Part 61
The kiss wasn't like their normal kisses, no, it was too passionate & heavy that it took his breath away. Tongues were clashing with one another, lips were fuming together & bodies were pressed simultaneously. If this was a dream, he swore to god that he was going to die from it. All he could feel was love oozing out of her every touch, her every moan, her every stroke.
His instant reaction was to carry her to the room. He bend down & scoped her in his arms walked up the steps. Wat followed was passionate, wild celebration of two longing hearts.
The room echoed with heavy breaths as she relaxed on his chest cuddled up after their uxorious. Soon his chest felt wet .. he dipped to reach her face.. she buried deeper & cried
main kabhi bhi apki sati nahi ban payen.. na phelen na aab
shhh.. he said stroking her back softly
her cry intensified passing moment. Main bahut buri hoon.. main ne humaren rishten ko aapne hi hatoo se bigad diya. Humari zindagi baimaini hogayeen
Maan got at once annoyed
chup ek dam chup he said keeping his finger on her lips.
He admired her beautiful face marked with their love, he pulled her closer.
Khabadar jo tumne humari saat ko baimani kaha
he said it in a very threatening tone making her cry with in.
It was not so easy to be guilt free even he knew that very well.
He let her change & freshen up. While he changed & waited for her. It took her some time to clean up. Every time she looked at herself in the mirror 18yrs haunted her. It was like his wife stood infront questioning her.
She wiped her tears & came to the bed.
He sat up looking into her eyes. Tears again made it way out. She looked down in guilt not able to meet his. Geet he spoke urging her to look at him.
She looked at him remorse filled eyes of hers.
He wiped her tears with his thumb
Maan - tumahri koi galti nahi thi
she hugged him
geet - I am sorry Maan, I am really sorry.
He sighed & pulled her to face him again
she looked every where but at him..
geet - na jaane main kaisen itni khud garz hogayi
Maan – I wanted u to..
I wanted u to selfishly think abt urself forget being obliged to any relation.. being my wife.. duties of wife
I wanted u to think abt urself once just once
I wanted u to live ur life geet
I wanted u to be happy
she looked at him lost
Maan – warna tum mujhe kabhi maaf nahi kar pathi
she innocently looked at him – kis baat ke liyen Maan
he just looked at her face blankly. Did she really forget all her suffering.
Her today was so filled with their little world she had no clue of the past he was talking abt.
Geet looked earnestly into his eyes – Maan main maanthi hoon, I don't know anything abt u. she dipped her lashes in shame – main ne kabhi khoashish bhi nahi ki
lekin sach maniyen.. I can't even think of my life without u
oh geet he took her into a bone crushing hug.
Merin subha tum se hotein hain aur raat tumhi main samathi hain
aur jab se mujhe yeh ehsaas huwa hain..
her heart began to beat crazily..
he so much could feel it over his heart right now, setting a strange anxiety restlessness. She was shying like a new bride, like first time lover
main tum se ek pal ke liyein bhi dur nahi rah pati
I love u Maan. I really do
he actually blushed at her confession.
Their past only has made them close. They cuddled into each others arms. Geet was really excited since everything was sorted & there was so much to say, so much to talk, so much to want him, so much to listen... she probably didn't even want to sleep. Maan smiled reading her restlessness.
Maan - Sona nahi hain
she cutely shook her head
he smiled snuggling closer.
He was laughing with in at her antics starting from making paratas that morning to her attempt to wear that dress tonight. He smiled yet again
aap haas kyun rahen ho she spoke inquisitively
Maan was caught off guard – kuch nahi
she got up irritated – wat is it tell me now
he pulled her back in her arms
he spoke sensuously – actually I was thinking u should get that dress exchanged for a red color
she made a big O face
he kissed her ears tantalizing – u would look more sexy in red
she whacked his arms – ek tho u didn't even look at me properly when I wore it for u & now u want me to get red color
he pinned her at once – bahut violent ho gayen ho tum.. coming over her
geet – aab kisi tho phelen karni padigi she spoke giggling
u don't seem to do anything she said biting her lips, naughtily looking at his
Maan – don't complain to me in the morning then
he spoke taking her fretful lips
being sati was not just burning in that fire .. it was much difficult than that night in fire.. much tougher than those 4yrs of loneliness. It is loving him, accepting his short comes & still be devoted to ur family!!!
eventually she did become his sati in all means
Epilogue
It was the night after Devansh had moved to hostel. Geet all grumpy & sad mood.
Maan teased her knowing how jobless she felt right now, like nothing do – aab tum kya karogi?
She looked at him sadly – u really liking all this na
Maan – tum chaho tho we could plan another baby
geet looked at him in totally shock
Maan enjoyed that look on her face – suno iss bar mujhe pyari si gudiya chahiyen bilkul tumharin jaisen
He didn't realize how dreamy his eyes became as he described his baby doll.
Her heart welled up with a thought, did he really desired another child. A girl baby!! he had mentioned abt second child earlier, probably dev was 3 then... but then she was so lost in dev, she couldn't think of another kid & Maan being Maan never mentioned it after that. oh lord so many happiness in her life she let them pass without realizing. even if she wanted she couldn't fulfill his dream right now.. they had come so far.
Maan was still continued expounding how he would do up the babies room, the cute dresses he would get.
Geet hugged him tearfully – u really wanted another kid
he sensed her restlessness. He tried to deny.
She took his lying lips.
He was really feeling guilty to have hurt her with all that stupid rattling.
She smiled not letting anything come in between their happiness. She understood.. their life will be filled with such heart breaking instances where the longing of 18yrs would seep in .. but she promised to herself not to drown any sec of their happiness into it. not any more.
Waisen I never wanted to share u with another girl
Maan was totally shocked he was not talking about girl it was their daughter
geet - aur kisne kaha I don't have anything to do
she cutely pulled his cheek – I have this big baby to take care off.
Maan – soch lo
geet – my baby still doesn't know how to eat with hands
he looked at her puzzled – off course I know
geet – my hands baba.. she discarded his hand away
his heart jumped in joy - &
he spoke curiously
she naughtily played with his pepper & salt colored chest hair
geet – I need know if u still want me to try that red dress
he almost pounced on her – actually right now.. no dress
geet giggled – I love it when u r she bit her lower lips
he didn't need words.. he was wild.. wilder than she could put in words!!!
Thanks for the likes & comments
after long time managed to complete a FF
miss writing sati.. special thanks to all the comments..
even the critical ones.. they r much appreciated.
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