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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758












* Thanks to SupriyaArshi for my banner! Thank you Katelyn for my music!
*My friend ArshiHamesha made the bottom two collages! Thanks so much my dear friends!

You all bring tears of joy to my eyes and my heart swells with all your wonderful comments and suggestions. Thank you so much. I will continue with the honeymoon. We are going to Paris, Venice, Goa and Lucknow. Lucknow will be very interesting. Lots of flashbacks and even glimpses of the old ASR! 😭 Can't wait...I am writing.
I have a weekend in NY this weekend, my nephew's. The Hamptons, in a vineyard..my husband in a tux😉...sigh...will write when I can but be patient.😛 XO Cynthia


You are continuing, Cyn! Yay!
Enjoy your weekend and then come back with Arshi honeymoon! Wow! Paris, Venice, Goa, Lucknow! Love all of them!😉

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

Durgey,

you've proven over and over that you're truly our golden girl!! Congrats dear!!!❤️




Thanks, Ami. Love these pictures. 😳
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758












* Thanks to SupriyaArshi for my banner! Thank you Katelyn for my music!
*My friend ArshiHamesha made the bottom two collages! Thanks so much my dear friends!

You all bring tears of joy to my eyes and my heart swells with all your wonderful comments and suggestions. Thank you so much. I will continue with the honeymoon. We are going to Paris, Venice, Goa and Lucknow. Lucknow will be very interesting. Lots of flashbacks and even glimpses of the old ASR! 😭 Can't wait...I am writing.
I have a weekend in NY this weekend, my nephew's. The Hamptons, in a vineyard..my husband in a tux😉...sigh...will write when I can but be patient.😛 XO Cynthia

Cynthia, congratulations on the success of your first SS. Sorry, I couldn't stay long, Durga left the building long back. 😆 All the best with your next one. 😳 Meanwhile, enjoy your weekend. 😉
Arshi, Supriya - loved those picture edits. Kate, perfect song. 😊
Edited by DurgaS - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
Hi all,
Thank you for loving my link posts. It really isn't much strenuous. Real job is lying ahead, i.e. reading all that is there in those links. 😆 And I know all of you have been doing some awesome job with your writings and works. 👏
Ami, I will check your link first thing tomorrow afternoon.
Wiwy, take your time in compiling the poems. Looking forward to it. Thanks.
Everyone is into group hugs. Me too, me too... 🤗
Posted: 12 years ago
Durga, I did a little digging!
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 130

main aisa hi hoon... i am like this... i have no idea why, but this is how i am. he said it with an anguish those who haven't ever had that feeling will perhaps never understand, but they will be moved nonetheless.

this episode was like an essay on that one line alone. he is a certain way... that's all. fathom him or not, like it or not... this is how he is. he hurts, he aches, she touches him terribly, but he can't take it, just can't. and he has only one defence, one weapon really. his dearest friend, his saviour from the day he let it come right out and surround him in its fierce shield... his anger. it was there in that "maa" too. it's what keeps him together whenever he feels vulnerable.

and she makes him feel "weak" again...


he hits the breaks. he is disturbed... his thoughts fly to "yeh mat sochna ek amir aadmi tumhare payal seene se lagakar baitha tha..." don't think a rich man was sitting with your anklet clasped to his heart

and all the tears gathering in her shocked eyes.

"mujhe iss sab se koi faraq nahin padta..." all this makes no difference to me.

then comes another memory of her tears. "kahin aisa na ho ki jise tumne rais samjhke fassaya hai... iss bracelet ki tarah sasta ho," may it not turn out, that the man you trapped thinking he's wealthy, is actually as cheap as that bracelet...

and another picture in his head, creatives use flashbacks repeatedly to build story, but each shot is selected with care and somehow the device never palls, becoming an essential aspect of ipk and its execution.

"maafi maango..." say sorry, he taunts her with a smile.

"sorry..." a tear drops, fat, round, bursting with pain.


flashback four. "gift nahin toh... tip saamjhke rakh lena," and she cries sitting alone in her world of shattering dreams.

he banged the steering wheel with his injured hand...


"kyun karta hoon main aisa... hamaesha uski aankho mein aansoo... kyun usski har baat se itni taqleef hoti hai mujhe?..." why do i do this... always tears in her eyes... why does everything about her give me so much pain?

he's rending, you can feel the cut, the slicing of something within...

"lekin ab... ab aisa nahin hoga... kyunki main aisa hone nahin doonga." but now, now this won't happen... because i won't let it happen. how he struggles for control. for a safe return to fort faraq nahin padta. and yet, that is not to be.

in the living room, just a small, subtle hint at khushi's awareness of him, her need. she's rattled when la shows nani ji the jewellery asr "chose" for her.

she may not say anything, but her dream world shatters too, because unknowingly she had fallen for someone she had no intention to even go near. he was her raajkumar and he had hurt her with his running away from her. so she has dashed into an engagement herself even before looking at the feeling clearly, or assimilating it herself... but that didn't mean she didn't hurt, didn't feel. in fact, the day she connected her dhak dhak to him, she'd also connected it to "pyaar" and all her fantasies of what would happen when love comes.

now that had to be pushed away, so she was coming to a point where she'd take away the word pyaar and replace it with confusion... i don't know what's happened to me. but the feeling? what do you do about that?
Is confusion her own defense like ASR's anger?? Becos I never understood how this girl, who was the first to connect to "pyar" looks rather flummoxed/behaves later on!
all of this, in one slightly fixed look when la and nani talk. stylish.

when he walked in and saw la in "khushi" sort of clothes, he erupted, compsure blown.

"yeh kya hai lavanya yeh kya pahna hei tumne... ek toh main pehle hi koshish kar raha hoon ki..." what's this la, what're you wearing... here i am trying to... trying to what, asr... forget khushi?

and a shelling follows, completely uncalled for tempo and fire. the gussa is out... it's all been too much for him... his only outlet that temper

"aur yeh... yeh cheez isse lagakar tum itni stoopid lag rahi ho... bilkul uss..." and this... wearing this you look so stupid, just like that...

and "uss..." walks into view. a silence. "tum aiase kyun ho???!!!" why are you like this? poor poor la's desperate question to her inscrutable, impossible to understand fiance.

you're going to change right now... "nahin asr, main yeh dress change nahin karoongi..." no asr, i will not change... la is fighting back. no one can live like this. khushi is perturbed. an absolute pure innocence on her face. troubled she is, and vulnerable, her only defence, her sheer saadgi... clean heart that reflects on her visage.

he wades in... you'll do as i say.

a telling remark, i think at least twice from la in these episodes about asr's temper... it has gone up inexplicably these days. why?

in his room he paces like a caged animal. the grip of this emotion on him is unbearable.

and she is at the door.


"get out." he wants this over before it's begun.

"nahin...hume aapse baat karni hai." no, i need to talk to you.

"toh karti raho... mujhe nahin sunni," then talk, i don't have to listen...

she takes the blame for la choosing that dress. why does she do that i wonder. it's one of khushi's many little lies... is there any need for it? is this how women in our patriarchal society are taught to "adjust" the truth, view this blame taking as a way of acquiring some sort of bizarre inner power? she has every right to say everything else she does.

but this confounds me. it is wrong. and at some point khushi should realise this and let go of this manipulation.

but the rest of her words are relevant and pointed... you have no idea how much people around you love you... do you know what your bitter words do to them?

and then her suddenly bringing herself into the story, oh he didn't see that coming. i know you are angry with me... but don't punish la for that. "hum jaante hain ki aap hum par gussa hain. lekin isski sazaa lavanya ji ko mat dijiye."

he'd said he wouldn't let anything to do with her matter to him...he'd spoken too soon... the implications of her words and the truth in them blows him apart. classic raizada gussa rises and the tongue lashes out... but as i hear, i wonder, is this the storm before the calm... the last leap of the tempest...?

"tum samjhti kya ho apne aap ko"... who do you think you are... you think i am angry because of you... that whatever i do i do because of you... voice rising, a full flight into rage... unthrottle, lift off... if you think it makes any difference to me your being or not being here... "tumhare hone ya na hone se koi faraq padta hai..." then forget it... she starts at the vehemence, the magnitude of this anger... in my life you don't have so much importance that because of you i'll get angry and then take it out on someone else... well, that's exactly what he's done... you don't even exist for me... do you understand... tum ho ya na ho... whether you're there or not... now the index fiinger is jabbing downward making a furious point... kuch kaho, kuch karo... mujhe usse koi faraq nahin padta... whether you say something or do something, doesn't make a damn difference to me...

samjhi tum?!!!

the glass shook at the decibel level.

he has turned away on the final words. he can't lie looking you in the eye... he never could. she is desperately trying to control her feelings... somehow this time he can't stay looking the other way... he needs to know if he's hurt her again, his lips quiver ever so slightly, he sees her and can't really... eyes close in pain, he turns back.

almost unable to stop himself.

there she stands, tears in both eyes. he is immediately contrite...
the music changes... all the high notes and drama taken away... just a quiet thick emotional feel... slow, probing. trying to find what's hidden in the layers...

she wipes her eyes... his response is a reflex, he can't watch her in this state... he has done this again, brought tears to her eyes.. har baar usski ankhon mein aansoo...

"hum jaante hai ki hamare hone ya na hone se aapko koi faraq nahin padta... par hum yeh bhool gaye the ki aap arnav singh raizada hain... aur kissi ka dil dukhane ke baad aap kabhi maafi nahin maangte..." a quiet, hurt but determined little voice says, i know my being here or not makes no difference to you, but i'd forgotten you are asr, and after hurting someone you never ask for forgiveness...

he listens speechless, just his eyes glowing like embers, saying things to her to himself to me. he swallows once.

my mistake that i came to talk to you..."humari galati ki hum yahan aapse baat karne aaye the," poised and almost ethereal... the other side of burning yelling destroying anger. with a gesture most poignant she shut the sliding door, an air of finality, the grating sound cutting through the space between them dividing them forever. he had shut the door on her face. she accepted that there was no recourse... he is arnav singh raizada and no one can make him listen to anything... she is nothing and nobody to him... she left.

an emotional purity in this scene. a leveling, no game. though she knew she had her feelings and he his, there was no passive aggression here, tonight she accepts whatever it is he says.. and she is leaving the battle field... this is her submission.


what a fight couldn't do, that quiet voice and eyes full of tears did. he heard. through all, his agony and rage and love and despair, the words reached him.

"lavanya..." sweet and gentle... "yeh kya kiya tumne i mean change kyun kiya..." he came to his fiance and apologised.

the music was just so beautiful... understated, feeling its way around... tumhe pasand hai toh tumhe pehna chahiye... if you like it you should wear it... listen to me... i'm sorry lavanya, mujhe iss tarah react nahin karna chahiye tha... i shouldn't have reacted like this.

now that's the asr i know. he does not interfere in the way his girl friend or wife dresses. even when he doesn't think it's cool.

la was delighted to have the man she loves back... i love you, asr.


and then as he hugged lavanya, a beguiling, astonishing act... he looked directly at khushi and said, "i'm sorry." without him really doing it intentionally yet wanting to very badly within himself, did he just apologise to her? gentle, imploring almost, no wonder she looked mesmerized. she who means nothing to him.


he's done with hurting her... he can't bear it any more.

khushi reacts to all that's happening, this time when he looks at her, a worry, an empathy... what a tangled web.

this time he wanted to tell her something, anything, everything, his eyes said it all, as he stood there watching, his eyes unable to leave her as she left the room... maybe she too heard.

maybe that's why, that night, she had to speak to dm. tell her she doesn't know what she feels or why... once she knew what but not why... now she has to forget the what too... confusion is safer. i will deal with it, i won't ask anymore questions... once he's engaged i'll be fine... and you are there with me... aren't you?

the phone rings at gh. and the drama of no answer begins. at rm, anjali is a worrier. one meeting with motilal and she is completely distracted. she is wondering about truth. payal gets a call from akash.

season change in ipk.


Indi, how aptly you bring his gussa to the fore to narrate a telling tale! Kudos.

that sliding door scene indeed a fitting finale to this series of intense "farq" scenes. Hats off to every one involved in it from the writers to the directors to the actors! bang on about that use of FBs in IPK' s execution, one of my most fav aspects of this show, constant use of monologues and FBs.. something that gave us peep into this man's heart/ world as much! strangely went amiss post Feb when they should actually have been more of them.

I was one of those that time who thought he decided not to hurt her again as his monologue started with "kyon karta hun mai aisa" but yes, he trying to assert it to not make that farq makes more sense. What a journey it was since he hugged La the first time in her apt to bring her back and looked confused at a tearful Khushi to this day where both of them exactly knew what was lying behind those tears!

Agree with Khushi's blame owning/manipulative attitude although it didn't bother me as much here. I guess its the eternal so called ideal sacrificial DIL/ daughter of the patriarchal society in her speaking taking blame for everything and everyone around her. But its not realized that in doing so they are nullifying others' rights/ views!

It was indeed a season change in IPK after that one. Thanks for the wonderful write up, as always.

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Katelyn

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: sohara

do you think SP will do that?
Didn't you ever notice their step motherly attitude towards IPK?
When the show was running they hardly showed the promo, where their other shows used to get so much promotion. One of my friend in India once stayed whole night to watch the promo,but SP showed it just once and showed their other show's promo innumerable times. When IPK couldn't grab good TRP, they got upset. they probably couldn't imagine their popularity before Barun's quitting fiasco. i myself sent couple of hundreds email and called at least 3/4 times a day. One of my friend gave them 20,000 emails, and called like 30 times day.

Now when i saw they didn't nominate IPK in any category in SPA, I became more sure of their difference.
I hate SP, and i don't watch their lousy soaps.

Sohara, I know SP wont do it, it was only my wishful thinking. But if some one could think dynamically it will be truly a good business proposition for them.
Yes, SP's step motherly treatment for IPK was annoyingly evident always. Not this year's SPA, they would have excluded it from last year's too if that was possible! I will be most happy if some one could buy rights of IPK from 4 Lions and SP! Even amidst all adversaries, this show flourished and remained on air as much as it did only and only becos of its merits!
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Episode-138

Finally good days started to come in Gupta family. Khushi is all excited about her jiji's wedding. she made the list and wish to work accordingly. Amma's happiness knows no bound. "don't know when their eyes fell on our Payal!." Khushi is right not them ,but Akash's eyes fell on her. Khushi teases Payal. Suddenly my heart aches for the poor young girl, who is laughing, getting delectable for her sister, who got her love. But Khushi who always tries to bring smile in everybody's face is not getting her deserving happiness. Her prince charming is going to be some one else's, she is not getting her love, moreover she has to confine with a man whom she doesn't love.

Nothing goes unnoticed by Khushi. or if it is about her beloved babuji then how cum she ignores it?. She asks him why he is restless and upset, where Payal is getting married to such wonderful family. When she mentioned Anjali as a very nice person, babuji starts to convulse again. he tries to say something about Shyam. when the poor man can't express his words, he pulls out her engagement ring and throw it on the floor. But the devil always reaches there at the right moment. Shyam picks up the ring and gives it back to Khushi, "is everything alright?" Khushi nods her head and asks him where did he go when she came to call him? The sly guy cleverly prevaricate to answer and congratulates for Akash and Payal. Khushi gets happy for them again, but got ambiguous at the same time, that how cum Shyam knows about them, he was not there when the marriage was fixed. The spider now is entrapped in his own web. He said he already met bua outside, who told him. Khushi still looks incredulous. Babuji is fuming like fire to see this swindler's lie. If he could, he would blow him right there on his face.

"mubarak ho mausaji, aapki to doosri beti ko naia bhi par lag gayi. aur kismat ko to dekhiye humarai saale saheb ka dil agaya unpe. mamla thoda pechida ho gaya" (congratulation uncle, our other daughter is also getting married. And look at the fate, that my brother in law fell for her. The matter has become complicated a bit) his flippancy irks babuji so much. he continues his torture to the ill man, "don't worry, I love things this way. but you uncle, sometimes gets nervous and do weird stuffs. what did you wanted to do before I came? don't forget uncle your two daughter's destiny is in my grip now." Babuji's anger pulsates more to hear his audacity. He can't take his insolence any more. He tries hard to pick his trembling hand, to give him a slap. But the evil man catches his hands and threatens him that he will not do any harm to Khushi if he keeps quite.

Outside in the kitchen Khushi asks bua whether she puts a plate for Shyam also? bua asks her when shyam came? Khushi's suspicion gets stronger. She recollects that a while ago Shyam told her that he met bua. then she sees him talking to some Rani Saheba. the seeds of suspicion what planted some days ago now is growing even more.

In the RM living room, nani and la is talking about some list. Anjali is talking to her wicked pati and trying to make him come on the next day for the Satya narayan pooja. She says that it's the family pooja and his participence is important. when he agreed Anjali gets delighted.

The next morning the whole ambiance of RM gets rife with the festivity. All the preparation, decoration is going on in full swing. La is chasing Arnav, requesting him to sit with her in the pooja. But Arnav is not interested as he has a conference call to attend. La is trying to make him understand that all the couples should sit together in this pooja. Arnv is getting annoyed. La goes to Anjali and tells her to make him agree. Anjali says that only married couple sit in this pooja, so she has to wait for a while. She reminds her that they will use Khushi's trick to make Arnav come for pooja. Arnav jolts a bit when he hears Khushi's name. Anjali remembers that she needs to talk with Khushi. Again Arnav's sense pulsates to hear Khushi. Anjali calls Khushi and tells her to come for the pooja, as she considers Khushi as her family member. She tells her to bring her fiance with her. Anjali is over enthusiastic to see her fiance. Khushi looks a little upset when she mentioned her fiance.

La comes to Arnav again, tells him that he got excuse not to sit in the pooja, but he can help her to select her saree. Who will listen who? He is now more interested to listen about Khushi. After knowing Khushi's whereabouts from Anjali's phone convo, Arnav moves towards upstairs. La is following her to select her saree. But he is really nonchalant in her matter. Poor La, I feel pity for you, your to be fiance doesn't have any interest on you. Plz go out from his life and let this man lead his life. Don't impose a forced marriage on him! Arnav doesn't even look at La, his to be fiance, but gets agitates to hear even Khushi's name.

Shyam is a smart fellow. He trickily asks Akash is there anybody coming from GH or not. when Akash assured him for the second time that nobody is coming from his in laws's side, he sighs a relief. He gives a derisive smile that luck is also favoring him. But he must not know there is an omnipotent above all who can make his plan topsy-turvy.

During Khushi and Anjali's convo Shyam intervens her talking about some arrangements. Khsuhi clearly listens the word Rani Saheba from the other side of the phone. Her suspicion is getting stronger. So when Anjali affirms her to come, Khushi agrees too.

Khushi comes to RM in a pensive state. she is still lost in thought. So when La asks her teasingly where is her fiance, she just smiles back.

Shyam is cajoling Anjali by his mellifluous words. he tells her to take care of herself as she kept braat for the pooja. Naive Anjali always gets influenced by her insidious husband.It's so irascible to see Shyam's fake pyaar. he must be exulting his triumph, but start counting your time devil, your game is about to finish.

La requests Khushi to call Arnav and Akash to call Anjali and jijaji.I really can't understand La. Sometimes I think she knows Arnav is weak for Khushi, but sometimes it seems may be not. Khushi decides to call Anjali instead and tells Akash to call Arnav. She really needs to check Anjali's pati Shyam. She has to solve the promiscuity of the puzzle about Rani Saheba. Shyam's phone convo with Rani Saheba and later overhearing rani saheba again from RM in the phone is putting her in dilemma.

In Anjali's room. Shyam can't find his shoes, so he can't go for the pooja. He tells Anjali to go, he will join her soon. I wonder, he has just one pair of shoes? When Khushi comes near the room, Anjali is also about to go. Khushi is trying to sneak in her room to have a look of her husband. She asks Anjali, why her husband is not coming, Anjsli tells her that he is searching for his shoes. La aslo comes with a complain that ASR is not agreeing to join in the pooja. Anjali affirms her that he will join when there will be a big pooja. Anjali and La both goes towards the hall, but Khushi is still sneaking in the room. Her mind is whirling in the intricate mix of thought. She tries to brush off her thought that why she is suspecting Shyam as Anjali's husband.

Khsuhi saunters slowly, still is forlorn. She doesn't even realizes when she unknowingly came to Arnav's room. "what are you doing here? do you need anything? do you want to say something?" his queries brings her back from her trance. She just nods her head no and leaves. She is quite repugnant of her suspicion about Shyam. Arnav gets ambiguous ,'unbelievable!"
pause: I wonder, why Khushi came to Arnav's room? She is supposed to go the hall to attend the pooja . But Khushi's steps involuntarily take her towards Arnav in her distraught state. Isn't it surreal?

La shows Khushi her necklace. This is the same piece what Khushi liked and ASR gave it to her. She is very delectable to wear that set. Be happy with the material object, the real gift of flesh and blood is for Khushi.😊 La's one earring is missing. So Khushi and La start to search that. By this time the damatji of the house descends down to attend the pooja. He doesn't have any idea that Khushi is waiting there to welcome him. he passes her but she can't see him as she bends down to search La's erring. When she finally found it Shyam already took his seat at the front, giving his back to Khushi. Khushi tries to see him. Again the phone convo reverbearates in her mind.

The Pandit starts to recite the mantra. Shyam and Khsuhi are in the same place. The much awaited denouement is about to happen. The first time when the episode was aired I was so tensed whether Khushi will see him or not.

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