Part 20
Pari's aunt could make out her reluctance ' beta aap hi socho, she knows very well u r with Sam & still she was with u
he clenched his fist ' wat did she tell u?
Pari's mom & aunt looked at each other lost of words
mk ' did she tell u all that
is that wat she is been upto
dam this b**** he walked out looking for her losing all the sanity he had.
He stormed into her room. She stood silently looking out of the window. She turned to look at the sudden noise & looked away discovering it was him. She didn't care to know the reason behind his demeanor.. nor did she wanted to know. Geet he roared turning her to him
she glared back at his grip on her elbow & then into his eyes. The piercing dislike shook him even at that state of anger.
Wat did u tell pari's mom & other ladies?
She didn't care to answer him & turned away sharply crossing her hand over her chest
this irritated him to a different level all together. Her attitude, her abhorrence, her coldness
r u so desperate to sleep with me? He spat pushing her shoulder.. turning her to face
he undid couple of his top shirt buttons.. why don't we he just pushed her to the bed
why do it when I am not in my senses
she fell with a thud on the bed hurting herself.. he snatched her scarf.
She had been accused.. insulted.. through out her life but never been humiliated to this limit. More than the whole act.. for some reason its him who is doing it hurt her more. Why did she expect him in the whole wide world to be humane to her, respect her sanity.
She has been through every mean thing every turmoil alone. No one ever left a single chance to hurt her. Then why on earth it hurt her... in this way.. like her heart was being squashed miserably
Was it the concern she saw in his eyes for her.. his eyes.. she went blank in her own misery of emotions.. her eyes searched beyond those darkness she saw in his.
She looked at him hurt not pleading, not angry but hurt.. hurt of betrayal, hurt of breaking unspoken promises. She was not screaming for help, she was not wiggling.. she was not even protesting or running. She just looked at him still not able to believe wat she was feeling at the moment. Emotions that were far from her .. or say she had not let them close any where near her .. were all there right there consuming her, shackling her in an unknown pain.
He looked away feeling the hurt. Every unvoiced pain of her pricking him. It felt like heavy logs being nailed into his heart.. his soul. His gaze averted avoiding the hazels & meet the reddish burn mrks. He felt chocked. He closed his eyes & turned his back to her.. again t same battle of unnamed emotions.. untamed emotions began.. making him mad.
She got up & reached his fingers that where still holding her scarf. His soul felt slipping away as t cotton slid his fingers. How much he wanted to hold it as close as he wanted to hold her right now. She took it from him & wore it around her neck with her head low not in shame but defeated. She reached her luggage & left the room silently.
Pari came running to the room with Sam leaving the whole mehendi ceremony..
Sam ' U went to her room after the fight between us
he didn't react.. he stood there frozen.. now the events flashed in his mind more clearly.
pari ' usne kuch nahi kiya MK.. wo kuch kaisen kar sakti hain. Tum tho ussen janthe hona
pari had learned from her mom.. wat they spoke to Mk.. & she rushed instantly to Geets room & Sam followed though she was terrified to face Mk.
The tear in her eyes hearing him whimper, the brushing of the tears.. the melody that seemed so perfect in silence. His own words why does it seem right. He just stood there not able to bear the ache in his heart.. the cotton slipping from his hand still hurt like it took away his soul & the new guilt of hurting his bestest frd surfaced over everything else. He suddenly snapped & looked at Sam.. he tried to reach her. Sam felt so guilty seeing him sorry now.. she just left from there not letting him speak.
When Pari came to the main hall, Geet came to her I didn't want to leave without telling u
she hugged her warmly. She didn't know how wish her happiness with so much of pain within. She knew all the eyes were on her right now. She thought she had left all this behind.. but somethings always don't leave u ..how ever far u go.
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lots of love
muskan
Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
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