Hello!! So here is the first one on Kurbaan Hua as requested by tpy_158.Hope u like it!
P.S. I would just like everyone to remember that not all of them are going to be romantic because the scene is created on the type of song u give me. So please understand the backdrop of the story. :) I try to make all the stories in tandem with the song. :)
Here goes nothing... :)
"How could she! I mean how..? Did she never even feel anything for even ONE MINUTE??!!" Asad thought angrily. The one girl that he had loved in his entire lifetime of loneliness, sadness, betrayal... He had told himself that he would only live for his mom and sister and give them all the happiness in the world. His father deceived them by deserting them in the peak of his childhood, the time when it is utmost necessary for a child to grow with both his parents. The love, care, support, encouragement, laughs, scolding and so much more that a 7 year old boy expects from his father.. He was snatched that experience at such a young age..
That alone was enough to count as hundred betrayals in his life because the last person that anyone would ever think would desert them in life is their parent.
He knew what he had to do.. He made himself so tough, so strong-minded in his one goal in life of earning so much money.. Much more than his namesake father who left them for this. To show him..money comes and goes.. But a family is a
one-shot thing. His strong outer shell that no one had ever dared to crack, much less change, had never been let down in front of anyone. Then came a girl who was the total opposite of Asad. She was always smiling, full of life, lived in the moment not worrying about the future... She was Zoya.
At first, Asad couldn't tolerate her. Her every habit annoyed the hell out of him.. But then slowly, slowly, he had begun to let down his tough shell infront of her. He had started liking her for what she was. He was..maybe..falling for her.
He realized his feeling for her at one point and it shook him to the core. He! Asad Ahmed Khan! How!? When?! How was it possible?! He was ACTUALLY in love!
Wow.
He knew that he wasn't alone and the feeling was mutual but still he couldn't help but sense that something would go wrong.
Zoya, on the other hand loved Asad. She couldn't live without him either. But, she had to break his heart. She couldn't bind herself in a relationship when she knew that the one person she loved more than her aapi, she wouldn't be able to give him the happiness she wanted. She had a mission to accomplish. That had been her motive to come to India.. She couldn't move on in life without clearing the past. But Asad wouldn't understand her POV... he would tell her it's ok and he would gladly help her in her endeavor.. But she NEEDED to be OVER with that chapter in her life before moving on. She didn't want it to hover over Asad's family. Her next move was clear. She had to hurt Asad so that he wouldn't miss her or loge her anymore. He HAD to move on in life.
So she told him.
Told him she was going.
Told him she never loved him.
Nope, not even for one second.
That was it. It broke THE Asad Ahmed Khan. He could not believe his ears. His world had come crashing down.
And to think that... It was of no use.. Everything was OVER. But surely she was lying right..? Ofc she loved him... She did .. Right?
No. She didnt. Just like the rest of them. She was like his father. Just mean and self centered. He didn't need her. He didn't need anyone. She could go to hell.
What a pity. On one hand a girl sacrificed her love FOR her love's life. On the other hand the love would never know the the reason behind it.
Pyaar ki ye adhoori dastaan.. Shayad ab adhoori hi rahe...
As Zoya walks away from his house slowly..
Thoughts race through mind and she says to herself
*sorry I had to change the song a little bit*
" Kurbaan hui mein Asad.. Teri tishnagi mein yoon ( I am sacrificed in your love) Teri aashiqui mein yoon...
Bekhudi mein, bekali mein, bekafi mein hui.. ( I am sacrificed in raptureness, in uneasiness, and in unpleasantness)
Tujhko har dua di, aur daga bhi, aur fanaa hui
( I prayed for you, and I betrayed you, I even sacrificed MYSELF for you)
Jal utha, meri kufr se, saanson ka yeh saama. ( the atmosphere of breath starts burning due to my unfaithfulness)
She stops. Then turns around for the last time and says " I'm sorry Asad, but I love you too much to hurt you" and walks off
While Asad thinks to himself " kya hua, pal mein jaane kho gaya kyun?" ( what has happened? I don't know where you have got lost in a single moment)
"Tu mila, aur judaimaa hua kyun." ( when I got you, I got separated)
And just one question came to him.. " why Zoya?"
I know its hugeee! But what to do? If I get such an intense song I need a storyline to support it otherwise you guys will say "kya bakwaas likha hai Anji ne?" so hope u liked it! :)
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