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Iam Sree, This is my first OS, and this is before the yesterdays episode.
and my heart felt greetings to so many beautiful writers of this forum who inspired me to put my heart out for Ansh...
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Shiv was just touched and moved when Anandi hugged him by saying Sorry..
He could not help but just put his arms around her, pressed in comfort and just closed his eyes...
This is the moment he had been waiting for...to take her in his arms and wipe away all the sadness she had been through all her life..,and today it came.. but it came with so much pain.., From no where two tears made their way out from his eyes...
as both of them taking solace in each other arms as their hearts cried in pain...
his because she could not receive/accept his overflowing love...hers because she could neither accept nor express her hidden love and affection to him...
They do not know how long they were like that...when Shiv saw Anandi's head jerk forward...and he saw she is sleeping like a baby in the warmth of his hug...
Shiv slowly carried her and put her on the bed, covered her and looked at her for few seconds..and gave small sigh of pain...and came near the window ...
Now its Shiv turn at the window...
[FB:He remembered the morning events when they came to Udaipur, how his family esp. his mother was happy seeing them, his gift of green bangles to her and her eyes filled with warmth and the way she supported her in the kite competition and then the talk they had at the hospital where she told that he came and handled her so that she will not get lost..and after that the gfiting of Gold bangles..and how happy she looked..and his first gift from her and sooo happy and touched he was...and then the dark clouds that came over them..his withdrawl and her sorrow..]
He said to himself..
How Happy she was seeing the bangles..,she has taken my name on her own..,and how happy she was when I opened her gift and said I liked it..,how close she has come to me to adjust the t-shirt and to see how i look in that...and me...,I could have ended that on a happy note..,
Shaayd mai apni aapkooo sambhaal nahi paayi...,meraa man mee unkee liyee itnaa pyaar ubal rahaa hai ki...mai khud kooo...smbhaal nahi paayaaa...,
mai nee kaha tha ki, mai unkee pyar paanee kee liyee zindagi bhar wait karoongi..lekin...yee mainee kya kiyaa...unpar dabaav daalrahaa huu..unkooo aur guilty feel karnekee liya majboor kar rahaa huuu...
mujhee yesee murjhaa huwaa dekhkar unhee kitnaa buraa lagaa hua hogaaa..
Aanandi har kisi koo kitnaa pyaar deethi hai..kitnaa khushi deeti hai, aaj subha poori parivaar koo kitnaa khushi dii hai, khas kar maa koo..aur mai too unkaa pati hu, mujhee dukhee kaisee dekhpaayegi..,
voo tho dheeree dheeree hii sahi..chooti chooti steps leekar meeri paas aa rahi thee..,aur mainee unkoo daudnee par majboor kar rahaa hoo..,
Voo daud kar, dar kar mere baahoomee girnee ki bajaayi, dheeree pyaar see mere baahoomee aani chahiyee..,
[FBs come of button stitching, jilebiyoonkoo taste karnaa, sweater koo pehnanaa]
Voo kitnaa dhukh sahaa hai, kitnee ghaav hai man kee andar..,
Voo khud nee kahaa tha ki voo mere sath chalnaa chahtii hai.., apnee yaadoonse ladkar, peechee chod kar, dar koo bhagaa kar..,mere see judnee ki kitnee khoshish kar rahee hai...
aur mai unkee hath pakadkar, [FB: how he held her hand during the Vidaayi to come out of the haveli] unki baahee tham kar, unkoo is nayii Jeevan ki raastee par mere sath leekar chalna chahiyee...mere baahoo ki chaav mee hi unkooo aaram mileegi, aur voo dard mujhee takraakar hii bhaag jaayegi..[FB: how she slept peacefully on his soulder in the car and also now when he hugged her tight..]
Mere touch hii unhee ghaavon koo heel kar sakta hai, voo keh nahi paa raha hai, leekin voo itni saaloonsee usee pyaar kee liyee taras rahii hai ...
Aur Usee pata hai voo pyaar mai hii unhee dee saktaa hoo..,
Mujhee bhi dhere, dhere hi unpar pyaar jataana chahiyee.., Mai itnaa pyaar eksath barsaavoonga too voo bhi sambhaal nahii paayengi...,
Jab tak unkee ghavoonkoo apnaa pyaar kaa malam nahii lagaavoongi too voo kaisee apnee aap theek hoongeee, itnee si bhaat samaj mee nahii aayi mujhee,aur mainee keha diyaa ki "I will not touch you..",Just to make myself great, aur nahi too kya...
Now Shiv face flashed as he thought of his next steps..
He went to the bed, looked at her the more lovingly, the more passionately and said, aap phikar mat kiijiyee, mai lee chelungaa aapkoo apni sapnooki khubsoorat duniyaa mee.. aapki dar koo insecurities koo ab mai bhaagaadungaa, aapkoo struggle karnee ki koi jarrorat nahi hai, I will take care ..and I will drive you on my horse to that beautiful world of Love...and thinking his next moves he slept off..
*****
Next morning, Anandi got up and slowly opened her eyes, as usual Shiv was not seen, she saw the gift box kept at the side was empty, a small smile crossed her lips..
She went to bath and came out wiping her hair...and she was about to place the sindoor on her maang, near to mirror she found a small envelope and on top of it few roses..a bunch of yellow ones in between a red rose..smiling at her lovingly..,
she took flowers by her hand and opened the envelope and start reading the note..
"Anandi,
A very Good morning,
How are you feeling now? aapkoo pataa hai mainee aapki T-shirt pehnaa huaa hu..
you know it feels as warm as you, itnaa pyaar see apnee joo diya hai..,
kal raat kee liyee agar mai phir see Sorry kahuu too aapkoo aur buraaa lagegaa..lekin kyaa karu..,Sorry too kehnaa hi padegaa..mere vajah see aapki aankhhomee voo aasu joo aayi..,"Iam really sorry.."
Aap see Jhoot nahi khahungaa..,Jee too yahi chahtii hai mai aappkoo apni hathoonmee lekar.., khub pyar karooo..,meree dil mee bharee padee is pyaar koo sambhal bhii nahi paa rahaa hoo.., mai voo baahar aanee see rok nahi paarahaa hoo..,chahtaa too yahii hoo ki jab tak aap, us pyaar koo khushi see, dilsee sweekar nahi kar paati, mai usee apni andhar hi sambhaalu, aap jaantee hai voo kitnaa mushkil hai..,
leekin voo pyaar har vaqt, kisi na kisi raastee dhood rahi hai baahar aanee ki...,mai yasi hi apnee dil par dabaa kar rakhungi too voo phat jaayegi..,like yesterday...,
Isiliyee mujhee is maamlee mee aapkaa thooda help chaahiyee..,
voo bhi aap apnee dil see aur khushi seee..karengi too...,
har din mai aapkoo ek chota saa pyaraa saaa pyaar dhoongaaa..,
aur aap mujhee ek chota saa jhappi dee dijiyegaa...
Voo bhi poora dilsee khushi see...,
mai poora din, us jhaadu ki jhappi me bhi jee lungaaa ...
agar aapkoo yee manjoor hai too aap yee roses koo flower wase mee dhaaliyee ...
aapkoo agar manjur nahii too unhee yahii chood dijiyee ..mai rakhdoonga flower vase mee...aur mai intazaar karronga us din ki jab aap vusee sweekaar kar yis wase mee rakhengee,
aapki jho bhi phaislaa hoo mujhee manjoor hai, bas aap jo bhi karee dil see karee...,
Yours,
Shiv
Anandi heart filled with love, she just looked at the roses in her hand...and instantly took the red one which is in the middle of yellow ones as if it is asking her to pick her first..,and kept in vase and then all the yellow flowers..,with a smiling face...,she kept the letter in the draw and took the sindhoor box in her hand as if to apply in her maang and looked herself content in the mirror..,
just then, there was sound of the door opening and she freezed there..,Shiv entered into the room wearing the T-shirt she gave and he saw the letter where he kept and the letter was not there and he saw the roses placed in the vase, he looked at her, she was looking peaceful, pleasent, he came near her..,
He looked into her eyes as if to confirm again if she is Ok to what he said...
Her eyes were in content and she very subtlely said yes with those eyes..
Shiv just took the box of sindoor from her hand, dipped his two fingers inside and placed the sindoor on her maang, As Aanandi closed her eyes, her heart filled with all the love and affection he has and nothing else..,shiv gently leaned forward and placed a tiny kiss so as to touch and not to touch, on the top of her forehead she just closed her eyes feeling all the love he had planted in that kiss and she was lost in her world for few seconds, as she felt two droplets on her fore head, she just looked up to see Shiv,his eyes still closed and tears falling from his eyes...She just wiped those tears and hugged him wholeheartedly..and said "Shiv, mai aapkoo hameshee khushi dekhanaa chahtee hooo. mai aapki baahoo ki chaav mee hi apnaa jeevan bitanaa chahtee hoo...Thankyou..Mujhee apni pyaar ki kaabil banaanee ke liyee "
Shiv just took her in her hands and looking into her eyes said, "Anandi, Yee Khushi ki aasoo hai, aur mai bhi aapkoo hameshaa khushi dekhanaa chahtee huu aur kuch nahi..".
And they just hugged lightly and stayed their in the warmth for some time..
Shiv took a deep breadth and said.."Chaliyee, jaldi tayaar hoojajiyiyee, mai nahaa kee aati hoo..hamee Hospital jaana hai"..
and he turned to go to the bath room..
Aanandi called slowly and gently .."Shiv..."
Shiv just turned around and said with his eyes..kyaa hai..
kyaa aap yee chudiyaa mujhee pehnaa saktee hai..,
she was holding the green choodi he gifted her and also the gold ones...,
His eyes glowed bright with that naughty smile,he came near to her blushing...she too was blushing happily.. as he slowly started putting the bangles on her hands...
... ..., ...,
And from that day that was the routine, she will be waiting for him to come and put her sindhoor and the soft kiss and the gentle hug and the bangles..,
As the days passed by... the kiss, the hug became more deeper and deeper and the number of red roses in the wase out numbered the yellow ones...,
and their hearts were filled with Love for each other and things followed...
"PYaar too Honaa hi Tha... PYaar too Honaa hi Tha...Aur Hoo Gaya..."
and they lived happily ever after...
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[Sorry for any typos, some I had to type in Hindi]
and my heart felt greetings to so many beautiful writers of this forum who inspired me to put my heart out for Ansh...
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Shiv was just touched and moved when Anandi hugged him by saying Sorry..
He could not help but just put his arms around her, pressed in comfort and just closed his eyes...
This is the moment he had been waiting for...to take her in his arms and wipe away all the sadness she had been through all her life..,and today it came.. but it came with so much pain.., From no where two tears made their way out from his eyes...
as both of them taking solace in each other arms as their hearts cried in pain...
his because she could not receive/accept his overflowing love...hers because she could neither accept nor express her hidden love and affection to him...
They do not know how long they were like that...when Shiv saw Anandi's head jerk forward...and he saw she is sleeping like a baby in the warmth of his hug...
Shiv slowly carried her and put her on the bed, covered her and looked at her for few seconds..and gave small sigh of pain...and came near the window ...
Now its Shiv turn at the window...
[FB:He remembered the morning events when they came to Udaipur, how his family esp. his mother was happy seeing them, his gift of green bangles to her and her eyes filled with warmth and the way she supported her in the kite competition and then the talk they had at the hospital where she told that he came and handled her so that she will not get lost..and after that the gfiting of Gold bangles..and how happy she looked..and his first gift from her and sooo happy and touched he was...and then the dark clouds that came over them..his withdrawl and her sorrow..]
He said to himself..
How Happy she was seeing the bangles..,she has taken my name on her own..,and how happy she was when I opened her gift and said I liked it..,how close she has come to me to adjust the t-shirt and to see how i look in that...and me...,I could have ended that on a happy note..,
Shaayd mai apni aapkooo sambhaal nahi paayi...,meraa man mee unkee liyee itnaa pyaar ubal rahaa hai ki...mai khud kooo...smbhaal nahi paayaaa...,
mai nee kaha tha ki, mai unkee pyar paanee kee liyee zindagi bhar wait karoongi..lekin...yee mainee kya kiyaa...unpar dabaav daalrahaa huu..unkooo aur guilty feel karnekee liya majboor kar rahaa huuu...
mujhee yesee murjhaa huwaa dekhkar unhee kitnaa buraa lagaa hua hogaaa..
Aanandi har kisi koo kitnaa pyaar deethi hai..kitnaa khushi deeti hai, aaj subha poori parivaar koo kitnaa khushi dii hai, khas kar maa koo..aur mai too unkaa pati hu, mujhee dukhee kaisee dekhpaayegi..,
voo tho dheeree dheeree hii sahi..chooti chooti steps leekar meeri paas aa rahi thee..,aur mainee unkoo daudnee par majboor kar rahaa hoo..,
Voo daud kar, dar kar mere baahoomee girnee ki bajaayi, dheeree pyaar see mere baahoomee aani chahiyee..,
[FBs come of button stitching, jilebiyoonkoo taste karnaa, sweater koo pehnanaa]
Voo kitnaa dhukh sahaa hai, kitnee ghaav hai man kee andar..,
Voo khud nee kahaa tha ki voo mere sath chalnaa chahtii hai.., apnee yaadoonse ladkar, peechee chod kar, dar koo bhagaa kar..,mere see judnee ki kitnee khoshish kar rahee hai...
aur mai unkee hath pakadkar, [FB: how he held her hand during the Vidaayi to come out of the haveli] unki baahee tham kar, unkoo is nayii Jeevan ki raastee par mere sath leekar chalna chahiyee...mere baahoo ki chaav mee hi unkooo aaram mileegi, aur voo dard mujhee takraakar hii bhaag jaayegi..[FB: how she slept peacefully on his soulder in the car and also now when he hugged her tight..]
Mere touch hii unhee ghaavon koo heel kar sakta hai, voo keh nahi paa raha hai, leekin voo itni saaloonsee usee pyaar kee liyee taras rahii hai ...
Aur Usee pata hai voo pyaar mai hii unhee dee saktaa hoo..,
Mujhee bhi dhere, dhere hi unpar pyaar jataana chahiyee.., Mai itnaa pyaar eksath barsaavoonga too voo bhi sambhaal nahii paayengi...,
Jab tak unkee ghavoonkoo apnaa pyaar kaa malam nahii lagaavoongi too voo kaisee apnee aap theek hoongeee, itnee si bhaat samaj mee nahii aayi mujhee,aur mainee keha diyaa ki "I will not touch you..",Just to make myself great, aur nahi too kya...
Now Shiv face flashed as he thought of his next steps..
He went to the bed, looked at her the more lovingly, the more passionately and said, aap phikar mat kiijiyee, mai lee chelungaa aapkoo apni sapnooki khubsoorat duniyaa mee.. aapki dar koo insecurities koo ab mai bhaagaadungaa, aapkoo struggle karnee ki koi jarrorat nahi hai, I will take care ..and I will drive you on my horse to that beautiful world of Love...and thinking his next moves he slept off..
*****
Next morning, Anandi got up and slowly opened her eyes, as usual Shiv was not seen, she saw the gift box kept at the side was empty, a small smile crossed her lips..
She went to bath and came out wiping her hair...and she was about to place the sindoor on her maang, near to mirror she found a small envelope and on top of it few roses..a bunch of yellow ones in between a red rose..smiling at her lovingly..,
she took flowers by her hand and opened the envelope and start reading the note..
"Anandi,
A very Good morning,
How are you feeling now? aapkoo pataa hai mainee aapki T-shirt pehnaa huaa hu..
you know it feels as warm as you, itnaa pyaar see apnee joo diya hai..,
kal raat kee liyee agar mai phir see Sorry kahuu too aapkoo aur buraaa lagegaa..lekin kyaa karu..,Sorry too kehnaa hi padegaa..mere vajah see aapki aankhhomee voo aasu joo aayi..,"Iam really sorry.."
Aap see Jhoot nahi khahungaa..,Jee too yahi chahtii hai mai aappkoo apni hathoonmee lekar.., khub pyar karooo..,meree dil mee bharee padee is pyaar koo sambhal bhii nahi paa rahaa hoo.., mai voo baahar aanee see rok nahi paarahaa hoo..,chahtaa too yahii hoo ki jab tak aap, us pyaar koo khushi see, dilsee sweekar nahi kar paati, mai usee apni andhar hi sambhaalu, aap jaantee hai voo kitnaa mushkil hai..,
leekin voo pyaar har vaqt, kisi na kisi raastee dhood rahi hai baahar aanee ki...,mai yasi hi apnee dil par dabaa kar rakhungi too voo phat jaayegi..,like yesterday...,
Isiliyee mujhee is maamlee mee aapkaa thooda help chaahiyee..,
voo bhi aap apnee dil see aur khushi seee..karengi too...,
har din mai aapkoo ek chota saa pyaraa saaa pyaar dhoongaaa..,
aur aap mujhee ek chota saa jhappi dee dijiyegaa...
Voo bhi poora dilsee khushi see...,
mai poora din, us jhaadu ki jhappi me bhi jee lungaaa ...
agar aapkoo yee manjoor hai too aap yee roses koo flower wase mee dhaaliyee ...
aapkoo agar manjur nahii too unhee yahii chood dijiyee ..mai rakhdoonga flower vase mee...aur mai intazaar karronga us din ki jab aap vusee sweekaar kar yis wase mee rakhengee,
aapki jho bhi phaislaa hoo mujhee manjoor hai, bas aap jo bhi karee dil see karee...,
Yours,
Shiv
Anandi heart filled with love, she just looked at the roses in her hand...and instantly took the red one which is in the middle of yellow ones as if it is asking her to pick her first..,and kept in vase and then all the yellow flowers..,with a smiling face...,she kept the letter in the draw and took the sindhoor box in her hand as if to apply in her maang and looked herself content in the mirror..,
just then, there was sound of the door opening and she freezed there..,Shiv entered into the room wearing the T-shirt she gave and he saw the letter where he kept and the letter was not there and he saw the roses placed in the vase, he looked at her, she was looking peaceful, pleasent, he came near her..,
He looked into her eyes as if to confirm again if she is Ok to what he said...
Her eyes were in content and she very subtlely said yes with those eyes..
Shiv just took the box of sindoor from her hand, dipped his two fingers inside and placed the sindoor on her maang, As Aanandi closed her eyes, her heart filled with all the love and affection he has and nothing else..,shiv gently leaned forward and placed a tiny kiss so as to touch and not to touch, on the top of her forehead she just closed her eyes feeling all the love he had planted in that kiss and she was lost in her world for few seconds, as she felt two droplets on her fore head, she just looked up to see Shiv,his eyes still closed and tears falling from his eyes...She just wiped those tears and hugged him wholeheartedly..and said "Shiv, mai aapkoo hameshee khushi dekhanaa chahtee hooo. mai aapki baahoo ki chaav mee hi apnaa jeevan bitanaa chahtee hoo...Thankyou..Mujhee apni pyaar ki kaabil banaanee ke liyee "
Shiv just took her in her hands and looking into her eyes said, "Anandi, Yee Khushi ki aasoo hai, aur mai bhi aapkoo hameshaa khushi dekhanaa chahtee huu aur kuch nahi..".
And they just hugged lightly and stayed their in the warmth for some time..
Shiv took a deep breadth and said.."Chaliyee, jaldi tayaar hoojajiyiyee, mai nahaa kee aati hoo..hamee Hospital jaana hai"..
and he turned to go to the bath room..
Aanandi called slowly and gently .."Shiv..."
Shiv just turned around and said with his eyes..kyaa hai..
kyaa aap yee chudiyaa mujhee pehnaa saktee hai..,
she was holding the green choodi he gifted her and also the gold ones...,
His eyes glowed bright with that naughty smile,he came near to her blushing...she too was blushing happily.. as he slowly started putting the bangles on her hands...
... ..., ...,
And from that day that was the routine, she will be waiting for him to come and put her sindhoor and the soft kiss and the gentle hug and the bangles..,
As the days passed by... the kiss, the hug became more deeper and deeper and the number of red roses in the wase out numbered the yellow ones...,
and their hearts were filled with Love for each other and things followed...
"PYaar too Honaa hi Tha... PYaar too Honaa hi Tha...Aur Hoo Gaya..."
and they lived happily ever after...
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[Sorry for any typos, some I had to type in Hindi]
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