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Originally posted by: -lakshmi-

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maan ko bike par bitake bhaga diya...

aur hum yahaan wait kar rahe hai...

kya hua...



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Originally posted by: neha512

NOTE:

guys firstly sorry for not updating yesterday... update was half typed and suddenly light chali gyi... so i9 coudlnt complete it nor could come online to inform you guys...

secondly am just back from office and am typing the rest of teh part... wil upadte in 2-3 hrs most probably

Originally posted by: neha512

NOTE:

guys firstly sorry for not updating yesterday... update was half typed and suddenly light chali gyi... so i9 coudlnt complete it nor could come online to inform you guys...

secondly am just back from office and am typing the rest of teh part... wil upadte in 2-3 hrs most probably

Part 61

Maan roamed around the nearby areas but didn't get any clue of her. Where could she go so fast he wondered and that's when his mind strike and gave hint of the only place she could go!! He moved to juhu beach which was five minutes distance from his house and moved back to the same spot where they had went last time after she got angry on sam.

And well his guess wasn't wrong as he saw her sitting beside the dark ocean. He heaved a sigh of relief as he parked his bike and went toward her sitting beside her. This part of beach was silent distancing them from that loud world. Only the loud crashing of ocean waves could be heard in that dark silence.

PLAY ME

He looked at her from the corner of his eyes and saw her sobbing badly, her face and nose red from the continuous crying. She immediately stiffened as she sensed him beside her and looked away from him in the opposite direction wiping off her tears, but soon a fresh layer of tears followed.

He himself was so angry at the moment and her condition at the moment just made the situation worse for him. And she ran away at this late all alone in a city like Mumbai, he didn't appreciate that anyway. "do you even think before doing anything" he said after a few minute of silence.

He wasn't harsh this time, but he was disappointed, as if he expected anything but not this reaction of hers. She didn't say anything and preferred to stay in silence. His raised hand on her would keep flashing in front of her eyes, making her scared of even opening her mouth now, what if he again'???

She knew he wont, but that shock was too much for her to know that the person she loved could raise his hand because of some other person.

"itni raat ko akele bahar aa gyi, wo bhi is halat me, agar tum nhi milti to kya haal hota mera, kabhi socha'. Agar kuch ho jata tumhe to kaise jeeta mai kabhi socha!!!"

(late night you ran away like that, that too in such condition, if I hadn't found you what would have happened to be' did you ever thought about it!!! If something would have happened to you how would have I lived, ever thought about it!!!)

She looked at him at once hearing his words, how can she melt just in two sentences of his. But no this time he just crossed that limit between them, not just by raising his hand on her, but by letting some third person affect their relation.

He sensed her silence and said, "there you were had so much to say and when here I am talking, you aren't replying" she just ignored his words as tears kept flowing down her eyes. He raised his hand to wipe off her tears but stopped in mid as he saw her moving back and that glimpse of fear in her eyes just reminded him again of his deed which totally went out of his head as he searched for her.

"I am sorry, I shouldn't have'." He said looking at her apologetically. "But I was just angry because of your behaviour toward sam warna I wouldn't have ever'" she just stood up at once hearing sam's name again. Again and again that woman would enter between their talks and she didn't approve that. Had she ever let any of her friends come in between, then why can't he do the same?

Seeing her stand up, he immediately held her hand to stop her from going away and with a strong pull; he made her sit back at her original place. She tried to control her emotions, but it was just way too much and seeing his this stubborn self was just making her impossible to control. She looked at him with tears as she finally said, "just because I said something to her, you think its appropriate to raise your hand on me. If I was at fault then wasn't she to interfere in our matters every time. And didn't I asked her to leave us, may be if you would have let her leave, all this wouldn't had happened. Not even once you think how would have I felt when you, my own husband, my best friend raised his hand on me in front of an outsider. But no you didn't even thought about it!!!! Sirf usko kuch bola itna yaad hai aapko!!! Kabhi kabhi I feel that I have no importance in front of her in your life!!!"

"geet you know it isn't like that' you mean everything for me" he said holding her shoulders as he heard her accusations. He actually how wrong he was to insult her in front of sam. And her own insecurities about her started surfacing in front of him with her words. Earlier he just thought she is uncomfortable with her presence but now he realized how deep her insecurities were.

"you are just saying these lines, you don't mean any word you said till today. Kya bola tha aapne, I trust you geet and I know you will be with me in my all ups and down. Ye trust tah aapka mujhper. You didn't even considered me close enough to tell your problems, you didn't even once gave me chance to prove myself to you' to maa' to this world. Today am realizing what she meant by saying that will I ever be able to stood in your problems beside you??? Shayad she was right, because she knew that i will fail in the real test of life. Aapne to mujhe itna apna bhi nhi samjha ki apna dard mujhse baat sake, apna sahara kya khak banne denge aap'."

(you didn't even considered me close enough to tell your pain to me, then how will I believe that you will let me be your support)

"geet I just didn't wanted to burden you with my problems bacha' you already ahe your 12^th this year, in the mid of studies, I don't want to disturb you with anything'"

"don't' don't call me bachha ever. I agree am younger to you, I agree I don't understand all these problems much, but I am not that much idiot to not understand anything. Shayad I wouldn't have been able to help you, but atleast I could have hold your hand and sat beside you hearing your issues and giving you that emotional and moral support which you always take from sam. Ye mat sochna ki I am comparing myself with her, I am showing haq on you and you yourself gave me this right, and now you cant take it back even if you wish.

And about you diverting me from your studies, agar aisa hi hai to don't expect me now to tell you my issues. Chahe kitna bhi bada problem ho I will handle myself. Shayad mera aapko apne problem batane se apke job ko effect karta hoga."

She was rude and harsh, but she was talking straight. This was the reality of their relation, they never had to think and consider before speaking when they are together. They were close and they spoke whatever they felt. She was shy and she was a mystery still for everyone, let it be her friends, her relatives, every other person knew that much about her as much she wanted'. But she never hid herself from him. And even if she ever tried, she wouldn't succeed. He could read her lies without any specs.

"aisa kyu bolti ho tum, I just didn't wanted to tense you with all this mishap. Ye sab to chalta rehta hai business me" he said but got interrupted by her as she spoke, "ha of course its common in business to be out of job for past two months and still the girl with whom you spend maximum hours of your day is unaware about it. You are indebted and in financial crisis still I am spending money without any care. Sach hi tha ki mai kabhi apki humsafae nh ban sakti' agar ban pati to apki in hasi k piche ke dard ko to dekh pati."

She sobbed mercilessly, her eyes were red and swollen' her nose watered and her hairs were disorderly' she was a complete mess' and she wasn't in state of hearing his explanations. She just couldn't understand how can he hide such a big thing with her and then take that sam's side in fornt of her and she was so mad that she just wanted to hit something or someone so badly and lent out her all anger on it.

"geet please try to understand na bach'." He stopped in mid before saying bachha fearing her breakdown again. He could understand her anger now when he listened to her with calm mind but now how will he manaofy her was a bigger problem. He knew this time she was mad, just not mad, angry and way too angry this time' probably for the first time he had caught himself in such an ugly situation and he is totally clueless about what he should do to make her calm. Earlier it was always some small fights and it was mostly he who would get serious and she would run after him to make him eat and talk' but now it's his turn and he knew the situation is dead serious.

Seeing her crying so uncontrollably, he simply forwarded his cheek to her and said, "tum marlo mujhe bas yuh ro mat"

(you hit me but don't cry)

She just gave him a look which could have burned him too ashes if possible. Agreed she was angry, damn angry on him and wouldn't accept his sorry no matter what but that doesn't mean she respected him any less. She would never forget that he insulted her in front of sam but she wouldn't bear his insult, even if she is the offender herself.

He moved back seeing her angry form as she simply just looked away and again stood up and this time stepped back straight away so that he couldn't hold her and turning around she said, "I agree I am angry for raising your hand on me' but I am hurt because you did that in front of an outsider. Chahe wo apke liye kitna hi mayne rakhti ho, mujhe nhi pasand wo. Nhi pasand unka hamare beech ana, aur aap par yun haq jatana. Wo sirf mera haq hai' sirf mera. Nhi kehti mai aapse ki us se dosti todo, par mai bardasht nhi kar sakti uska mere samne yun aapke kareeb ana' is baar keh rhi hu' agli baar nhi kahungiii' agar wo dubara hmare beech ayi to sachi me mai kuch kar baithungi aur tab aapka thappad bhi mujhe nhi rok paega'" she gave him a final glance and turned around walking back.

(I agree I am angry for raising your hand on me' but I am hurt because you did that in front of an outsider. However important she may be in your life, I just don't like her. Just don't like her coming in between us and showing her right on you. That's just my right' only mine.i am not asking you to break your friendship with her, but I cant tolerate her coming close to you. This time I am saying, wont be repeating again' if ever she again tried to come between us then I will surely do something and then your slap too wont be able to stop me)

To say he was shocked hearing her words would be an understatement. He was angry on her but seeing this possessiveness in her eyes, he was overwhelmed. How could she love him to that extent, and her insecurity was just a pure waste, he knew that. How much ever he try he wouldn't be able to love someone else, if it would have been possible it would have happened long back itself. But no, its only this girl who could develop this space in his heart and would be the sole owner of it till the eternity.

He just heard her rough words, which clearly showed the madness she harboured for him. How can a girl has so many shades he wondered. He followed her behind and immediately held her as he saw her stopping an auto. He immediately shooed off the auto and looked at her with a look saying what-were-you-trying-to-do. She just jerked off his hand and stopped another auto asking him to drop her at st. francis hostel.

He again shooed off that guy and before she repeat that act again, he pulled her forcefully to place where his bike was parked. "Tomorrow is Sunday, so you can go to hostel tomorrow. Kal ka day we will spend together pakka, and that too without anyone else's presence." He thought this would surely make her happy, but his words would just remind off sam's presence and his reaction and her eyes would fill with the thought itself. Even if she didn't wanted to cry at the moment, but it seems her nervous system had breakdown as it would start crying even with a single mention of anything related to today's happening.

He immediately left her hand seeing those pearls in her eyes and just gave her a pleading look to come back home. She just looked at him helplessly and started walking back on the way of house. He followed her silently dragging his bike, while she walked back on foot.

As they reached home, he again tried to talk with her but she just straight away went in her room closing the door behind her. He sighed as he walked in his room still his eyes fixed on her closed door.

Around 11:30 he entered her room thinking she must have slept by now. Hearing the opening of door geet closed her eyes tightly, thinking he would left her all alone seeing her sleeping. Maan saw her closed eyes and then her sleeping posture. She was sleeping in such a sober posture; she wouldn't have slept in all her life. After all how can she sleep straight on her bed without throwing off her pillows and covers? Seeing her pretending he went and sat beside her as he covered her with the covers.

She immediately pushed it off with her leg and laid turning other side. Her anger uff!!! "it all started back three months back!!!" he said without turning to her. Her ears stood hearing his words. She diverted her all attention on him as he spoke. "we were allotted a quota as it was the end of financial year and we had to increase our deposits and financial position. That time a customer came and I attended him. He had come for loan of 25 lakhs and his documents were all right too, I myself got tem checked personally. Soon the loan was granted to him, but after ten days we realized that the security he kept with us for the loan was fake and the papers were illegal too. I am still sure they were all right that time, then how can they be fake I couldn't understand. When we went to ask for some another security, we just couldn't reach him. His mobile number, address even the references he gave were all fake. And then bank decided to sell his collateral security which just earned 10 lakhs. Now since I was the one who directly dealt with him, they want me to pay penalty of fifteen lakhs. They threw me out of the office as they blamed me off cheating them and gave me a notice of three months to deposit the money otherwise they will put me in jail."

Her eyes flew open hearing the last sentence as she stood up straight listening him and gave him an unbelievable expression. "geet I just didn't knew what to do then, I didn't had much savings, all that I had was mostly sent for dadima's medical expenses and whatever I had after that was just enough for our needs and some other savings for some emergency. Kuch samajh nhi ata tha, only adi and sam were the one who believed that I couldn't do this fraud, but the higher officials aren't ready to believe me."

He was broken from inside, he had for the first time faced such condition and then not being able to share it with someone close was just way too much. He grabbed her forcefully as he hugged her tightly hiding his face in her neck. He silently let go off his pent up feelings, hiding his own tears in her neck. He was a man and wasn't supposed to cry, but he was human at first and needed someone to lend out his pent up feelings.

She stayed in his arms as she patted his back as he kept crying muffling his sobs. She knew he was crying, he knew he was crying, yet she didn't said anything to effect his big male ego, yet soothing his heart with her presence. For hours he stayed like that, as he bent her on bed lying beside her, keeping her in his arms and hiding his face in her neck. She was uncomfortable with their position; she was stiff and was awake till late night, yet seeing him sleep so peacefully was more important for her.

She moved her hands on his forehead, as she softly patted the creased lines of his forehead and then moved her thumb and fingers in little movements on his forehead soothing that headache that creeps up whenever he is tensed. And then moving little lower wiped off those tear marks which covered his face. "I don't know maan how can I help you, but I promise I will help you in any way I can' par ha I am still angry on you for bearing all this all alone. I still don't approve that you pushed me so much far from you... aur jab tak aapko mai sabak nhi sikhati I will stay angry"

Precap: well geet madam is still angry,

And this time quite serious wala.😡

Khud hi sochlo kya hoga

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