai ki mein jaa rahi hun
forever and ever...
sabse dur sirf mein aur mera dance
kyunki sirf dance hi hai jiski wajah se mein aapse connected reh sakti hun
ajeeb hai na jahan dance ne hi humein milaya wahin dance ne hi humein dur kia aur ab mein dance ko hi saath lekar jaa rahi hun...
isse pehle ki aap sochein ki dance ne humein,dur kaise kiya let me tell you meri mom ko mera dance karna pasandh nahi tha but phir bhi meinne kia and at the end mom ko pata chal gaya...she even came to noe abt us...and she wasnt ready for us and footloose ke din unhone condition rakha ki agar mein dance karen ke liye jaaun toh I will have to leave u forever... And result aapko malum hai...meinne dance ko choose kia for friends...
haan it is true ki dance ne mujhe friends se dur kara lekin us din mere friends ko meri zarurat thi..,.. Isiliye I left u lekin
now lastly I would say I really loved u Rey I srsly loved u...meinne jo bhi kara DAT was for a reason but ab aap apne aapko guilty mat samjhna...
coz aapne kuch nahi kia jo bhi kia meinne kia...
so be happy and mujhe dhundne ki koshish mat karna...and mere bestie ko bolna to take care of himself and sharon and sharon ka khayal rakhe...aur apna bhi...
and take care of urself and taa...
be happy!!!!
and haan ab is letter ko padkar meinne aapko meri yaad dila di so I will say...
bhula dena mujhe...
hai alvidaa tujhe...
tujhe jeena hai mere bina!!!
tujhe jeena hai mere bina!!!
and all i want to say u and me were never meant to be...,,
take care!!!!
urs and only urs
Baatcutter ,, miss Dehradun ,, Ramaira
index...
kria's feekings--above
note--page 4
rey's feelings--page 4
Edited by arsha_simran - 12 years ago
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