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Thanks Aardhan for suggessing this beautiful name for my os series. This is nidhi's feeling for BKM when she sold it to Sandeep Bachi.Ashutosh is reading this diary.This BKM includes two parts.Before marriage and then when ashu got this BKM back.After marriage also nidhi was confused how this house came to mallika? ------------------------------------------------------------ Pata nahi baba ko ICU me kab tak rehena padega?baba ki halat dekhi nahi jati.Baba ne aisa kyon kiya?Itna bada loss ho gaya aur unhone muze kuchh hint bhi nahi di? Main Dr Ashutosh ke pyaar me aise kho gai thi ki pata hi nahi chala ki baba kis crisis se gujar rahe the.Bus main woh makaan new year ko dr ashutosh ko dene chali thi aur pata chala ki baba ko heart attack ho gaya.Main daudi daudi wapis aa gai.Baba ko hospital me admit karwaya.Solanki uncle ne bataya ki kuchh galat hua tha,jo humari najar se chuk gaya.Baba ko business me nuksan hua,Unhe Bank se paise ki recovery ke phone aate the.Ghar ki neelami ki baat karte the.Muze kuchh pata nahi? Jab baba ko yeh sab bardasht ke bahar ho gaya toh unhe heart attack aaya.Maine dr Ashutosh ko contact karneki kitni koshish ki?Lekin pata nahi unke dil me kya chal raha tha?kyon mera phone woh nahi uthate the.Ek baar toh unhone muze message kar diya ki muze tumse koi baat nahi karni hai.Don't call me again. Jab main Bank pahuchi toh maine wahaa dekha toh Aditya Trehaan,dr Mallika ka bhai tha wahaa.Waise toh muze pata tha ki puri payment nahi karni hoti hai lekin Aditya ji keh rahe the ki 3 din me woh rakam bharni hai.Mere pas itne paise the hi nahi.Main kya karti?Itne me Sandeep bachi namke aadmi ne immediately aur achhe paise de diya aur maine apne nana ka ghar bech diya.Kaash!tab dr Ashtusoh wahaa hote?BKm bach jata. Lekin woh kitni nafrat karte the na us ladki ko jise unke baba ne matlab mere nana ne woh ghar diya.Lekin coin ki dusri taraf toh unhone dekha hi nahi?Mere nana ne apni beti ki parvaah nahi ki,kisi aur ladke ko god liya.Meri ma ke hisse ka pyaar dular diya.Mere janam ke baad bhi woh muze dekhne nahi aaye.Meri maa ke mot ke waqt bhi woh nahi aaye.Fir bhi maine kabhi us aadmi se nafrat nahiki jisne meri ma ka haq chheena?meri ma ke hissse ki property,pyaar use diya?Muze toh tab bhi koi problem nahi hoti agar woh ghar woh us ladke ke naam kar dete.Jinhe humari fikar nahi,jaroorat nahi,unka ghar leke main kya karoongi?lekin meri baba ki jaan bachane me woh ghar kaam aaya.Aditya Trehan ne muze kitna jalil kya?kitni bate sunai?mere baba ko dekha tha unhone tab bhi unme insaniyat nahi jagi.Lekin in sabme main kitna tuti hoo?kisiko nahi pata.Meri ma ko toh maine bachpan me kho diya.Ek baba hi toh the. Dusra panna. Aaaj dr ashutosh ke baba,matlab ki mere nana mil gaye.Kitne khush the na dr ashutosh?tabhi unhone bataya ki unke pas woh ghar wapis aa gaya ha.Main hairaan ho gai.Tabhi dr ashutosh ne bataya ki Mallika ne unhe woh ghar gift kar diya hai.Yeh kaise ho sakta hai? Mallika ji ke pas woh ghar kaise aaya?Mallika ji Sandeep Bachi ko kaise janti hai?Aditya Trehaan ka in sab me kya role hai?kya dr ashutosh ke dil me ya dimag me aise sawal nahi aaye?kyon nahi aaye?woh agar in sab ki teh tak jate toh unhe pata chalta ki BKM mere hath se chhinkar unke haath me kaise gaya?lekin unhe toh bus woh ghar mil gaya,chahe kisine bhi diya ho? Muze BB se koi shaikayat nahi hai.Lekin ek baar unse jaroor puchhna chahti hoo.Unko kabh apnee beti ki yaad nahi aayi?jis ladki ko woh meri nanhi pari kehete the,meri rani bithiya kehete thakte nahi the,jisko apne kandhe par bithaye ghumte the,jiske liye ghoda banate the,unki kabhi yaad nahi aayi? Kehete hai ki bujurgo ko apni moody se jyada interest pyara hota hai.Toh mere nana ko meri yaad kyon nahi aati thai?Aajbhi main apni ma ko miss karti hoo.Bahoot jyada miss karti hoo. Ma,I missed you,m missing you. Thanks tupu for giving me this idea
Ganesh Kartikeya
