Love of my Life..

1.The wait..
Ahhh...it feels so good.
Resting my back on the recliner watching the rain outside,when the soft and cold breezes sway softly touching me,carressing my face,tickling my neck,lingering my waist when I am waiting for him to arrive.
I want to run and get drenched in that rain..but no I wont..because I know he has right on me to shower on me first..with his love..today I want to get drenched but not with raindrops but his love..
I feel like I am a desert which is waiting for a shower of rain from ages..I am dieing for his touch..his gaze on me..
He is returning from a business trip after six months.these six months seemed to be ages to me like they were never ending.
I am all ready to welcome him,to embrace him with my warmth,to get enveloped in his grip.
Aahh..that grip..that possessiveness in his grip..that hold which makes me feel so special..wanted..desired..make me feel that I belong to him ..that he has the right on me..
We got married six months ago since then I yearn for his touch.i always miss his manly smell that is my own brand of addiction which makes me forget my world and drift out to my dreamland where I am with you and you with me and no one else...you make me feel I am flying and ethereal...
Manytimes I struggle with myself to understand whether its his eyes or his smell which drowns me deep in the world of my fantasy..
His eyes so intense...always blanks me out of the thoughts what is he thinking.they are so dark and immensely loving that when he gazes me I feel like I am undressed in front of him,but he has right for that.
He owns me..my body..my soul..my heart..everything.he possess my own existense.he is the one who make me feel owned.
Its very much pristine and serene here in this garden attached to our bedroom..
Beautifully bloomed roses adorned at every corner of the bedroom spreading its light and sweet smell in our bedroom..fully decorated with candles lit up..for the special moments to come..
For these moments.. I am waiting.. I am waiting endlessly..the moment we will become one..the moment I will be his forever..the moment I will be complete...the moment which will be my incarnation..as his wife..as the one who is bound to him forever..
I am waiting for him to come since morning..here in his farm house...our love nest..wearing his favourite red colour saree and with simple earrings and necklace..with my mangalsutra adorning my neck..that beautiful red glass bangles making sweet chimes when I am moving around the house waiting for his arrival impatiently..the eqiuisite anklets on my ankles making sweet sounds trying to match up the rhythm of falling raindrops...
I glanced at the mirror once again to have a look at myself...I saw myself from head to toe...
His bride ready for him..all adorned with jewellery and red saree...his favourite which he gave me on our wedding night to get changed..to complete his dream...his fantasy to see me in red saree as his wife..as his life partner..as his soulmate..
But my eyes only rested on my most precious asset of my life..presented by him..my sindoor...colour of my life...his mark on me..proudly resting on my parting which always remind me that I belong to him and he possess me.
Wait doesn't seem seems to end as I am watching at the path from where he will arrive...from where my life will come...my Arnavji...he must be on his way..
Let me check the kitchen..i cooked all the dishes which are all his favourites...I wish he comes fast...I wish I feed him all this saviours with my hands...
This wait is not for a day or two...its yearning of six months..from six months I am waiting to be with him..to be his in all senses.
But now he is coming back...after this long distance he is coming to me to embrace me..to hug me...to love me..i was waiting for this day from past six months...
Soon I drifted towards the day six months back..i saw him last time...he was here...he was lying in my arms..cuddling with me..his face against my bosoms...but then..
Precap:Flashback...
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ANAMIKA...❤️ Edited by anamika90 - 12 years ago
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