I become so childish these days.Everyone started to call me a Child including my sweet n shy hubby Yashji. I was also Wondering why iam like this now-a-days.Is this becos our symbol of love in my Womb?Is this becos I was craving for my Yashji's attension?Is this becos to live my deserved happiness which i lost so many years back when Ansh was in my Womb?
Iam became an Attention seeker...lol yes iam making faces to get his only attention. I was so sad that he ignored me and doing his work in laptop. I was so Mad at that Laptop..i feel like i would crack that Laptop into pieces...Crazy...He keep on working in his Lappy n saying mere answers in oneword...Why I feel that he is ignoring me just becos Iam become *MOTTI*...yeah i know this word is so silly for me to say as iam pregnant now Every Pregnant women will look like this..I thought my babhi words were correct He is also like another hubbies in the world...thn he came to me close n said tat "IAM SO BEAUTIFUL"...Seriously my heart missed a beat on hearing this but i maintained my so called attitude.I replied tat "He is Lying tat he didnt look at me only once from wen i came into this room...n showed my Angry faces". Then Simply did whatever I did just a minute ago...Do you see it..yes he is checking me out when i got into the room...but why i missed his eyes on me???! He just said "ITS SO CUTE TO SEE U SECRETLY...U are so Happy sometimes n Angry Sometimes". My Craving n Love for him me adding fuel to the fire. Am i heard it Correct He said "IAM SO ATTRACTIVE NOW WITH MY BABY BUMP"...This is the limit I was overwhelmed at this words and Hugged him Happily forgetting my Baby...Then We realised and laughed like Kids...He hugged me in side ways...Yeas its my deserved happiness which is also my lost happiness...I dont want to think of my Past...but this Present i really dont want to forget till my breath leave my soul.