MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 66

The realisation that she was in Love... It was itself a very beautiful feeling. Her first love.. Pehla pyaar!
Love has made her experince many new & different emotions..
That excitment..that strange restlessness...that despration to meet him...that carving to see him..stealing glances at him..then getting nervouss if got caught..those increased heartbeats, whenever he was around..that without reason smile..her silly behaviour...writing his name in her note book..thousand time..then scraching it!

Saare khilone...
Kanch ke nikale...
Chhann se..tut gaye..

Along with all these emotions... Love brings something more.. Pain!
They say.. "The one you love the most...has the capability to hurt you the most!"
and that was the case with her too. If his simple words & gesture can make her feel happy & special... Then his little indiference & ignorance was enough to hurt her deeply & make her cry bitterly.
She used to try to ignore that hurt.. But sometimes the pain was too much to bear.

She had noticed him..he was looking upset and he hadnt talked to her from morning. She thought of talking to him in the break.
As soon as the bell rang, she went towards him. He did noticed her coming..but then got busy in his book.
"hi, good morning!"..she greeted as soon as she reached near his desk. "morning"..he replied without moving his gaze from that book. She was sure now that he was really upset on something... But on what? Why? She wanted to know.. So she asked, "kya hua? Tera muh kyun utra hua hai aaj?" .. in their usual style. "tujhse matlab?" he replied coldly, still didnt looked at her.
She was certainly hurt with his words. "tu aise kyun bol raha hai? Bataa na.. kya hua?"...she again tried..ignoring that pain in her heart. He didnt replied.
She still tried to behave normally.. "dekh..tu itne jyada bhav khayega na..toh main tujhse baat hi nahi karungi"...she said in a playful manner...just to tease him. But that didnt workd the way she had expected. "toh mat kar na! Waise bhi main nahi aaya tha tujhse baat karne..aur na hi mujhe koi interest hai"..he snapped at her rudely.
He looked at her for a second and then again got busy in his work.
But he failed to noticed those tears in her eyes..which his rude behaviour and words has caused!

She just ran back to her seat..knowing very well that if she stayed there even a second more...she wont be able to stop her tears..which threatens to fall any moment.
She dipped her head in her book to avoid facing anyone at that moment. Even after trying so hard, she couldnt stoped those few drops which rolldown her cheeks. But she quickly wiped them..not wanting anyone to see them.
After struggling for few moments..she was successful in controlling her emotions...as now a days she was doing it oftenly!