Hiee... as I had promised I am here with sequel to
'sunn raha hai naa tu...'
link:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/arjun/3565002/arjun-os-sunn-raha-hai-naa-tu
if you have not read that please click the link given above. You ll understand this part better...
again this is emotional one, depicting arjun's pain...
I don't know why I always end up writing emotional...
But anyways, hope you like this too...
Song used: yeh pyaar mein kyun hota hai from tere naam..
Song suggested by very dear friend of mine...
I ll be waiting for your likes and comments...
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He was right now an emotional wreck. He did not know what he was doing and why...
He just could no longer listen to that song. It pierced his already wounded heart... her residence...
He could no longer sit in that huge SUV. He was suffocated. His demons were back to haunt him. he could not chase them away.
"Rathod gaadi roko" he could not believe it was his voice. It was meek, not the usual Arjun Suryakant Raute's voice.
"Rathod gaadi roko please..." Today even his voice betrayed him. it gave away his hidden emotions.
He just got down as soon as the SUV was halted and started walking away. Away from the person who once mattered him the most.
He walked away from liveliness.
He felt himself alien in that world.
He felt all his strength drained with each step he took towards the beach. His shoulders automatically hunched, head bent down.
He could still hear faint music that had stirred his being...
He knew they were watching him from far but he could no longer care about anything...anyone...other than her...
He walked along the beach, lonely, carrying a bleeding heart, along with his demons...
yeh pyaar me kyun hota hai hun aa aa aa aa ha
he faintly smiled, looking at the setting sun. she loved beaches. The blue sea, meeting the sky always fascinated her.
**'roshni... iss beach mein aisa kya hai jo tumhe itna accha lagta hai?'
'arjun... yahan se wo dikhta hai, jo shehar mein nahin dikhta..'
'kya?' he was amused...
'milan... aasmaan aur paani ka... jaise wo dono yahan milte hai waise hi hum dono yahi ek hue hai na...'She hugged him.
he smiled at her innocent words
'tumhe pata hai ki mujhe ye beach itna kyun pasand hai?
'hmmm...'
'yahan aake tumhe khushi milti hai roshni. Tumhare chehre pe jo khushi chalakta hai wo mujhe khushi deti hai. Har wo cheez jo tumhe khushi de wo mujhe pasand hai...'**
la la la la la la la la...
kyun kisee ko vafa ke badle vafa nahee milatee
kyun kisee ko duwa ke badle duwa nahee milatee
kyun kisee ko khushee ke badle khushee nahee milatee
yeh pyaar me kyun hota hai
kyun kisee ko vafa ke badle vafa nahee milatee
Where was actual Arjun Raute now?? he questioned himself.
He was long dead.
The person now is mere shadow of Arjun Raute.
A living corpse. A person with no emotions. Tears were freely flowing from his eyes. There was no point in holding them back. what was the use in hiding them? There was no one to watch him other than his roshni, who would never come to him and wipe his tears. She had left him alone.
She always asked for his happiness from her God but where was his happiness when she was not with him.!?!
He smiled ruefully and sat on sand.
ishk kitana rulaaye, saaree duneeya bhulaaye
bekaraaree badhaaye, chain ek pal naa aaye
log ishk me kya se kya huye, mil gaye kabhee phir juda huye
bas khijan milee iss bahaar me, umrr kat rahee intajaar me
kyun kisee ko hansee ke badle hansee nahee milatee
kyun kisee ko vafa ke badle vafa nahee milatee
he was all alone now. she was truly roshni.Roshni of his life.
She brought happiness and once she went, she took his capacity to see light, be happy.
He isolated himself from rest of world.
He could not bring himself out of the guilt, his personal hell.
Every moment of his existence after her death he was dying a bit.
Now all he wished was for her. Just her. He could wait till eternity to be with her now. Just him and her...
nee dha nee sa sa ga re ma pa ga re ga sa
nee dha nee sa ga sa
he laid back on sand, watching setting sun. sun was almost down. Yet again he would come out next morning...
but what about his life??
His sun had left him forever. she would never be back and he knew that.
She had changed his life good when she came and for worst when she left.
Memories plagued him, right from the day he saw her to the day she was brutally snatched from him by fate.
His lonely life without her, sleepless nights,his empty arms where she no longer stayed.
He stood and screamed her name--"ROSHNIII..."
According to him, That was his punishment, burning in the hell of guilt and remorse he had created for himself...
yeh pal kahee thahara nahee, yaado pe toh pahara nahee
jab dava se bhee jakhm naa bhare, aise haal me socho koyee kya kare
kyun kisee ko khushee ke badle khushee nahee milatee
kyun kisee ko vafa ke badle vafa nahee milatee
yeh pyaar me kyun hota hai - (2)
kyun kisee ko vafa ke badle vafa nahee milatee
Doctors treated him for all those wounds which he got during his missions, bandaged them, applied medicines.
but, He just wanted medicine for his bleeding heart which was her and she would never come and his heart would never heal.
He slowly removed the bandage on his right hand and caressed the tattered tattoo...He kissed her name and whispered"I love you roshni"
She was his life, his love and he could never forget her even if he tried and he was sure that he would never..
who could tell that there was a broken man behind the rock exterior??
No one.
Why?? According to him there was no one in the world other than her who would see the real him behind the mask and she was gone...for ever.. and he would not lower the mask.
He wiped his tears and walked away to his destiny for night.
Ravi lodge...
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Hoping to get lots of likes and comments...
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