Maaneet FF ~ Immeasurable Love ~ Pt9 Pg40| 5th Feb - Page 17

Part 8

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One thing I'd like to clear before u proceed to read the update. Maan is a very complicated man. Some of u said that why did maan let geet become his friend at the first place, when he knew that this friendship may change into love & if that happens it would be wrong. Well, Maan is a very jolly person.. but for everyone except him. Though he doesn't let anyone see what has he been through.. how has he coped up with life.. so a warning to u all: whatever he IS doing & whatever he WILL do in future.. he would seem to be a psycho to many.. but believe me.. he's the most sweetest person.. & soon u would know reasons behind all this.. Right now, just go with the flow of the story..

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Geet, this is not correct. Don't get attached to me and don't let me do the same.

But I am already attached to u by unbreakable bonds. Please, I cant live without u. U are my best friend.

But u have become more than that to me geet' & Its absolutely wrong'

What.. what do u mean?

Geet.. u know what I mean' actually just forget it..

U say something like that.. & then u ask me to forget it..

I.. I was just trying to give u a reason.. & this reason is not even true.. so let it be..

U.. See.. just give me a reason.. please..

Geet.. I don't want u.. not as a friend.. not as anything in my life' please just go away from my life..

He was angry, very angry. And that made me scared. But I still took up my stand.

Dekho.. aap aise mat bolo please.. I know that's not what u want.. please don't hurt me this way..

Geet.. u stop hurting me.. mujhse gussa nahi jhela jaata.. kahi mai gusse mein tumhe kuch ulta seedha na keh du.. please don't do this with me..

What am I doing? U come with all this 'leave me' crap.. out of the blue.. u hurt me by saying all this non sense.. & u say I am hurting u..

He trued to say something but I cut him mid-way.

And if u think that by hurting me.. what I feel for u will go away.. then u are so damn wrong. I love u.. as my best friend' and u cant at any cost stop me from doing that..

I paused to breathe but instead took a deep sigh. My inner turmoil was indescribable. I was deeply hurt & more than that I was scared of losing him.

Geet.. please.. please don't love me.. I don't deserve ur love.. or even anyone else's love' please maan jayo geet.. please

He seemed a bit calm but his voice was full of some emotions that I couldn't identify. I wondered what he just said abt me being more than a friend to him. Can it be true? And if it is true' do I.. so I feel the same about him? Yes, I love him' very much in fact. But does this love covers just friendship or something more than it?

Aap.. what u just said.. is.. is it true..?

What geet..?

About me being.. more.. more than a friend to u..?

He was mum.

Please tell me.. please

He took a deep sigh. And then after what seemed eternity to me, finally spoke.

Haan geet, it is true'

Then.. then why all this'.?

My voice broke towards the end. I just didn't knew what to say.

Geet.. I'm beginning to dream u of being someone much more than my friend. Its.. its not easy for me to go away from u. But.. before this feeling takes it roots deep down my heart.. I want to shove it off. This is not correct for u. I no longer think abt whats correct for me' but I cant let u ruin ur life. I know u have also become attached to me.. but geet.. have u even considered all that u know abt me.. do u even know what exactly my life is? I'm diabetic for a start.. & then.. geet.. I'm married..

I've told u ur marriage doesn't bothers me.. I know ur just bounded.. kuch bandhisho ki wajah se ur tied up to it..

Geet.. for once think practically.. to be with me.. means to face a world full of challenges. I really don't want to ruin ur life. U don't even know what I went through.. how I coped up every single day after my marriage.. it was not easy geet.. and to think.. that maybe if u don't reject me now.. u will do that someday.. what with me being tied up to this relation.. u know it very well I cant leave seema.. though I just have to support her financially.. but that also may matter to u very much..

How should I make u understand.. all this crap doesn't bothers me.. I'm not someone who would run behind money.. money is NOTHING for me.. all I want from life is love.. and I don't know why did babaji did this.. but he sent u to me.. to shower love upon me..

Geet.. tumhara dil bahut saaf hai.. ur just saying what ur heart is saying.. but have u ever thought abt the age difference we share.. it would be very difficult.. it may seem easy to u now.. but trust me.. u will feel it affecting our relation at some point..

So what.. it will be challenge.. and doesn't love means to keep loving inspite of all the challenges.. all the odds..?

He took a deep sigh.

Tum nahi maogi na?

Bilkul nahi'

Aaj Maan Singh Khurana tumhare saamne haar gaya Miss Geet Handa.. So, do u really love me.. love me to such an extent that u can forget all the odds..

Yes I do..

Do u love me more than a friend, geet?

I thought for a moment.

I'm not sure of that as of now. But I'm sure that I do love u.. as a friend or more than a friend.. I don't know.. but I cant lose u at any cost..

Just a minute ago he had become a little lively but suddenly after what I spoke, his voice again had that shade of sadness.

Geet.. I don't want to force u in anything..

Oh God.. why do u think u are forcing me? I said I love u, didn't I? And if this is for u as a friend, so what? Cant it grow into something else? Well, I know, with u being a magnet.. I will love u as more than a friend just in a few days. Dekh lena aap..

I chuckled.

So.. are u.. I mean are we like.. in a relationship now?

He babaji.. inhe to propose bhi karna nahi aata..

He cleared his throat.

Geet.. i.. um.. will u become my girlfriend?

I laughed.. actually a bit loud.. very loud. I remembered him texting me that there should be no one around me. thank god i agreed to that one.

Ho gaya?

I still kept laughing. I just couldn't make myself stop.

Geet.. ur not supposed to make fun of me.. I'm trying, aren't I?

Yes.. yes u are. I said while giggling. But u don't need to try anymore. Its okay. I understood what u are trying to say.

So'?

So what?

Arey baba, jawab do na..

Ohh.. um.. let me think..

I didn't spoke for abt 2 mins.

Geet.. yeh theek nahi hai.. please jaldi haan bolo..

Matlab jabardasti hai ki haan bolna hai..

Nahi jabardasti nahi hai.. u can back off if u want. I told u if u think practically u might want to run away from me. So if ur mind has finally started to work.. u can.. um say no. He said without a pause.

He babaji.. aap na bas negative hi sochte rehna maan.. at least let me speak na..

Haan to bolo na..

I have some conditions. I love u, okay. And ur not allowed to leave me at any cost. And u can make me cry. Its okay.. I love to cry for u.. because that makes me realize how much I love u. and.. haan bas.. if u agree then my answer is.. uhhm.. yes..

I agree geet. And I promise u.. u will cry with me.. u will have to face the challenges & be with me

Oh really?

Yes really

Well.. as long as u are with me.. I'm ready to do anything.. even crying.

Geet..

Hmm??

I love u.. Its like my heart has swelled up just in this one hour.. this feeling has begun taking roots deep within me..

I'm glad if that's the case.. and I'm sure you'll soon become my Edward from Jacob..

I giggled.

Oh so am i suffering from multiple personality disorder, huh? Edward, Jacob?

Not Edward yet.

My giggles didn't stopped.

So that means whatever I am.. Jacob or Edward.. u are with me.. my Bella is with me?

Yes I am.. always.

I love u..

Well.. if u wont stop saying that.. then i will say.. I became serious& heard him catch his breath.. and then giggled again saying.. I love u too.

He giggled with me, and suddenly this day felt to be the best day of my life. 22nd May 2012- I would never forget this day.

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Love,

Mahima