This is my second Os on kriyaansh... this story is written by someone... but after reading i felt that i should write this in kriyaansh version... as this suits them very well...
rey's pov
when i got home that night as my wife served dinner, i held her hand ans said.. kriya, i need to talk to u about something.
She sat down and ate quietly. I observed the hurt in her eyes.. which is clearly visible.
suddenly i din't how to open the mouth.. but i have to tell her that i want a divorce from her.. so i started the topic calmly after taking a long breathe...
she didn't seem to be annoyed by my words... instead she said calmly..why??
i just avoided her question... she became angry and shouted on me.. "u are not a man... reyaansh".."u have changed a lot..."
that night we didn't talk to each other. she was weeping.. i knew she wanted to find out what happened to our marriage. But i could hardly give her a satisfactory answer that she has lost my heart to Taani.
i just pitied kriya now..
With sense of guilt i drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she can take the ownership of the house, car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced over it and just tore it into pieces. The woman who have spent 10 years of the life with me have become a complete stranger to me. I felt sorry for her wasted time, energy.. but the fact is I can not stop loving Taani.. I love her very much.. Finally kriya cried out loudly in front of me which was a kind of self relief to me. The idea of divorce which has obsessed me for several week finally seemed to be clearer now.
The next day when I came back home lately I found kriya is sitting near the table and writing something. I didn't have my supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast as I was tired with the eventful day with Taani.
When I woke up I saw kriya, still sitting in the same position and writing something. I just did not care, just turned over to sleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions.: She didn't want anything from me. But needed a month's notice before the divorce. In this one month they should lead the life as simple as possible. Her reasons were simple. Our son had his exam in his months time and she didn't want to disrupt him with the broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I carried her to the room for our first night on the wedding day. She requested that every day of the month's duration I have to carry her out of our bedroom to the front door of the house every morning. I thought she is going crazy but to make the last days of our relationship bearable I accepted her condition.
I told taani abt kriya's condition.. she just laughed hard and said it is just very absurd' she said scornfully that whatever trick kriya applies she have to face the divorce..
First day we both appeared clumsy becoz we didn't have any kind of body contact since my divorce intensions was explicitly expressed. I carried her out and our son clapped behind us and said happily.. dad is holding mom in his arms.. his words bought me a sense of pain..
She just closed her eyes and said to me.. dn't tell our son about the divorce.
On the second day we both acted more easily. She leaned on my chest and I felt the fragnance of her. I realized that I havn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized that she is not young any more. There was fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying,.. she was looking very weak..
For a minute I wondered want I have done to her.
On the fourth day when I lifted her I felt the sense of intimacy was returning. This was the woman who have give her ten year of life to me..
On the fifth sixth day the sense of intimacy was growing. I didn't tell Taani about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
One morning she was choosing what to wear. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. She sighed and said all my dresses have grown bigger. I realized that she have became very thin and that was the reason why I carried her so easily
Suddenly it hit me then.. She had buried so much hurt pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.. At that moment our son came in and said to me,,, dad its time now to carry mom in your arms..
To him, seeing his father caring his mother in his arms has became an essential part of life. Kriya gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face becoz I was afraid that I might change my mind.. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.. I held her body tightly.. just like our wedding day.
But her lighter weight made me sad. On the last day when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove off and jumped out of my car swiftly and went without locking the door .. I was afraid any delay may change my mind.. I walked upstairs.. taani opened the door and I said to her' I dnt want the divorce any more..
She looked at me astonished.. touch my forehead just to see I have fever or not'
I moved her hand off my head and said.. I m very sorry taani..yes probably our marriage life became boring becoz we did not value our details of the life.. not becoz we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my room on the wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart..
Taani seemed suddenly wake up. She gave me a tight slap and then slammed the door. Slowly I walked downstairs and drove away.
On the way to my home I went to the floral shop to buy a bouquet of flowers for my dear wife.. the sales girl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote.. ''I will carry u out every morning untill death do us apart.. I love you.. kriya..''
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hand, a smile on my face.., I ran upstairs only to find my wife in the bed-----DEAD
My wife had been fighting with cancer for months and I was so busy with taani to even notice it.. she new she will die soon and she wanted to save me from the negative reaction of our son becoz of divorce'.
At least in the eyes of our son ' I m a very loving and caring husband'
Ended'.
phew finished writing...
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