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Sreeja

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Posted: 12 years ago

It was the first day of mid year exams and therefore i finished school a little earlier. i called him my love yash

aarti:hey i finished school earlier

today would you come by and pick

me up?

yash: alright give me five minutes

aarti: five minutes? but my school is just beside your house.

yash: i need o get ready

aarti : alright then make it fast

It was 2p.m in the afternoon and the sun was extremely hot i (aarti) stood under a shaded tree and fanned myself . although it does not make a difference . I felt better with something to do while i wait.

after 5 min he still hadn't shown up.I felt a little unhappy as i looked at my watch

soon 5 min turned to ten min and he is still not here. did he meet with an accident on his way here? i started to become worried

it was fifteen min later when he finally showed up

aarti: why are u so late?

yash : i was watching t.v

aarti: what t.v why dont u sleep ,bathe and eat before u get me then?

i was extremely angry and kept quies as i didnt take he helmet he handed me and started at him.

yash: sorry
"

this was the first time he said sorry to me . he is an egotistical person and had never apologied to any girl before.i looked at him and felt my heart softened .i decided it is alright since he apoligied me .i took the helmet and let him sent me home

it was typical of him to avoid explanations,fiction and quarrels between us. since then,the only thing he ever does is to apologize when something is wrong.however in my opinion some things cant be settled with and apology

Despite that, i would never pursue a matter once he apologies.he old me that was the first time he said sorry to a girl and while i felt that it takes courage to admit mistakes he never once corrects his mistakes

Instead i get

the impression that sorry became a word to shut me up

tears flowed my cheek when he apologized to me again on the 59th time.i dropped my head and told him

aarti: please dont bother to say me sorry again. if you can never change ur bad habits, dont let me keep giving you chances again and again,hoping and believing that u would change each time

He held me lightly and said the 60th sorry.Even with my outburst and his latest apology,he sis not change for the betterand there still wasnt any explanation for his mistakes whatsover.

I started to worry about the possibility that he was keeping something away from me

aarti: whats wrong with you these few days?

yash : nothing

aarti: then why are you acting so strange

yash: i am not

aarti : what can u say another than giving this reply?

yash : do u know i am very worried and insecure?

aarti : do u treat me as ur girl friend

yash : i am sorry

aarti : i dont want to hear u say sorry again

I slammed the phone down and he did not call me back . At that point of time, i felt that he didnt even care about me.Maybe we should jus break up

That was the 99th time he said sorry to me from that day onwards i stopped calling and looking for him

Some times i would get an anonymous phone call.however every time i said hello the phone will be cut off. i think he made those calls but i wondered why he didnt speak up

After a month , i couldnt contain the feeling i still have for him. i went to his class room and looked around , but there was no sign of him.

aarti: excuse me is yash here today?

aman: i am afraid that he is not comming to university

aarti: huh? why when was that?

aman: he hasnt been in university for one month already

aarti : oh erm ... thanks

one month he hasn't been in school for one month why is that so? I stumbled home in confusion

as soon as i got home i tried to contact him via his cell phone but all i got was

sorry the caller is currently unavailable please leave ur message after he tone.Beep..

I tried calling his house instead there was no answer. how can it be? did his whole family migrate? It seemed as if he has disappeared off the face of the earth without a single trace.

I couldnt find him just as i was feeling distraught my friend rang me up. he was one of his brothers and he is also my good friend

pratik: hey what have u been doing?

yash is in the hospital

aarti: really? what happened?

pratik : oh he is in hospital the one you stayed in previously/

aarti: i will be right there

I rushed off and when i reached the hospital i sw his parents were already there .I asked them for his room number and flew across the hall.

He was lying on a bed looking at me.he didn't a word nor moved a muscle

aarti: hey wat happened to you? why didn't u contact me?

he did not answer but stared emotionless at me

aarti : come on answer me .why dont u speak?

A tear flowed down the side of his eye and it looked as though he was summoning all his energy to mumble these words

i am sorry

he shut his eyes after that

aarti : hey dont fool around alright. why to say sorry to me?

aarti : dont say sorry o me. please wake up please answer me

I fell on the side of his bed and wept miserably.I pulled his shirt as i cried out...

aarti: why do you have to apologize?why dont you give me a explanation instead

aarti: i wont forgive u wake up it is no use saying sorry

I will never forgive u in this life time if u dont wake up . Please i beg u open ur eyes...

that was the 100th sorry . a group of medical staff,doctors and nurses pulled me away and tried o revive him. I didnt even have the strength to stand up. my mind was blank...

my eyes could see only a sea of darkness..

He did not leave this world.i merely lost the chance to touch him. sometimes he will appear in my dreams and tell me how he is doing.he is still active and accompanies in my heart.he will still laugh at my silliness and call me his darling. It's just that he will never apologize ti me anymore

After a month his mom came to loo me and gave me a box . there were 100 photographs inside . everyone had a story behind them . it was the reason why he made me angry

My dear the first time i said sorry i did not purposely aarive late to pick you up. I know this excuse is really lame but I didn't have the heart to tell u the truth then . before i stepped out of the house i felt a pain in my chest but still made a point to meet u can u please forgive me?

my dear the second time i said sorry...

my dear the 3rd time i said sorry...

My dear,the 100th time i said sorry i didn't mean to leave u alone in this world. It had to be because god did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of fine and put a ring on ur finger....

You are the first girl i apologizied and also the first girl i want to be with for the rest of my life. forgive me for not being able o bring u the happiness but i will become ur angel and always look out for you. i will look at you while you find ur happiness.please promise me not to shed a tear . I don't want to see u weep for me

I love you,

Yash

How can i not cry? what you wanted was just impossible. the last photograph showed him in the hospital. although he was skinny the smile on his face was as bright as ever.his face was pale yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the photo for the 100th apology

At the time when he needed me the most , i wasn't with him. I am sorry . I held the photo tightly and cried

everyday i used to think about him cried for him and sometimes i think to sucide but thought of my mother and father. i loved him soo much .

i lived thinking about the day we were together and passed the days

guys i know it was not tooo good . but i tried my best to write this os

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Edited by anshusreeja - 12 years ago