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RK : Tumhe kho kar , mein ek baar phir se marjaoonga .
This is what Abhay said when he had no other choice but to confess to himself that Piya does mean something to him , and the cost of that confession was Piya's life. *sigh* . And today for some reason this dialogue struck me because the point is RK does believe himself to be dead but Madhu sprung nuances of life in him , and the fact is , if she does go . He seriously is going to have the biggest and a much worse death than he ever has faced in these 29 years. :) Their roads of life instead of blooming flowers for them gave them a series of examinations in which each time they get through , they have to lose something . RK got life through Madhu when he lost everything he ever had . Madhu got RK's feelings and love when her belief for her father her disassociation from her family and her broken engagement flashed on her face as a series of examinations within her road of life..each feeling developing for rk had a price of falling into a pothole , and it is vice veersa for rk as well. And yet two damaged people with almost nothing to contain within themselves , make feeling of love to be an innocent five year old boy painting the walls with crayons.They reproduce another life of innocence and purity altogether by just loving each other :').Some many trances of hatred and so many nights of darkness , so many times when both believed to completely lose themselves. It is rks love that shudders through one through the propensity of his intensity for her . IT REALLY MAKES ONE SHIVER. Its hilarious how they were hinged together through the realms of hatred , disgust , violence and ravaged spirits...and yet hid beneath the unmoving clout of love even when both had no idea about the possibility of it. Damon once said that he does not want anyone to see if he can be good cause then people begin to expect good , and he does not want to fulfill anyones expectations . RK has always bordered on the same lines until today . When he cares about someone's expectations .He cares about someone's feelings and about someone's thoughts , about someone's injuries . She not only makes him feel and live but she makes him give his will and goodness which he himself never believed in , to be worth a chance just for her. It is just so overwhelmingly beautiful that i will never be able to justify it in words.
Kumkum Bhagya
Anupamaa
