‘The way Ravi looks at you- yuck!’

KYA DEKHTE HO? Rakhi Sawant

Last night's shocking evictee Rakhi Sawant (who will watch the show now?) is willing to return to Bigg Boss after breathing in some fresh air (read: where Rupali and Carol don't exist).

She's ready for another bout of the reality show. "I want to see the sky, the stars, the moon, be free all over again," she says, moments after stepping out of the Bigg Boss studio in Karjat.

You already want to return to Bigg Boss!

There is no harm saying it. I have told Bigg Boss that if he wants I am willing to return after a break. I can say it, bolne mein kya harz hai?

What's the first thing you'll do after going home?
Sleep! I could hardly sleep thanks to all the khich-pich in the house. But before that, I need to see a doctor. All the doings in the house have taken a toll on my health. I need to be fit for my dance shows soon.

You were the main attraction on Bigg Boss.
That's what I've just been told. All I can say is that except for that outburst because of Amit, I was there to enjoy myself. I wanted to sing, dance and make merry. But the rest of the inmates had other plans: manipulating, planning or otherwise smoking!

Did you fall in love with Amit Sadh?
No. The only man in my life is Abhishek Awasthi. I realised what he meant while on the show. I wanted to be friends with Amit because Rupali and Carol had teamed up with the other guys like Ravi, Rahul, etc. I wanted Amit to be part of my group with Kash.

But you fell out with Kash.
I know. She was extremely peeved when I broke my fast, but after the fight with Amit I was hopping mad. I could not function and without food my brains don't work at all; that's the reason I had to eat. Both Kash and me are item girls and both of us have been voted out. Kuch toh connection hoga hamara.

Who did you dislike the most on Bigg Boss?
Ravi Kissen. The way he looks at you… yuck! There's something horrible about this man. I have acted in one of his films, but during Bigg Boss I have seen another side to him. Also, Amit Sadh does not know how to respect a woman.

You washed the clothes of all the male contestants…
Yes, I use to wash everyone's clothes, including those of the guys. I have washed their undergarments, their chaddis too! I had never washed clothes at home before. I had to leave several of my clothes behind on the Bigg Boss sets as I never knew that you have to check if the colours run before soaking them together. So many of my clothes became multi-coloured!

Besides resuming your dance shows, is marriage on your mind?
Yes, I will marry one day. But my mother is right that there is sometime for it. She wants me to be a bigger name. There is still a long way to go to the top and the time is now. I have met Abhishek's parents and they know about us. I need everyone's blessings for my marriage, and that includes my sister and brother. They are both married and have two kids each.

And what about your father?
He is Hitler; he is somewhere but I have no contact with him. He deserted our family when I started doing item numbers. My mother stood like a rock beside me. I owe my success to her.