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Hello everyone this is my very first OS. I have never written something about arshi ever before though i always wanted to, this os is about the scene when arnav blamed khushi for his Di's sufferings that was too much for me and then there was no repent from arnav's side. So this is how I wanted that scene to be plz read it and forgive me if there is any typing or spelling error. ENJOY
COME BACK KHUSHI
'I wish I had never met you. I wish you had never come to my life. Everything would have been perfect. Di would have been happy. Meeting you was the biggest mistake of my life'. Arnav said angrily before leaving a shocked Khushi at poolside and driving rashly out of Raizada Manison. Khushi was dumbfounded she looked bewilderedly at the place where arnav had been merely two seconds ago. 'Did he actually truly say that? No, no, this can't be true, my arnavji can't do this to me he can't say such things to me. Maybe he didnot mean that, maybe he said this just because he was worried becoz of Di's condition. But no, this is not possible. How could someone say things that he had never thought of? Surely such thoughts don't pop up in your mind on their own.
What if the situation was in reverse what if it was I who had got hurt and Di was the reason would he say such things to Di too? No he never would. It's always me. This always happens with me only.
Arnavji knew it. He knew it more than anyone else whatever happened was not my fault. It was not my fault that Shamji was an evil man. It was not my fault that Shamji leered on me. I never meant harm for anyone .I was always trying to protect him and Di from Shamji. I almost died saving him still he thinks it was my fault that Di was hurt because Shamji left her. Even if I had never met Shamji, still he would never have loved Di. All he wanted was her money but I can't tell this to Arnavji becoz he already knows it. He knows that I was a victim of shamji's brutality still he is blaming me. Blaming me for what?? For existing??
Yes this is my fault that I didn't die the day my parents died. I should have left this world with them. It is my fault that I don't have a brother to protect me to fight for me.
I was wrong when I thought that my only real relation would be my husband. My amma and babuji are not my real parents nor is my jiji my real sister, but they all love me and this thing always feared me that they could leave me if they wanted to, although I knew they never would but still I was scared, scared of making mistakes that could make them angry. That's why I always try to please everyone.
I always thought my husband will be my knight in shining armour he would remove all my fears, take away all my worries and would be mine, but I was wrong, very wrong. I am an orphan after all so anyone can say anything to me and my husband proved it today.
No matter how much I try, Di will always come first in everything and I would never be her equal. She is his sister his blood relation and I don't have any blood relation. No one is bound to me forever and this is what gave him the right to say that I shouldn't exist at all. Yes I shouldn't because there is no one who could protect me from shamji, all my relations could leave me any moment they want to even my husband. What if Di asks him to leave me, he would leave me without a backward glance and I would be alone again like I was on the day when my amma and babuji left me. With that a violent shudder rippled through her body and her knees gave away.
She heard a distant sound of 'KHUSHI' and then she was being shacked, she couldn't understand what was happening, her clothes felt wet and sticky and her ears felt blocked. She blinked rapidly to clear her vision. Slowly slowly things started to come in focus. She could see arnavji's face bent over her. Seeing him brought her panic back, she wanted to tell him that she didn't want to hurt Di and it was not her fault that Shamji left DI, but the fear of being alone was so strong that she felt her throat constricted. All she managed to say was 'I want to go to my amma and babuji' before she passed out.
Arnav was frantically pacing the corridor in front of emergency room. His heart felt stopped up. Every few minutes he looked at the closed door of emergency room and the red light above it as if some miracle would happen and the doctor will come out and tell him that his khushi was alright.
The thought of her name brought back the memories of what happened a few hours ago. Flashback 'He was wandering the roads for about two hours and his mind kept giving him the flashbacks of Di trying to kill her own baby. Slowly slowly his mind started to cool down and that was when he started thinking about what he had done to Khushi. He remembered in horror about her stricken and hurt face. This was when he realized about the extent of damage that he had done. 'Damn it I have hurt her again and this time I have hurt her beyond measure. I have to get back to her. I have to make things alright. I have to tell her that I never meant anything I said, could never have meant that. Whatever the circumstances are I always want her by my side, she is my strength, my whole life. It had started to rain. He revved the engine and sped of towards RaizadaMansion. Once at home he ran directly towards his room, climbing two stairs at a time/, he pulled open the room door and looked inside. Khushi was nowhere in sight, he checked the bathroom but she was not there either. Fear clutched at his heart as he ran toward pool side. There what he saw left him shell shocked. Khushi was standing there, totally oblivious of her surroundings, rooted to exactly the same spot where she had been when he had accused her of everything which was not her fault at all. She was drenched from head to toe. Her eyes were glazed and unfocused. She was looking far away in nothingness. Then suddenly she started to fall down. He ran towards her and caught her before she hit the floor. He shook her to bring her back to present. Her eyes opened and she looked at him confused, then suddenly the confusion was replaced by fear and panic. With great effort she said that she wanted to go to her amma and babuji and passed out.
Listening to this Arnav was panicked he shook her violently 'Open your eyes Khushi you can't do this to me. Come back Khushi I never meant anything I said. I am so sorry; I will do anything just open your eyes' Arnav pleaded. But khushi's body was turning ice cold her lips had already turned deep blue. This made him more frightened. He scooped her up in his arms and ran for his car. Payal gave a shriek of terror as Arnav took her through lounge. What... what has happened to Khushi?? Arnavji tell me right now. Everyone else to bombarded him with questions. He merely motioned them to follow as he took Khushi to his car'.
The sound of door opening brought him out of his thoughts .The doctor had come out his face grim and foreboding .Arnav darted towards him and asked him 'how is khushi? Is she alright? Can I see her' in one go.
The doctor put a hand on his shoulder and gravely replied 'I am sorry Mr Raizada your wife had a nervous breakdown, it seems like she had been under stress for quite some time and she got some major shock today, we tried every thing but she has slipped in coma'.
Guyz thanks a billion for liking my os. I have been really nervous about it as it was my first os but your encouragement has given me a lot of confidence and about continuing it, i hadn't planned to continue it but now i have decided to write another part . INSHALLAH i will update the second part soon. Thanks a lot aga
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