MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 75

She wanted to ask him that why he was doing that to her?..why he was hurting her like that?..what had she done that he was angery with her? But she couldnt!
He never mentioned anything about that ..as if nothing had happened! So why should she show him that it had affected her? She didnt wanted to show her weak side to him. She didnt wanted to let him know about the effect he had on her. She didnt had any proper reason for it..but she knew just onething that whatever may be..she wont show her feelings to him! She didnt knew about him that if he feels for her or not? So, somewhere she was scared & insecure..thats why didnt wanted him or anyone else to know anything! Thats why she always tried to keep her feelings to herself only!

His indifference used to hurt her a lot...but she never questioned him because she didnt wanted to be appear weak in front of him or gave any idea about her feelings for him. She left it on him to decide that if he wanted to talk to her or not!
It was getting more confusing for her now. She didnt know when his mood will change & he will fight with her..or just simply stop taking to her..leaving her to wonder..why?

She couldnt do anything..but cry silently! His behaviour was so confusing. One moment it felt that he too liked her...but in next moment it seems that he didnt even willing to talk with her!
This uncertainty of his behaviour and her own emotions were making her condition meiserable & hurting her every moment. She wanted to shout at him for doing this to her..wanted to tell him that she was not a toy that he can play with, whenever wanted and then throw it when got bored. Her mind asked to avoid him.. But her heart was not letting her to do that!

It happened again!
Suddenly he stoped talking to her and as usual..she didnt had any clue as to why? What happened now? She smiled sadly. It didnt mattered..these questions didnt mattered anymore. She had become used to to this now. So she just ignored..and kept her distance with him.
After two days..one of his friend came saying that maan was asking for her notes! She didnt wanted to create any sence..she quitly gave the notes he had asked! But she didnt liked it at all! Why he brought the third person in between them? He could have asked directly! And he also knew that she could never have denied him..even when he wasnt talking to her!

When she saw him alone..she decided to ask him finally that what was his problem? She went to him and asked,"tujhe notes chahiye the, toh tu khud bhi maang sakta tha na? Kisi aur ko kehne ki kya zarurat thi?" he looked surprised with her sudden question..but then.."agar tujhe problem hai..toh kyun diye? Mana karna tha na"..that was his reply to her question! It was hurting her but this time.. She felt anger more than that hurt! "i didnt mean that! Per tu khud bhi toh maang sakta tha na?"...she asked again keeping her clam.
But he was provoking her. "take it..mujhe nahi chahiye tere notes.." ..he said, giving her notes back! His that attitude snapped her control and she shouted at him,"whats ur problem maan? Maine tujhse thik se baat kar rahi hoon..aur tu mujhe attitude dikha raha hai??"..he didnt replied, clearly showing that he doesnt care!
She was hurt...she was angery...and she was tired of his behaviour now. "fine, nahi baat karna chahta na tu mujhse? Thik hai..even i dont want to talk to u anymore!"..she had had enough and she left!