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Part 7
He held her from the elbow as she crossed him dipping her head, her heart filled with kashmakash. His hard, cold ruthless hold on her arm ran a fear down her spine. She looked at him puzzled, bewildered.. not daring to raise her lashes to look into his eyes... or more of hiding her tears for she knows she may just breakdown if he spoke anything to her.
He jerked to place her infront of him. She looked at him painfully.
U really think I called u for .. he spat in anger.
She stared blankly into his eyes searching the reason for his anger. Then wat did he call her for!!! she wondered
bolo Geet asked her again angrily looking at her.
She shivered under his piercing gaze. Is he going to hit me again, a terror ran down her.
He held her arms & shook her aisen chup nahi raho Geet
he said painfully u really think I.. he couldn't even complete, when he saw her curling up in fear with his every movement. He closed his eyes gritting his teeth & very thoughtfully left her arms see her twitching in pain. She immediately stepped back rubbing her arm, tears running down her eyes.
wo.. he tried to reach her his eyes painfully looking at her hurt arm & then teary eyes
she almost jumped backward in fear seeing his raised hand. He curled his fingers lost seeing her like that. Why did he feel so distanced suddenly he thought...
U really think I called u for .. he spat in anger.
She stared blankly into his eyes searching the reason for his anger. Then wat did he call her for!!! she wondered
bolo Geet asked her again angrily looking at her.
She shivered under his piercing gaze. Is he going to hit me again, a terror ran down her.
He held her arms & shook her aisen chup nahi raho Geet
he said painfully u really think I.. he couldn't even complete, when he saw her curling up in fear with his every movement. He closed his eyes gritting his teeth & very thoughtfully left her arms see her twitching in pain. She immediately stepped back rubbing her arm, tears running down her eyes.
wo.. he tried to reach her his eyes painfully looking at her hurt arm & then teary eyes
she almost jumped backward in fear seeing his raised hand. He curled his fingers lost seeing her like that. Why did he feel so distanced suddenly he thought...
Little bit of doubt he had abt the reason for divorce just became clear. He left her alone to calm himself only to push her into another of kashmakash.
It was another night of loneliness for Geet with a new pain of increased kashmakash. Wat did he call for.
Maan looked at her teary face & made up his mind to sort all this first thing in the morning.
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Next day Geet got ready like usual. She came out of the washroom took her duppata from the bed, not realizing a pair of eyes watching her intently.
Geet call ur office & tell them u will be late today. He ordered
his sudden voice took her by surprise, she stood frozen for few secs mid way setting her duppata.
Geet call ur office & tell them u will be late today. He ordered
his sudden voice took her by surprise, she stood frozen for few secs mid way setting her duppata.
Once she came out her trance she dipped her head & nodded.
She was not used to question him but a million question ran in her head why did he ask her to do that. Not once in 5yrs he did that. She could clearly see he was restless abt something.
At the breakfast table pami was again taunting Geet abt her frds coming over & etc etc.. Maan pushed his plate rising irritatedly. The chair almost toppled over with the impact of him getting up like that.
Enough is enough ma. Agar aapko lagtha hain aap Geet ko divorce dene kahenge tho sab teehk hojayega
Enough is enough ma. Agar aapko lagtha hain aap Geet ko divorce dene kahenge tho sab teehk hojayega
Everyone gasped hearing divorce word itself. (not that pami would mind )
pami & Daadi both were confused with wat Maan was saying. Still pammi couldn't stop herself yeh sab iss ki hi galthi hain, shaadi ke paanch saal ke baad bhi koi pota nahi de payen yeh hamen tho log tho baat karenge na
Maan roared in anger agar aap ko lagtha hain ki main Geet ko divorce deken ke bachen ke liyen kisi aur se shaadi karonga .. tho aisen kuch nahi hoga.
Main Geet ke alwa kisi aur ke saat... he sighed.. aapne soch bhi kaisen liya
Geet looked at him in awe. Did he just say wat he said. She couldn't even understand anything.. he just dragged her to the car.
Main ne dr ritu se appointment le hain
Geet was now totally confused. Dr Ritu's name only clouded her thoughts with more pain. Memories of initial days of marriage played back in her mind.
PAST
It was a week after that slap fiasco. After that day Geet had not spoken to him for a week. Infact she was so angry & pissed off... she decided she won't talk to him unless he really apologize to her for his behavior. But all her anger flew out the window when her home pregnancy test came positive. She was feeling so shy & excited. She was blushing to self when Maan came back from office that day. Even he was taken back.. his angry wife was blushing. He shook his head & left to change. When he came out she was continuously following him ..wanting to say something.
Tumhe kuch kehna hain he asked in his MSK tone
she shied dipping her head, her cheeks turning crimson red.
Ji wo.. she giggled..
she hugged him .. he instantly stiffened with her closeness after a week.
I am pregnant she said hiding her face in his broad chest.
It was a week after that slap fiasco. After that day Geet had not spoken to him for a week. Infact she was so angry & pissed off... she decided she won't talk to him unless he really apologize to her for his behavior. But all her anger flew out the window when her home pregnancy test came positive. She was feeling so shy & excited. She was blushing to self when Maan came back from office that day. Even he was taken back.. his angry wife was blushing. He shook his head & left to change. When he came out she was continuously following him ..wanting to say something.
Tumhe kuch kehna hain he asked in his MSK tone
she shied dipping her head, her cheeks turning crimson red.
Ji wo.. she giggled..
she hugged him .. he instantly stiffened with her closeness after a week.
I am pregnant she said hiding her face in his broad chest.
The reaction that followed was shocking. He was disturbed & immediately took her to dr ritu.. Geet felt special. She was loving this side of him, caring.. she felt so shy all the while.
That was the first time she met their family dr ritu
Even before dr could congratulated them Maan declared he didn't want Geet to get pregnant.
Geet was totally taken a back. She held her stomach nervously. Maan was always so sure wat he wanted. & no one never questioned his decision. He said it in the same firmness to dr ritu. He was clear, they newly, Geet is young they need some time to start a family.
All her happiness seemed losing. She stood helpless infront of him. no one to express her pain, even he didn't seem to understand. She didn't have any choice & before she knew or voice out her stand.. Maan gave her the medicine to eat.
If that was not enough.. she had to face exactly the same situation again after few months. By now she lost all the feeling she had for her husband. The second time was more hurting. She had even tried speaking to him but he was sure like always. Even dr stood helpless infront of Maan.
Geet couldn't force him, because he clearly said he was not ready for a family now. He needed some time. First time Geet did understand but second time they were married for some time now & she thought she was living upto his expectation... why did he still feel she was a kid. She hated that whole kid.. kid talk.. come on.. she was not that kid.. like he calls her.
This is when she had lost all her interest in their closeness. Initially it was the pain of losing her child & then seeing no warmth in him only drifted her away. She should have left him then.. but some how she stuck on giving their relation a chance. But nothing seem to change over years.
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