Taarey FF.. Is hatred stronger than Love?? (Note pg 80) - Page 27

Part 9
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It was Early in the morning and the dark clouds filled with rain were over head, ready to let the rain down at any moment... But somewhere in the distance there were sounds of lighting, warning the city of a storm... but everybody was still asleep... Unaware of the storm that was coming... but two souls were been wrenched today... the storm acting as a cover up of their pain from the world... And the lord knows their pain and he'll let the storm rage until his children are calm...

Rey's and Taani's hearts were bleeding for the presence of their loved ones back in their lives... They both were awake, empowered by the memories of their parents... The parents they had lost 2 years ago... But still they feel that their parents participate in every act, thought and decision they make. Their love has left a permanent imprint in their memories. They find comfort in knowing that their lives have been enriched by having shared their love...

Rey lay awake on his bed... His room was filled with a dusky colour due the grey clouds leering around the city... His bed side lamp was turned on... it's dim light falling on his face and drawing attention to his paleness... His eyes seemed worn out from the long awaken night. And his face had an unreadable expression, it was almost plain as if having no emotions... His head was over loaded with his mothers thoughts... He was lost in her memories...the way she used to laugh and put her palm on her mouth as she giggled in joy... And Her eyes used to sparkle with love and affection for him, always... The lectures she gave him about life... she used to say that life is not the way it's supposed to be, it's the way it is, the way we cope with it, is what makes the difference... he was never able to understand those words, and still he doesn't! He remembers how every morning she would wake him up by a loving peck on his forehead and breakfast in bed...

Each moment spent with her was flashing back and forward in his mind. Creating an irritating fussiness... But still his expressions stayed the same... there was nothing to read on his face... usually remembering his mother and her tactics brought a smile on his face and sometimes his eyes would fill up with tears when he missed her a lot... But today it was different... Nothing at all was shown on his face... The features that used to compliment his face, right now were making him look dull...

Rey remembered this day very well. He knew Every happening like the back of his hand... And how could he forget?? 16th of march 2011 was the date of his mothers death... And now 2 years later, on the same day, year 2013. He felt helpless!! He still hadn't found out what had happened that day!! The police had concluded that the car slipped on the road because of the heavy storm... But he didn't believe them. When he went to check the area the car accident happened, there were no skidding mark. And he also found a payal (anklet) there... Just a few metres away from the tree his mothers car had crashed in...

Rey got up and walked over to one of his drawers. He opened it up and took out the payal that he had found that day... He held it from it's top and let it dangle, giving out reflections of the dim light through it's diamond filled design... Lighting the room with spots of light.

R: jis din mujhe wo lardki miljaye na maa... Toh mein bhi uski zindigi se uska pyaar, uski duniya, uska sab kuch cheen loonga! ... Jaise ussni meri zindigi seh cheen liya!!... Baas maa... baas woh miljaye!!

Rey's face now had a strong expression... U could read it from a mile away. It was an emotion of pure hatred... His eyes filled with anger and determination... And hope in his heart. The hope of finding that girl!

At Taani's house-

Taani was sitting on her room's window ledge... Her hair flying in the breeze... her eyes filled with tears and the cold breeze burning her fragile skin... But more than that, the thoughts going through her mind were piercing her heart! She held onto her mothers bracelet, moving her thumb gently on the smooth surface of the blue diamonds...

For 2 years she has been trying to figure out how the accident happened?? How did her dad lose control of the car??! Why was his mother with HIM?! And why in the world did she tell her mother she had arrived, even though she knew her mother would come running to the airport!!... How could she be so immature??!

Her head was becoming heavy now and she started heaving badly trying to control her tears... She was angry, upset and most of all... She was guilty! She hated herself so much!! (She placed her hands on her face... frustrated) she Always wondered why TODAY!? Why the day she had arrived to india after so many years!!! Why??...

She never noticed when she started talking to herself in despair... (Taking her hand off her face)...

T: sab meri galti thi maa!!... Mujhe apko achanak se nahi bula chahiye tha!!... Woh bhi itne storm mein!! I was so STUPID!! (Screaming and pulling her own hair in despair)... ap humesha khete thi na maa (letting go of her hair and holding her mothers bracelet again) ki jinse hum pyaar karte hai woh humesha humare sath rehte hain, kyun ki pyaar khud humesha jeeta hai... Yaadein kabhi nahi mit sakte... Jinse hum pyaar karte hain, woh baas ek thought dhoor hote hain... Jab tak yaadein hain, woh humare saath hain (Shutting her eyes and remembering her words)... But it's not the same mom... !!!! (A tear sneaked out of her closed eyes) it'll never be the same without you!!

Taani pulled her legs up to her chest and wrapped her hands around them before placing her head on her knees and weeping badly at her helplessness.

With Rey-
He had a shower and started walking around, looking at his room which was fully covered with sticky notes... He started reading them...
He would write them when he was struggling with the past thoughts... He wrote memories of his mother... all her sayings... everything about her from her likes to dislikes and hobbies to daily time table...
These stick notes were all over his room... On the doorways, by the light switches, on his bed frame, around his pictures, on the water jug, on his computer table, his walls fully covered, in his wardrobe, on his clothes... They were EVERYWHERE! If a normal person saw his room they would think he's crazy, but these notes were the only things that would help him get into a better frame of mind... Especially when the pain was so deep.
There would be a new addition to these sticky notes everyday...

Today before going to have a shower he wrote another piece of his heart and dedicated it to his mother... It said: i thought of you with love today, but thats nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the days before that too. I think of you in silence, i often speak your name. All i have is memories and your picture in a frame. Your memory is everything for me now and i'll never let it go. God has taken you from me but your still
In my heart. This will be the same for forever and always!! Love you Mom! ❤️

There was another one: the moment you left me, my heart split in two; one side was filled with memories and the other died with you. I often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep; and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheek. Remembering you is easy, i do it everyday; but missing you is a heartache that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain; you see life has gone on without you, but will never be the same!

Rey always tried to keep his calm and the best ways was to write about his feelings. He was never a diary type person so he wrote his feeling on sticky note and put them all over his room, so he would never forget anything about his mom... He knew that until he wasn't happy his mother would never be happy... not even in heaven. So he always tried to smile remembering her, just to make her happy. It melted his heart to know How much she loved him!!

Taani's room-
She sat on her computer table, with a book open and a pen in her hand... She would wake up every morning and write a sentence on her mother... And before she knew it she had created a poem... She read over it...

T: My mother is gone now. Her face again I'll never see.

Why was she taken away When I needed her with me?

I loved to hold her in my arms and smell the sweetness of her hair.

What I feared the most came true when I had to face her death.

My arms are empty now and so is a piece of my heart. I wish she was still here with me but I guess it was time for us to part.

My best friends say it's time to let go of the memories and of you too. That's easier said than done When part of me died with you.

I'm sorry that I didn't see the signs of your death. I'd sell my soul if I could feel the warmth of your sweet breath.

I can never let go of you or the beauty in your face. A tiny piece of heaven on earth for which there was no place...

A lone tear dropped on the page smudging some of the words and spreading the ink around. It hurt for her to write this... But it was the only way... She had to do this or else her pain will kill her from the inside... Eating her up slowly and quietly, even so that nobody would never know...

She picked up her mother's photo from the table with tears in her eyes and moved her fingers along her face. She never thought even in her wildest dreams that this day would come... and she'd be alone... She held the photo close to her heart and Took a deep breath, trying to smell her mother's sweetness again... Failing to smell it, her heart broke and She placed the picture back on the table and stared at it. Something occurred in her mind and she took off her mothers bracelet and put it in front of the picture.

T: aaj ke liye ap hi rakh lo... (smiling sweetly)

She placed a rose in front of the photo, as she would every day. And gently ran her thumb over her mother's angelic face... As tears started to form again She turned away from the picture, not wanting her mother to see her sadness.

Rey-
He had left the house. He got in his car and drove off with a smile on his face... He had White Lilly's and Ferraro chocolates on his passenger seat and a surprise gift...

With each metre towards his destination, his smile was getting bigger and bigger...

He stopped his car... Got the things he brought and started walking towards the cemetery. He opened the gate and walked in, feeling a sudden urge of happiness from getting to seeing his mother... He walked to the very centre of the cemetery were his mother lay...

His mother was a Hindu-Christian, but for the sake of his father she became a pure Hindu... But she had always told him that she would like to be buried proudly as a Christian. So Rey took that as her last wish and buried her here in a Christian cemetery with all the rituals.

R: Hey mom!! (Smiling widely) how are you?? (Making a puppy face) Hmmm!?.. Gussa ho mujhse??... (Thinking) Ha mein thorda late hoon na... (Holding his ears) sorry... (Pouting) paar mein ap ke liye kuch laya hoon apka mood sahi karne keliye... (He brought out the things from behind his back, and smirked widely knowing his mother would leave her anger after receiving this) ye lo Maa.. (Placing the White Lilly's on her grave) Yeh apke favourite flowers!! Aur yeh... (Placing chocolates next to the flowers) yeh apki favourite chocolate right!! Waise ab toh gussa nahi ho na?? (Tears forming in his eyes but covering them up with a smile) hmmm... Lagta hai aj toh mamma bohot gussa hai!!? (Picking up the gift he had brought) toh... (Unwrapping the gift) yeh ap kabhi nahi guess kar paogi!... Guess na maa, kya ho sakta hai??? (Tears on the verge of falling when not getting an anwser) (sniffed trying to hold the tears) TAA-DAA!!! (Opened the gift box and sat on his knees showing her what it is)...

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R: remember mom 2 saal phele jab hum shopping gaye the toh apko yeh bohot pasand ayi thi?... Toh meine socha ki app keliye kharid loon (smiling) toh kaisa laga??! (Smiling widely expecting to get pampered and a hug as he always got when he got her something) maa... Bolo na kaisa laga!! Please (pleading) MOM!!! (Tears now flowing endlessly) maa... Plz ap wapas aajao na... Plz maa... ap apne Reyaansh keliye wapas nahi aaogi?... (giving up) I miss you ma'

In college-

The whole gang was seated around a table in the canteen'

Sw: guys' aaj ke din Taani ki mom ki death hui thi, aur'

Ni: and like last year, iss saal bhi hum bilkul NORMAL act karenge!!

V: right dude! Taani should never realise that today is a different day! Usse lagna chaiye ke aaj haar din ki tarra normal day hai!

Ne: neha thinking Sawyam right is!

Sh: but guys don't you think that we should support her and share her pain, instead of ignoring the fact that it is not a normal day for her! Her Mom Died for god's sake!! Have some respect u guys!!

Ne: neha also thinking Sharon right is!!

V: are Kagu phele toh tum decide karlo ki tum kis ke side paar ho!!

Ne: BABU!! Neha only saying what she thinking!

V: Toh'

Si: (cutting him off) toh wo kuch nahi!! Guys I think that Sharon is right. Maybe last year Taani did not mind as behaving like it's a normal day as she didn't want to upset our happy mood'

Sh: YES!! Exactly' tum lardke hum lardkiyo ko kabhi nahi shamaj payenge!!

Sw: wait wait' iss mein lardke lardkiya kaha she aa gaye?? Guys this is about Taani!!

Sh: exactly!! This is about taani' and I know her best! So this time my plan!!

Ne: neha is with Sharon! (holding onto sharon's arm)

V: Swayam zindabad!!

Si: Sharon's plan!!

Ni: Swayam's plan!!!

Ri: Sharon!!

A: swayam!!

Bh: abbe swayam's plan!!

the whole gang was looking at their respective partners with angry eyes. But turned to look at Aashi when she didn't say anything'

Aashi: (intimidated) I think Sharon types is right, b'.

Sh: YES!! See swayam I'm righ'

Aa: (cutting off Sharon) but swayam is also right types'

(Sharon gave her the evil eye)

Aa: to iss baar swayam ka plan types follow karte hain' phir next year Sharon tumhare plan follow type karte hain'

All the girls stared at her unbelievingly but ended up agreeing after a lot of pursuance for the boys'

In the Cemetery-

Rey placed his hands on the sides of the stone grave and placed his head on it too' hugging his mom'

R: Aa.. ag.. agar! (unable to speak properly as he was shivering badly from the cold stone)' agar aashu siridya ban sakte, aur yaadien raaste hoote, mein heaven tak chalke aata aur ap ko wapas liyata maa' (tears flowing down onto the stone, making it even colder) na apne koi ahkri words bolo aur na hi good-bye bolo. (Remembering his mother's dead face) Ap chaali bhi gayi aur muhje pata bhi naha chala!... aaj bhi mera dil duhk mein roota hai, aur chupke she meri aakho mein aashu aa jate hai' (Closing his eyes and remembering their every hug) ap ko khona kay hota hai' koi kabhi nahi shamaj payega!!

The clouds started to rumble and in no time it started raining' at first it was light but soon it got heavier' Rey was badly shivering now, but he still remained there in his mother's embrace' he wrapped his arms around himself' half his shivering body was on the ice cold stone and he was crying badly' the rain was just a sign of the storm that had started to enter in his life' and sooner or later this storm will engulf him with itself and break him down until there's nothing but a lifeless body left'

At college-

Taani had reached the college, and luckily the rain started after she got in' she was walking in the corridors thinking about her mother' when she met with the gang who were just existing the Canteen'

Sw: hey taani!! (happy and cheery)

Gang: Hi! (also happy)

T: (remembering last year, and how they had forgotten what the day was' she let it go) hi guys (still upset because they were her best friends!! How could they forget such an important day in her life)

V: soo' ahh (confused what to say) who..

Sh: (cutting off Vicky) babes you know what aaj meine nae k bohot hi hot si dress dhekhi thi!! I bet it'll suit you!! It was purple and had such beautiful'.

Sharon took Taani away from the gang as she started explaining about the dress'

With the Gang-

Si: look how upset she looked!! I bet she must be hating us right now!!

Ni: dude come on she's upset because of her mother's death not us!

Ne: neha thinking how you boys can talk so rudely!!

V: are Kagu'

Ne: Baas BABU!! (holding up her hand to his face) mein jaa rahi hoon!!

Girls: yea lets go!!

Girls leave and the boys are confused'

A: lalkiya kitne aajeeb holti haan!!

Bh: ha yaar! Chali gayi!

Sw: I think ki Sharon was right maybe taani want'

N: (cutting swayam off) Arre yaar chill!! She'll get over it!! just like last year! U saw na she was happy last year' and she will be this year too' com'on let's go to class'

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Okay guys!! I know there are many mistake as I've written In a hurry!! U know I was so stupid!! Meine yeh pura chapter he delete kar diya!! Fir jaldi she abhi likha hai!! I know u must be thinking how that in possible?? But it is!! I just opened it up and then I selected it all and then I deleted it !! and then I couldn't undo it as my laptop shut down!! Arrgh!! So so so sorry guys!! I know it may seem a bit rushed and may not make sense' and it also turned out different to my original chapter!! So frustrated!! And upar she it's Kunwar's birthday and I didn't want to be getting angry!!

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PRECAP:

Rey promises his mother'

taani is crying and Rey consoles,

Taarey have a cute moment'

That's it!!

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