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Meri Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Hello people..okay so i hav always been a silent reader on this forum...Asya have made me obsessed with them..N i jst can't help thinking about them the whole day..n now there is this idea that is boggling up my mind n i thot to share it with you people..so this is going to be my first ever piece of writing..:) Hope you like it
MERI ZINDAGI AB TUM HI HO...<3
There she stood amidst the greenery,the garden,her favourite place in the Khan Mansion.She always found peace in the serinity of this place.The thing she is unaware about is that love and peace do not co-exist.Once you are in love nothing can calm you.Well,not atleast the place that is a witness to the emotional bond between you and your beloved.She recollected the day's event.Today was another fake rasam of a fake nikaah.Fake.This is all it is.Everything that seems to be so perfect so right is nothing but fake.It hurts.Even the thought of it hurts.
After having the dream of a sizzling hot dance with her Mr.Khan and after feeling shivers when his fingers brushed against her neck while making wear her the flower garland during jashn-e-bahar she decided to think about her feelings n come to a conclusion so that she can be at peace.But the exact opposite of peace is what she feels right now.After rewinding her life in the Khan Mansion from day one till now she has finally realised that she has fallen head over heels for Mr. Khan.Yes ,Mr. Khan who hated the sight of her from the first day and infact the feeling was mutual,but now the story is entirely different.Sometimes the last person you want to be with turns to be the person u can't live without.Now when she has relised her love for Mr.Khan she finds it. difficult to even breathe without him.She felt heartbroken.Zoya was so sure that Mr.khan didnt love her back the way she did.But a little voice in her heart said that he was not completely oblivious of her feelings.Maybe he felt something for her.She pushed the thought away as soon as it came.
So much was going through her mind n she stood there gazing at the stars having silent conversation with her ammi.She did not even realise when streams of tears made their way out of her eyes until a sob escaped her throat.She was totally unaware of another pair of eyes witnessing her pain.He felt a stab everytime a tear trickled down her cheek.He felt as if it was him who was in pain n not her.He very well knew the reason behind this feeling.Yes,he knew he was unconditionally n irevocably in love with his Miss Hoity Toity New York.But he cannot give her pain by making her a part of his life.He will push her away n he will be happy forever or this is what he thought.
But right now was not the time to think all this.she needed him n that was all he knew.He immediately made his way to the kitchen and made her faviourte coffee with extra milk and sugar.Crazy girl,he thought.With the mug he headed towards the garden to soothe his Zoya.He saw her sniffing badly n crying.He so wanted to kiss her tears away and take her in his arms n erase all her pain but decided against it.Emotionally challenged as he was.He sat next to her n brought the coffee mug in front of her eyes.She looked up to meet his gaze.
What he saw in her eyes shok him to the core.He could see only pain and heartbreak.He could not hold himself and finally asked
ASAD : Kisi ne mujhse kaha tha k muskurane se gam sehne ki taakat milti hai.Vaise coffee peene se vo takat aur badh jaati hai.Coffee.?
Zoya had had enough so much has happened n here he is offering her coffee.Why was he behaving like nothing has happened.Did he really feel nothing about her? Is all this so easy for him..??She wanted to scream at him for giving her this pain but all she did was to stare at him witth pain evidentally visible in her eyes.Getting no reply from zoya Asad continued
ASAD : kya bat hai zoya?ap bohat pareshan lag rhi hain? aap ro kyon rahi hain..??Aap janti hain k aap mujhse share kar sakti hain.Kya problem hai??
He said in a voice laced with concern and love.But Zoya was too busy in analysing his words.This was the last straw for her.Out of all the people he is asking what was her problem.Her earlier urge to scream at him resurfaced.she stood up n did exactly the same.
ZOYA : Aap hain meri problem Mr. Asad Ahmed Khan.Sab apki vajah se ho rha hai.Aapki vajah se takleef mein hu main.Apke lie yeh sab nakli hai na?Pr mere lie nahi hain Mr. Khan.Mai nhi mana pa rhi h apne dil ko k jo chiz mujhe itni sahi lag rhi hai itni khushi de rhi hai vo sab ek drama hai.Apko to koi fark nahi padh rha hoga na Mr. Khan?Ap to bas yeh soch rhek honge na k kab phuphi ki tabiyat theek ho aur kab apko mujhse chutti mile.Par mera dil too rha hai.Khatam kijie ye sab agr yeh nakli hai to.Mujhse aur bardasht nhi ho rha.Samjhe aap?
With that she turned on her heel and ran inside the house towards her room.He stood up to stop her but to no avail.Asad was shocked will be an understatement.He did not even in dreams expect this from zoya.after falling hopelessly for zoya the only thing he wanted was to push her away so as to save her from heartbreak.But it was now he realised that the damage had already been done.Zoya loves him n she is hurt.As soon as realisation dawned upon him he collapsed to his knees.Unknown to him his ammi had witnessed the whole scenario and rushed towards him as soon as he broke down.
Dilshad decided that it is time for both asad and zoya to realise that neither can live without each other and asad has to confess to zoya today infact now.She has to talk to him now.
I decided to finish it one go but phew i am tired.So this thing will have a part 2 ofcrse if people want me to continue.
Happy reading...:)
N yes ys i am ready for all the jootas chappals n tamatars...:)
Kindly ignore any typos and errors.
Hello people..okay so i hav always been a silent reader on this forum...Asya have made me obsessed with them..N i jst can't help thinking about them the whole day..n now there is this idea that is boggling up my mind n i thot to share it with you people..so this is going to be my first ever piece of writing..:) Hope you like it
MERI ZINDAGI AB TUM HI HO...<3
There she stood amidst the greenery,the garden,her favourite place in the Khan Mansion.She always found peace in the serinity of this place.The thing she is unaware about is that love and peace do not co-exist.Once you are in love nothing can calm you.Well,not atleast the place that is a witness to the emotional bond between you and your beloved.She recollected the day's event.Today was another fake rasam of a fake nikaah.Fake.This is all it is.Everything that seems to be so perfect so right is nothing but fake.It hurts.Even the thought of it hurts.
After having the dream of a sizzling hot dance with her Mr.Khan and after feeling shivers when his fingers brushed against her neck while making wear her the flower garland during jashn-e-bahar she decided to think about her feelings n come to a conclusion so that she can be at peace.But the exact opposite of peace is what she feels right now.After rewinding her life in the Khan Mansion from day one till now she has finally realised that she has fallen head over heels for Mr. Khan.Yes ,Mr. Khan who hated the sight of her from the first day and infact the feeling was mutual,but now the story is entirely different.Sometimes the last person you want to be with turns to be the person u can't live without.Now when she has relised her love for Mr.Khan she finds it. difficult to even breathe without him.She felt heartbroken.Zoya was so sure that Mr.khan didnt love her back the way she did.But a little voice in her heart said that he was not completely oblivious of her feelings.Maybe he felt something for her.She pushed the thought away as soon as it came.
So much was going through her mind n she stood there gazing at the stars having silent conversation with her ammi.She did not even realise when streams of tears made their way out of her eyes until a sob escaped her throat.She was totally unaware of another pair of eyes witnessing her pain.He felt a stab everytime a tear trickled down her cheek.He felt as if it was him who was in pain n not her.He very well knew the reason behind this feeling.Yes,he knew he was unconditionally n irevocably in love with his Miss Hoity Toity New York.But he cannot give her pain by making her a part of his life.He will push her away n he will be happy forever or this is what he thought.
But right now was not the time to think all this.she needed him n that was all he knew.He immediately made his way to the kitchen and made her faviourte coffee with extra milk and sugar.Crazy girl,he thought.With the mug he headed towards the garden to soothe his Zoya.He saw her sniffing badly n crying.He so wanted to kiss her tears away and take her in his arms n erase all her pain but decided against it.Emotionally challenged as he was.He sat next to her n brought the coffee mug in front of her eyes.She looked up to meet his gaze.
What he saw in her eyes shok him to the core.He could see only pain and heartbreak.He could not hold himself and finally asked
ASAD : Kisi ne mujhse kaha tha k muskurane se gam sehne ki taakat milti hai.Vaise coffee peene se vo takat aur badh jaati hai.Coffee.?
Zoya had had enough so much has happened n here he is offering her coffee.Why was he behaving like nothing has happened.Did he really feel nothing about her? Is all this so easy for him..??She wanted to scream at him for giving her this pain but all she did was to stare at him witth pain evidentally visible in her eyes.Getting no reply from zoya Asad continued
ASAD : kya bat hai zoya?ap bohat pareshan lag rhi hain? aap ro kyon rahi hain..??Aap janti hain k aap mujhse share kar sakti hain.Kya problem hai??
He said in a voice laced with concern and love.But Zoya was too busy in analysing his words.This was the last straw for her.Out of all the people he is asking what was her problem.Her earlier urge to scream at him resurfaced.she stood up n did exactly the same.
ZOYA : Aap hain meri problem Mr. Asad Ahmed Khan.Sab apki vajah se ho rha hai.Aapki vajah se takleef mein hu main.Apke lie yeh sab nakli hai na?Pr mere lie nahi hain Mr. Khan.Mai nhi mana pa rhi h apne dil ko k jo chiz mujhe itni sahi lag rhi hai itni khushi de rhi hai vo sab ek drama hai.Apko to koi fark nahi padh rha hoga na Mr. Khan?Ap to bas yeh soch rhek honge na k kab phuphi ki tabiyat theek ho aur kab apko mujhse chutti mile.Par mera dil too rha hai.Khatam kijie ye sab agr yeh nakli hai to.Mujhse aur bardasht nhi ho rha.Samjhe aap?
With that she turned on her heel and ran inside the house towards her room.He stood up to stop her but to no avail.Asad was shocked will be an understatement.He did not even in dreams expect this from zoya.after falling hopelessly for zoya the only thing he wanted was to push her away so as to save her from heartbreak.But it was now he realised that the damage had already been done.Zoya loves him n she is hurt.As soon as realisation dawned upon him he collapsed to his knees.Unknown to him his ammi had witnessed the whole scenario and rushed towards him as soon as he broke down.
Dilshad decided that it is time for both asad and zoya to realise that neither can live without each other and asad has to confess to zoya today infact now.She has to talk to him now.
I decided to finish it one go but phew i am tired.So this thing will have a part 2 ofcrse if people want me to continue.
Happy reading...:)
N yes ys i am ready for all the jootas chappals n tamatars...:)
Kindly ignore any typos and errors.
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