As you all know today is Swaron 1st anniversary of trial relationship…so this is small dedication made by me…just tried to get d old memories back..I hope you all will enjoying reading it…
I have just typed this post toady itself..so sorry if there are any mistakes..and sorry if I hav ignored any part…plz ignore my hindi… 😆
Exactly a year back on 11th june 2012…
Sharon at Swayam place…
Sharon: tum meri choti choti bathe pakad lete ho..mai kehti hu vo karte ho..jho nahi kahti vo.. ( pause) samjte ho.. (pause ) kyu Swayam?
Because ( pause) u love me
(swayam turn round to face her)
You still love me??abhi??
Humesha tumhe apne aap se push karthi rahi..humesha..aaj bhi..jabh mujhe ayesa laga ki shayad tum mujse abhi pyaar nahi karte (pause) ek weird si feeling ayi..fir maine socha ki ayesi feeling hi kyu ayi…mujhe tho kush hona chahiye ki maine tumhe apne aap se dur kar diya..push kiya..but I don't knw why..i dint like it..i hope …I really hope.. ( pause ) I hope u still love me…I really hope u do..
( swyam cupping her face )
Sw: Sharon..i love you…and humesha will…aur use koi nahi rokh sakta…mai khud bhi nahi..itz not that I did not try…I tried but..ye hota hi nahi hai.. ( with smile) mera dil humesha tumhari side leta raha…
(touching each other forehead )
I hope mai tumhe dara nahi raha..i know mai tumhe lakar thoda serious hu…agar koi hai jiska bareme mai hyper ho jata hu..to vo sirf tum ho..aur mai nahi chahta ki…tum par iss chiz ka koi affect ho..
Sh: tum mujhe bahut affect karte ho Swayam..tumhari har bath..har ladayi..har chiz..jo tumhe mere liye karte ho..mai affect hoti hu swayam…isi liye rat ke isse waqt mai yaha hu…mujhe itna affect karte ho..issiliye dar lagta haiki shayad tumhari feelings match up na kar pavu aur tumhe hurt kardu..issi liye tumse dur jana prefer kiya maine..aaj jabh mujhe ayesa laga..shayad mujse dur chale javoge..i dint like it..Sharon Rai Prakash..Swayam Shekhawat ki company chahiya but… (pause )
Sw: uski intensity nahi….i can understand…(moves away) I understand…
Sh : tum batavo Swyam..bathavo mai kya karu…
Sw: karna tho mujhe hai Sharon…tumhare liye..kuch bhi kar sakta hu mai…apne aap ko badal sakta hu..agar tum chance dogi tho badal dunga…
Sh: tum apne aap ko change karoge mere liye??
Sw: humare liye..
Sh: Swayam I believe ki..kisi bhi insane ko kisike liye change nahi hona chahiye…
Sw : but agar change se…hum dono sath ajayenge…tho iss mai bura kya hai…but only if tum chaho tho..mai labhi nahi chahunga ki apne aapko ya apni feelings ko tum par impose karu..
Sh: mai sachem mai..sach mai hume ye chance dena chahti hu,..
(long pause )
Swyam: really??
Sharon: aaj tak..aaj tak hum apni feelings control karte rahe..so why not… (pause ) aaj se ek dusre ki feelings share karke dekte hai..what say…
Sw: I say yes..
Sh : yes??
Sw : yes (with big smile ) (pause )
Sh: yes
Ltr part where they were sitting next to each other…
Sh: I just want you to be aware that ki..ye sabh mere liye naya hai..i mean jaise…tumh mere bare mai feel karte ho..vaise mai…
Sw: Sharon..
Sh: I know that..mujhe ye jan hai kit um mujse kya expect karte ho…
Sw: mai tumse sirf tum chahta hu…tumhe koi change nahi chahta…in fact apne aap ko change karna chahta hu..humare liye…sharon agar tumhe kabhi lage mai tumhare expectations ko match nahi kar pa raha hu..tho ujhe chod kar ja sakti ho..i will understand…trust me..mai kabhi tumhe blame nahi karunga..
Sh: kyu itne ache ho tum Swyam..
Sw: acha?? What rubbish..remember darawana…( dey both share laugh) thank you Sharon…mujhe mauka den eke liye…
Sh: ohh plzz…tum mujhe embrace kar rahe ho..
Sw: no Sharon..i really mean dint mean that..ye trial relationship mere liye mera price possession hai..aur mujhe leke..kabh aur kaise tumh mujse utni hi intensity se pyaar karo..I will make you fall in love with me Sharon.. 😃
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