Denouement continues ...Radhaji-RK and a hint or Bittuji-RK for tomorrow
Very beautiful episode with all right blend of colors. A very progressive feeling of things falling into place...was coming up. The two mothers in Pink, Bittuji in White, Dipali in red in the precap scene, RK in black for home clothes and brown for work clothes and Madhu in resplendent yellow and blue... Each character there in each of that color was symbolic of his or her reaction to the tsunami that had gone by, their emotions, their decisions and positioning of themselves to the persons in question.
Of course the entire episode was top class. But it like on Tuesday, when Padmini cursed him. Today, it was Radhaji....a sense of completion for me. I was expecting such emotional vent out between mother and son to happen...only that it was beyond my expectation and I was pleasantly surprised.
Although it hurt me to no end that RK conned Madhu and I cried last Tuesday (5th Feb) and since then more or less going by what they show, was deeply disgusted about the Monday episode...I was like wish I could have avoided seeing it, but then the stoic me was ,.,,,if I enjoyed good times and all times of the story, why not this ignominy, why leave Padmini and Madhu alone...let me as well see how ego and rage just takes over someone so mindlessly and senselessly and how it feels...all over again...I did not cry even on that day. I was being stoic and proud myself...holding my head high in honour and not crying. And today when Radhaji took RKs class in his bedroom and asked him and he answered and she smiled a little mockingly, to be soon angered, I had wet eyes. I was overwhelmed, because, now it was nothing about my self-esteem...now what can I lose...nothing...and when RK was not even threatening in any sense...the tears were not even sympathy for him...the tears just came out because I saw the hapless woman, who still has to continue being his mother..she cannot deny that it is her blood who did all this...where is she to go? even if she leaves, still how it not going be her blood who did this. The woman lost everything...and all she was doing was speaking up like never before...because she waited for 17 years for this...for this to see...to lose it all...and yet her mocking smile, released my emotion, because the woman decided to be there and be his tormenter and help Madhu get avenged...it was like I need to see him punished. Padmini cursed him, Madhu is choosing to forget and get indifferent (the correct reaction and decision) and Radhaji deciding to be the goad for RK on behalf of Madhu. She was like, now I want to see what happens to you. And so those tears that slipped out today were for Radhaji's conviction...the stance she took for her son and the girl whom he slighted.
Tomorrow, we are going to see Bittuji-RK and another denouement there...Not sure how it will go...but the white shirt that Bittuji put on...just as the color,...it was all about clarity.. of what matters to him now. He let his tears fall and with that tear, my heart swelled with pride. Seems he handed his resignation letter to his boss.
Madhu...in that different attire...that yellow and blue dress...was ultimate imagery of new journey, Hope, Activity, enlightenment...Personally I see it as Color of Jupiter. And yellow is visually always expansive...and that blue color,,,,,to me its staid majestic color of Saturn, who keeps showing us our limits...so a hope and yet so protected with knowledge of boundaries and limits...together the two colors are reservoirs of knowledge, a meaningful journey ahead. Madhu did not speak much, but her make-up, hair style and that dress of hers spoke so much to me. It communicated to me all her resolve...her grit and what is most important to her now...Her sruvival...and how...she wants to move on by first forgetting about it...
RK in that black T represented what black hole he was falling into with regards to his personal life...and in that brown shirt signified order, stability, normalcy and no nonsense as far as his work meant to him. I had no emotion for him today. I was just seeing him. He had his usual dialogues and they neither hurt me nor affected me...but I was all normal attention as usual. Ab woh jo hai so hai...
Best Scene of the Day
When Radhaji in competition broke 6 glasses and showed her helplessness and yet answered in full at her son's stupidity and how it was hurting her. She was just getting too impatient with his tantrums and she was like...now its my time...and when she threw that...she was upset that none of it was going to reap what she wanted and yet she had to do it. She wanted Madhu there, she cannot get it, she wanted God to do something and she has to wait, Her son was speaking in all truth to her and in such total respect and that allowed her to become like that and it was making her more angry and angry that he is truthful to her now. All of it was so irritating to her.
Best Moment of the Day
The tear that fell from Bittuji's eye and the moist eyes of him, how lovingly and yet suppliantly looking at his chief. It seemed he had no gile Shikwe (complaints, hurts) with his boss now that he decided something.
Precap...I am not even going there, Tomorrow is another day. But the colors are Red, Yellow and Blue again.
ETA:
I wrote Bittuji in White. In the repeat watch, realized the shirt's hue is pale blue. Sorry about that confusion caused. Not much difference does it make. Anyways, we will have that tomorrow again.
Edited by 0-SD-0 - 12 years ago
Arjun
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